Cosplay:
There are too many people doing Sakura and Syaoran. Kurogane x Fai needs more love~~ lol~
I'm thinking of doing those pairings that most people don't do.
But apparently i can't do Kurogane coz I'm not big sized and muscular enough. ~_^"

Hmm~ Went Seoul Garden with Helene yesterday. But didn't even manage to finish first round. sobz.. Guess we were so hungry that we were full. Haha~
Supposed to go buy cloth at Arab Street. Ended up buying them at Clementi. Sorry helene, dragged u to walk so much yesterday.

Now preparing to go out for dinner with friends. Didn't put on makeup these few days. coz lazy. lol~
Anyway, there isn't much for me to say, since there isn't much going on. ~_^"
I think there are a lot of things that are going on. But nothing much about my life. lol~
Other than me being lazy. muahahaha~

Computer Reformatted!!!

Oh well... Hmmm... A brand new start now. Lol~
Need to re-find all the pictures liao. Hahahaha~

I tried using butter instead of cooking oil to day for the omelette... And guess what? It was too salty. lol~
I think I put too much butter and I think the butter is salted butter. Lol~ Yucks...
~_^"

So to start afresh, I shall make people happy today. Starting with people that I do not know.
Gonna give lotsa comments on deviantart and cosplay.com today. Muahahah~

Started reading comics online. Thus didn't really buy much comics nowadays.
This morning found this comic entitled, "Shounen Dolls." Only got one chapter though. But it's nice~ It's not yaoi. Haha~ Very rare I'll get hooked onto comics that isn't yaoi.
Link is here: http://www.mangafox.com/page/manga/series/4392/shounen_dolls/

Cosplay Corner:
Still waiting for my Konoe's wig to come. I agreed to do a Lamento photoshoot with the Rai who was there during EOY last year with Usagi-san as the photographer.
Went to tailor Yuuri's costume already. Still thinking if I should make the red cape or not.. Hmmm...
Ya, still waiting. Hahaha~

Gonna reformat my computer tml. Starting all over again. ~_^"

Sighz... Guess what, last few days, I have been trying to make omelette. But I forgot some of the spices that the cafe used. Sighz... So it's just egg + salt + pepper + mushrooms + cheese.
Quite nice~ haha~
Actually need to add milk as well. But my mom said don't add, coz once I add milk, no one will dare to eat except me liao. ~_^"
Use butter instead of cooking oil as well. Ahh~
I dunno why, suddenly wanna cook. Hahaha~

Maybe I'll make one during the sleepover and let you all try. Haha~
Or at the ninja chalet also can, if we got the one with the kitchen.

Oh ya, no more oven at my house liao. removed le. my mom said coz spoilt liao. ~_^"

Wanna go west coast park to play. ahh~
but these few days, having headache from cold wind... ~_^" should wear a hood liao. hahahha~
Ahhh, dun feel like going ninja later. But have to go, coz need to pass Shihan the paper.
My description so sucky loh. yucks.

Have been having a headache these few days. Must be from the cold wind. It has been raining for so many days already.

My mind is currently not able to think straight. There are many things that I want to say, but unable to get it out.

Dear, no matter what I say and what I didn't manage to say, I love you. (With lotsa hugs and lotsa kisses.)

Love.
Just what is Love?
How is your love towards the other party?

And how do you differentiate the different kinds of love?

There are some questions which I asked myself and still do not have an answer to.
I feel that I'm not ready for it, coz I don't think I'll have time for the other party. My time management is very bad. Sighz... Sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing.

The 4 wigs that I ordered from Hal are not here yet. She said the supplier is having some family problems, thus unable to send them out... arghhh... Hopefully they'll come before September. I wanna do a Konoe's photoshoot before school starts.

I'm sorry if all that i'm talking about these days are cosplay, cosplay and cosplay. Actually it's not just these days, it seems that the only thing I've talked about is cosplay. I'm real sorry. Coz there's nothing else going on these days.

Fear, phobia....
went to the park opposite JP today again. Went to the slides. Fear came into me, when i look at the slide. So steep and all. I do not know, but i feel that i'm beginning to get scared of a lot of things. Fast speed and everything.
When i feel the fast wind blowing past me, and i'm standing still (refering to skates on slope), it feels that i'm loosing a hold of everything. My mind just goes blank. All i could think of was "I need to stop, i need to stop, i need to stop." My feet isn't touching the ground. I feel as though i've lost control on everything, and i panicked.
There were so many things that we dared to do when we were young, but not now. All because we now know of the consequences if we fall/if we bump into people, etc... When we were young, we don't care about such things.
I don't dare to risk.
Partly also... because the feeling was so much like that time when I thought I had lost hold of reality. The floating feeling with everything flashing past me. Where neither my feet nor my hands are holding onto anything.
And also because it feels so much like that time when we were on the lady's car when i could feel my life nearly slipping out of my hold. The way she drove, it practically flew. It was a scary experience.
When I go down a slope and the skates gain speed, those memories came back in full force, because of the feeling. It was almost the same. I panicked.

But, but.... I'll try my best. We need to overcome these fears, eventually.

I need to blank out these few days.

Matsuri @vivo.... should i go? should i not go? sighz...


Yuuri:
- Necklace [gotten]
- Costume [need to tailor]
- Shoes [might be getting a new pair]
- Wig [might be using own hair]
- Lens [getting it soon]

Mikan:
- Wig [gotten]
- Lens [gotten]
- costume [in the making]
- skates [gotten]

Meroko:
- Wig [err...gotten]
- costume [in the making]
- glove, hat, stockings, belt [not done yet]

Arghh...
My mind is not working properly.
Wanna do photoshoot, but a bit off also...
I need a theme for photoshoots, if not, I dunno how to think. Like my mind dunno wanna go which area....

Once my wigs are here, I can go for my Konoe's photoshoot first liao. Then maybe Maya's, Mikan's(waiting for costume) and Meroko's. Arghh... My wig is screwed.

Hmmm.... I need a Rai for my konoe's photoshoot. sobzz...

Upcoming cosplay event, other than Matsuri @Vivo, there is another one at Suntec. The exact location as WCG Coscon. But this one very short, only 1 and a half hours only, if i'm not wrong. ~_^"
It's on the 20th September. I'm still debating whether i wanna cosplay on 31st of Aug or not. Sighz...
Only real available costume would be Usaki from DOLLS. I have everything, except the frameless specs.

I think i not going to make another costume for this year's events liao.
IF i going to double-cos for EOY, i'll just reuse some of the costumes. Coz going to tailor's house for Yuuri's costume soon, then after Yuuri's costume, I'm gonna start next year's cosfest costumes le.

Went to cut my hair the other day, and now i'm having a very stupid haircut. sobzz... i feel like wearing a wig whenever i go out loh... ughhh...

Okie~
2010 plans are all cleared off till further notice. So if you wanna book me for that year, do it fast~ lol~
If not, then I'll wait till next year then decide for 2010. hahaha~

Maybe Chobits?
Hmmm... maybe should start some retro ones.. [Not really sure whether they are retro or not, just listing some that i know of and rarely cosplayed anime/manga.]
- Digimon?
- Alice 19th?
- Akazukin Cha Cha? [But got ppl doing liao.]
- D N Angel~
- Beyblade? [Haha~~]
- Card Captopr Sakura?
- Clamp?
- Fushigi Yuugi~
- Gakuen Alice?
- Galaxy Angel
- Candidate for Goddess
- Meine Liebe
- Gravitation
- Pretear
- Saiyuki
- Shaman King
- Spirited Away~
- Weiss Kreuz
- Yu-Gi-Oh

This year's upcoming:
- Yuuri [EOY]
- Mikan [PS]
- Shaman King? [Hao's costume is $150, inclusive of gloves, cloak, trousers with all those belts. Boots is $120.]
- *Uranus [Need to wait till we okay the weapons first.]

Next year's confirmed:
- Rikku Songstress [CF]
- Okita Souji [CF]
- Alexiel [EOY]

Did i forget any?

Below are some of the Syaoran's costume that I feel like doing.

Photoshoots!! I wan photoshoots!!!

Photoshoots that I wanna have:
- Tsubasa chronicles
- Lamento [Still waiting for wig. If got a partner, would be better. Wanna do a yaoi shoot for this also. sobzz... ]

Wanna do some pairing up cosplay with Dear~ Shall we do a Setsuna and Sara photoshoot? ^^
Ahhh~ Need to work more on my make-up skills still.

Thinking characters/anime:
- Shaman King
- Yu Yu Hakusho
- Weiss Kreuz
- Saiyuki
- KOF?

But I think most confirmed ones will be characters that I've done before... So... There should be more versions of Sakura(But actually I wanna cosplay Syaoran more than Sakura. Haha~), Asuka. There are many characters that I don't feel like doing anymore... Coz a bit too expensive(yes, now then I realised. ~_^")

Characters that will most probably be appearing/which I'll stick with:
- Okita Souji (Coz promised with Rachel liao~ Feel like cosing him also.)
- Rikku (Can go hyper~)
- Asuka (Coz got wig and so called my most successful cosplay, other than Sakura)
- Sakura or Syaoran
- Alexiel
- Yaten
- Uranus
- Konoe
- Cloud? (Not sure whether I'll be cosing him yet... )

Alright....
Have dropped out of my Persona 3 team...
Feeling super bad about it.
I've learnt my lesson. Next time, I shall not join anymore teams on sgcafe liao, unless I already planning to do it very long ago.
Coz it was a spur of the moment to join... Well, I was the one who convinced Miho to open the group.... urgh...

it's ard 11:50pm and i'm suddenly feeling very hungry. ~_^"

I know i'm crazy... going even crazier liao.
Thinking of tailoring a costume for CNY next year. Lol~

siao liao!!
I just remembered i got a family gathering on 23rd August!! Meaning, I won't be able to go for NatsuMatsuri!! AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhh~~
Hate cosplaying alone... not fun at all... sobzz...
So if for the summer Matsuri at Vivo, I can't find ppl to cosplay with, then i dun think i'll be cosplaying for that day le.

Feel like cosplaying Syaoran. haha~
His other costumes from TRC are so nice~

The date for EOY is out!!~
Just as I tot, it's on the 13th of December.
The theme is RETRO.
Well, because it's their 10th year anniversary. ~_^" hahaha~
What does retro mean, btw? ~_^"
But it seems that u'll get a surprise if u cosplay as someone from an anime from before year 2000. hahaha.

Yoz~~
Blogging again!!
Muahahahha~

Been chionging Cabal since there's practically nothing else I can do at home/online ...

I've planned a big project for one of the fiction I'm gonna write. But again, I don't even know whether I'll be able to finish it or not. Haven't even started though, but the story is more or less planned out.

Been watching figure skating also, by Sasha Cohen. I love all her programs. It's all very emotional. Her Romeo & Juliet program... I'm not sure why, but she seems to always fall. But it just seems to make it more emotional, because Romeo & Juliet is quite a sad story also.

Blogging again!! *Kena whacked*

For the dolly shoot, if we're all gonna wear gothic, then might as well go Fort Canning ba.

My poly three friends bought a necklace for me as advanced birthday present~ It's those type of three rings together de. Super nice~ Will take a photo when there's nicer lighting. hahaha~

Oh yes, about the EVA shoot plan that dear talked about that day... It's worth a try. Kekeke~
The 4 person one. We can have a uniform Rei, yellow dress Asuka, uniform shinji and kaworu, since Dear's uniform is too small for us....

I think... maybe I'm too concerned about how others look at me...
No matter how, we must be happy with our lives. Happy with ourselves.
Ahh....

yes, as some of you have noticed, I've been blogging for days. sometimes i'll even blog a few times per day. Coz i'm so damn bored at home.
But what's the point of me staying at home? I told myself that it's for me to choing my cosplay stuff, to enjoy myself first.
But now, with no money and all... and i dun even know how my friends are doing, coz i didn't ask...
maybe staying at home isn't a good choice, isn't it?

Tot that i could escape from reality this month all the way until school starts. Guess i'm swimming myself back to reality.

"How many times do I have to let go of you,
before you finally find your very own happiness,
before I could truely convince myself that I'll never have you?"

Wanna have a yaoi photoshoot.... ughh...

Anyway, for our Dolly shoot... How about we do a gothic one?

It's bad to plan so many cosplay so fast. Coz i feel that I'm losing interest in most of them... Sighz....
At least, I didn't open team on sgcafe... haha...

Ahh~ I just wanna cosplay more with my dear~~ sobzz...

"May I be your Romeo?"

Seriously.... staying at home all day for days can kill a person. I'm practically rotting at home.
With no money somemore. Can't even go out... sobzz...
I need to replan all my plans already. arghh....
Saw the WCS videos. our SG participants went as Romeo X Juliet.
Go here: http://www.tv-aichi.co.jp/wcs/e/
to view the videos~

Thinking of skating to the air gear's opening song. lol~

I'm seriously thinking of kicking some of my cosplays out.
Thinking of selling my DOLLS uniform. Ughh...

Money matters.... Though it'll never be the most important thing in my life, it's still important.
In a few days time, i'll be bankrupt. ~_^"

A few hundred bucks for the skates and guards.
I'm damn afraid that I won't be able to go Coscon as Sakura.
Coz I still need to buy the lens and cloth for the shoes, might not even have money for it... ughh...

Stay at home = no income.
When i go school, at least still got allowance. Now is totally no money.
And I dun feel like spending anymore, since I'll be digging all for the skates.
So... maybe Sakura will be pushed all the way till the PS with tsuyin. Sighz... *Bangs head against the wall*
Now i get somehow how u feel, dear.
Don't even wanna think about it when money is greatly concerned. sobzz..

Gotten a lot of costumes this year. seriously going bankrupt soon.
So, I'm trying to make myself stick to those few and try not to get new costumes for every event.
Just for the major ones.
Thinking of quitting my persona 3 team... ugh... dunno what they'll say..

So... it's either you'll see me wearing the same costumes or doing different versions. Since got the wig le. ~_^"

Saw this video of a Duet inline skating. damn nice la~