I feel that we should get more people for our group.

Esp for Angel Sanctuary coz there's another group. sobzz...

Just finished watching Air Gear. super funny~

Waiting for wigs to come... ahhh~
Maya's wig, Meroko's wig n Konoe's wig.

Hmm~ Should get someone to yaoi with. ~_^"
Feel like cosplaying Gravitation.

Anyway, have to focus on those on hand first.
HmmMmmmZ...
no work, no money. no school, no money. ugh...

It has been so long since I've last written a poem.
There are actually some incompleted ones in my folders, but since they're incompleted, there's no point showing it here. :)
Has been so busy with work last two months that I didn't have time to pause and think slowly about life and everything else. All that you all have seen from my blog are of cosplay matters. I think you all are getting real bored from it, aren't you? Haha. Anyway, sometimes I feel that it's better to be busy. I do not like the feeling of my mind wandering aimlessly and start going to some negative and pessimistic thoughts.

When I wrote the poem, "I am still here", that time, I wasn't thinking about much other than to describe the weather and all. But I guessed it still shows a bit of what I was feeling then. Haha. Funny how things work.
Most of my poems are written because I need something to throw my feelings to, need something to express myself with.
Some of my poems are written because I was bored, so I threw in a theme and write according to it. The others are for the fictions that I was about to write but ended up incompleted. Haha.
Anyway, we must never dwell ourselves in all the bad and sad things because the world isn't gonna stop for you while you're hiding in one corner feeling sad for yourself. So you might as well move on.

Well and about the Life and Death thingy... Since you have been blessed with a life, you might as well make full use of it. Enjoy what you're doing, live with no regrets, leave with no regrets. Death isn't the scary thing. There isn't a need to fear Death. Because if you're alive, Death doesn't exist. :) So, don't even think about it.

Sometimes reading back poems or diary entries makes me feel so much like an idiot. Sighz... Sometimes it's just so funny to read back on what I've wrote for the past few years. Haha.

In conclusion, which doesn't really link with whatever is on top, I love all of you. So you all better don't go do some stupid, silly things, I tell ya.

With lots of love,
Shi Ling

P.S. Ahh... it has been so long since I've written such entry...
P.S.S. It's so difficult and time-consuming to type with a bandaged finger. Argh...

come on ppl~
let's bring back the old school animes~
let's do Digimon~~
lol~

anyway, i'm so damn bored at home, i wanna die le... ugh...
gonna start training up liao.

arghh... wanna start writing fictions, but my brain can't get started... sighz...

hmmm... having difficulty typing, coz the fourth finger of my left hand is a bit injured. ~_^"

Need to start saving money for a pair of good skates.
Gonna just concentrate on the main cosplay events. Meaning, trying not to make new costumes for small events, instead just reusing if i have.

Angel Sanctuary EOY 2009 *Recruiting*
Taken Characters:
- Michael
- Sara's Angel Version
- Alexiel

The money that i've earned has been going out to wigs and costumes... arghh...
Need to sell away those wigs that I do not need.

9th August's WCG Coscon, who should i go as?
Hmmm....

Might be keeping my Sakura's costume for Matsuri, coz by then I think Tsuyin might be able to get her Syaoran's one done as well. Kekeke.

Hmmm...
Go as Uranus? No weapon though.
Meroko? Can chiong, but no red lens...
Mikan? Might be able to... coz i realise i got a blue jumper from my previous attachment. lol~ Just need to add things here and there. Got the wig also le. Left the skates, the costume and the beanie.
Konoe? Waiting for wig to come. then need to chiong boot cover.
Sighz, if really cannot, then i think i'll just go as Sakura la. lol~

Feel like redoing our Tsubasa team again~
Maybe for PS?
Feel like doing Chii this time round. Hmmm...
It looks better if we have a big group together.

We should get more ppl for our Angel Sanctuary group for eoy 09.

Btw, are we really gonna be doing Shaman King??

Ahh~

Someone opened a team for Angel Sanctuary for EOY 08 to EOY 09. arghhh...

Wanna open a team for Weiss Kreuz.
Wanna cosplay Omi.

Costume to chiong this year:
- Ritsuka
- Mikan
- Uranus (everything else except costume)
- Yuuri

Costume to start this year:
- Okita souji
- Rikku songstress
- *Omi

Believe it or not, I'm playing pokemon gold these few days. hahaha.
Hmmm... Thinking of buying a DS instead of PSP, since my bro has a PSP already.

WCG coscon lands on National Day. ~_^"

Chionging work this week, coz quitting after sat. Not that i have a choice, but today and tml, i'm on full shift... ugh... Today i tot i was going to faint, coz didn't eat after breakfast, then was quite busy, so didn't have time to take any bites also. Finally, bought some sweets to get the sugar first. ~_^"

Muahahahah~

New plans coming up. Kekeke~
But~ they shall be my secret~ muahahaha~

On my way home from the busstop today, i suddenly tot of cosplaying CCS, the yellow version, the one with the cape. hahaha... ~_^"

Just cut my quatre's wig... well, it looks a bit dark in colour, now tt i realise. hahaha. finally managed to cut it into somewhat of a quatre's hair style. ~_^"

Don't kill me but i suddenly feel like doing back apocripha/0.... (kena whacked..) feel like doing Alex this time.

There's a summer matsuri at Vivocity in august, i think. End of august. Thinking of going as Sakura from TRC.

Costume to make and start this year:
- Ritsuka
- Ringo
- Saya (yesh... this costume has been on hold for too damn long liao...)
- Yuuri (Suddenly dun feel like doing it for EOY le... ugh... )
- Okita
- Rikku's songstress

Hmmm... I think i'm turing Les... how?
Been looking at more girls than guys. lol~
Short haired girls are cute~
Handsome girls are even cuter~
ahhh~~
I realised i'm not looking at guys anymore, (not tt i've been looking at any to begin with. o.0)