Hmm~ I was thinking, u know...
hmmm.... that maybe girlfriends are more fun than boyfriends. hahahah~
Anyway, I just bought a lolita dress today. but the front part a bit weird, esp after i tied the waist le. think need to alter liao. hmmm~ the collar part also very wide.
my Jadou costume is here, gonna be taking it from lazybug when we can meet up.
Sakura costume is coming as well.
my wigs!!! where's my wigs?!??!?! arghhhh!!
i'm having headaches everyday, coz i dunno what to wear to work. lol~
cannot wear too nice also, coz cannot put make-up. hahaha~
then wear too nice, they'll say i going dating. lol~
I'm still looking for you.
Today's business was totally unexpected. Suddenly around 8pm to 9+, the cafe was crowded with people.
So sorry to Nurul and JY that i wasn't able to chit-chat with u two. sobzz..
My Sakura costume~~ Nice~~ They really used jewels on it. oh my... love it~ but it's not with me yet, this is only preview photos.



I'm still looking for you.
I was totally out of sorts today.
I forgot about several orders, i sent the order to the wrong table. I toppled over our basket of forks. anyway, i was totally out today.
Could it be coz i didn't eat breakfast? Hmmm....
I'm still looking for you.
my money is going real fast. ugh... this week's money, i'm gonna put them all into the bank, so that i won't spend them so freely.
Went to take the below quiz and that's what i got. haha~ kope the quiz from clara's blog.
You Are a Lemon
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You have a very distinct personality. And if you're not being sweet, you're a little hard to take.
You're a bit overpowering, especially in one on one situations.
And while you are very dominant, sometimes your power is needed and appreciated.
You can liven up a dull situation, and you definitely bring a fresh outlook.
You are a bit of an acquired taste, and you tend to grow on people over time.
People feel refreshed and rejuvenated after spending time with you.
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I'm still looking for you.
Today the cafe was rather busy from around 12+ to 2+.
I had to run over to Cold Storage again to buy some stuff and actually I can't run. Coz my legs were aching badly, they still are aching... sobzz..
It has been so long since I've felt achings in my leg after training. During training that day, I already felt my right thigh aching. I think I strained the muscles in it tt day itself. That's why it was so painful today. arghh... It was aching yesterday also. But this morning, it was worst. I think I look like a penguin when walking. lol~
Anyway, that's partly why I couldn't join the outing today. I'm so sorry. The other reason was because I was having cramps... ugh...
For the game cosplay thingy, I think I'll finish up my FF ones first. The below series are those still under thinking... hmmm~
- Xenosaga
- King of Fighters
Currently unable to dig out anymore. ~_^"
I'm still looking for you.
When i reach my workplace today, I got a total shock.
My working hours was 10:30am to 9:30pm. I stared at it blankly.
Only until around 4+, did I know it's Elijah's mistake. She wrote wrongly... Zzzzz....
My schedule for the rest of the week:
Tues: 10:30am to 4:30pm
Wed: OFF
Thurs: 10:30am to 4:30pm
Fri: 4:30pm to 9:30pm
Sat: 3:30pm to 9:30pm
Sun: Either 10:30am to 4:30pm or OFF
I need to get OFF for streetfest & Cosfest both days. Coscon as well. Wahhh~
I'm still looking for you.
Hmm~ When I first got to work at HC, I was excited.
The first week I was there, I was nervous and scared?
Well, coz I do not know anything.
But as time goes by and I learn how to make most of the drinks and food there, I feel more relaxed and all. Coz I know then, that I won't make mistakes or stupid mistakes. Haha. ~_^"
Feel like cosplaying more game characters. Lol~
I know I'm full of FF characters already~ But I still wanna cosplay more characters with cooler costumes~
Do gravitation? hahaha~
Wanna do characters with game-like costume... hmmm...
I'm still looking for you.
Went to Sentosa yesterday to celebrate JY's birthday~
The sun wasn't that strong yesterday, which for me is good. Hahaha~
Then we went back to VivoCity. Went to HK Kim Gary Restuarant. Wow~ The food there is nice and price is very reasonable. Ate Pork Chop baked rice. Yummy~
Of course, once again i think i was too full, thus i went hyper again. lol~
Working early shift again tml~
I'm still looking for you.
Mmm~
Ate hotcakes this morning.
Gotten someone to take over my shift for saturday.
So sunday i'll be working morning shift, then rushing over to ninja. (sorry for the wrong info sms i sent u, dear. now it has been settled. haha.)
Hmm~
Then of course, i'm a little moody these days. PMS-ing liao, must be. sighz... hahaha~
Anyway, as I said, I'm beginning to feel that something is still missing.
I have a great family who loves each other and me, friends who love and care, a nice home to live in and I've just found a job. But still, there's something missing and YJ just hit it on her first guess... ~_^"
I think I should go find a BF soon. lol~
I'm still looking for you.
Hmm...
So I really ended up waiting outside OG this morning again. lol~
Suddenly feel like eating pancakes. Hmm~
Maybe tml morning, if I reach there early, I'll go over to the mac there and eat. ~_^"
I haven't asked about Saturday yet... I scared siah. lol~
But will ask if I can get the day off, since I'll be doing monday to friday and sunday this week. Anyway, they have other people as well on weekends.
Oh yes, some insider news for u ppl.
But don't anyhow spread out wor.
There might be a Yaoi/Yuri event at HC. I don't know when, but they said they're gonna have it.
I'm still looking for you.
Today went HC to do the opening. Didn't know where's the staff entrance, so I sat outside OG and waited for it to open for business, before rushing up to HC for the opening.
Didn't have time to sweep the floor actually. Well, shhh. lol~
I have to say, I think I'm PMS-ing these days.
I get easily fed up with people, esp when they tell me to help them do things.
I'm having some negative feelings in my heart that's jumbling everything up.
And it's keeping me from relaxing and enjoying my job. Arghhh...
Hope it passes off quickly.
Today was quite slack as well.
Doing opening for tomorrow again, still didn't know where's the staff entrance.
Guess I'll have to wait outside again. Haha~
~_^"
I think I need to cosplay again soon. As in to camwhore or photoshoot or something, coz my mind is a bit everywhere.
I need to find a blogskin that's.... i dunno. sometimes i wan it messy, sometimes i wan it simple. arghh...
I'm still looking for you.
Another work day at HC.
When I reached there today, there were a lot of people.
I reached there at around 4:15pm. But by around 5pm, no more people.
All the way until around 7pm when Juan came in.
Ahhh~ I was so damn bored for the two hours there. It was bad, coz my mind began to wonder again.
Then they taught me the closing. It's so damn simpler than the opening la. They left everything for the opening people to do seh.. Arghhh...
And I'm doing the opening tml. ~_^"
The pay at HC is given at a weekly basis.
Alrighty, I'm sleepy now. Cya all. NiteZz~~
I'm still looking for you.
When I'm working, my mind won't wonder anyhow and think of stupid things. But when I'm not working, it goes thinking about silly things. Sighz...
Anyway, working at HC is fun~~ Met all the people there already. All are fun to be with. ^_^
Bought 6 pieces of clothing at only $107. Free gifts of a belt, a brooch, an eyeliner and 2 necklaces. Muahaha~
But I still wanna buy a pair of black heel boots.
I'm still looking for you.
Erm... Bad news first, esp to the rest of Ninja's Black Belts.
Firstly, I am not able to go for Ninjado this Sunday coz I have to work late shift which is 4:30pm to 9:30pm.
Then, the rest of the Sundays, I have to work morning shift which will end at 4:30pm.. Which means, by the time I rush over to Ninjado, it's already 5:15pm, or 5:30pm latest.
This is a very bad news, because the boss said I have to work weekends and that our Grading is in two - three weeks time. Which means, either you all are put to hold the whole grading or Shihan will have to call the Sengkang black belts to help.
When I told my mom about it, she said I might as well don't go Ninja anymore, just concentrate on earning money. ~_^"
But I'll feel very bad seh...
Whatever it is, as long as my shift is morning shift, I'll rush over to Ninja. ^^
Today's work at Hemisphere Cafe is even slackier than yesterday. ~_^" Real less people today.
Learnt to make:
- Cafe Latte
- Iced Cafe Latte
- Cafe Mocha
- Soursophiscated (Don't really recommend this, coz it's super sweet.)
- Mock Passion (Recommend this. It tastes real good.)
Now that YJ said it, I realised the bottom part of my blogskin is really plain. Thus the change of blogskin again. ^_^
I'm still looking for you.
Changed my blogskin after soooooo long~ Guess the previous blogskin was the only one i used for so long. hahaha~
Couldn't find nicer ones... Wanted something simple and nice~
But this new one seems nice~ Though I was trying to find his crisis core version one. haha.
Second day at Hemisphere cafe.
Today was slacker than yesterday. Or could be coz our cook is faster today. Haha~
We still got time to slack and chit-chat. Make sandwiches and eat~
Today ran twice to the Cold Storage opposite coz they didn't stock up enough.
Wanna buy a pair of black pants... not those office de. those got alot of pockets and loose loose de. haha~
I'm still looking for you.
My first day at Hemisphere Cafe.
Reached there early by half an hour, but went over to John Little to buy foundation coz my normal one left a tiny bit.
Then went into the cafe. There were only two person there when I went in. So they began teaching me some of the things. Like which cup for which drink. How to take orders, etc... ^^
Learnt to make two drinks. They wanted to teach me more, but suddenly a lot of customers, so no time. Even Haruki(er... i think... I forgot to ask for her real name. lol~) said that normally no ppl de. But Saturday will be very busy. Haha~
And guess who I saw there....
Rina!
She came in the noon for interview. ~_^"
It was fun there. Everyone joked around with each other. We kope food here and there. :P
Though I'm still a bit blur about the menu... ~_^" hahahah~
It wasn't tiring... until when u ended work, then suddenly everything comes to you...
And since they do not have uniform, I'm kind of having a headache of what clothes to wear... Need to buy more le.
Haruki(or..dunno who... arghh, gonna go ask for her name tml) said my voice very low. ~_^" So if I suddenly turn up girly, they might get a shock. lol~
Well, it was fun~
Hope it continues on. ^_^
I'm still looking for you.
Gotten a job!!
I received a call just now. Thought it was from Bakerzin, so I didn't pick up. ~_^" lol~
But then I went to check the namecard and realised it was from Hemisphere cafe. o.0
Immediately called back. hahaha~
They told me I'm shortlisted~
So I'll be going over for training tml from 12nn to 4pm.
Happy~~~
Muahahaha~
MUHAHAHAHAHA!!~~
okie,okie a bit sort sort le. hahaha. ~_^"
I'm still looking for you.
After reading that Clara said that Bakerzin is not good, I went to Subway at JP today. Though there's the paper pasted there that they're looking for part-timers and full-timers, they told me they're full... Zzzzz...
Sighz... Do I really have to go all the way to harbour front? sobzz... It'll be around $5/day for transport fee. And a total of around 3 hours of trip from home to there and there to home.
Still have to think if it's worth it or not.
YJ was telling me about the Shaman King PS that we said we wanted to have. And erm.. I also dunno what to say... ~_^"
Anyway, have to settle on the exact month on which we're having, so that we got time to prepare.
Am super tired these few days... dunno why. So pardon me if i'm too quiet, too un-excited, etc... ~_^"
For ppl who haven't seen me in my new haircut yet, these are after i waxed it. Love me hair a lot~ ^^


I'm still looking for you.
Well, went to Bakerzin today with JY.
To say the truth, don't really like the environment there. ~_^"
Haven't gone through the interview coz their manager isn't there. So waiting for their call.
If I didn't get their call tml, I'll go and find another job liao. No point wasting time waiting.
Sgcafe is in-accessible right now. Sighz... boring...
People~
Now you all are starting school, starting work and everything. Please remember to spend some time with your beloveds~
Sighz... Why am I still slacking around? sianzz....
Got a cold, running nose and blocked nose today. Don't know why. But right now, I'm super sleepy... sobzz...
I'm still looking for you.
I.NEED.A.JOB!!!
Arghhh....
Thinking of doing waitress work in some small cafe or something.
Saw this: http://www.bakerzin.com/hiring_singapore.asp
Might be going over to take a look tml or something. haha.
Gotten my Maya costume already btw. super nice~~ love it lots~
Now waiting for my lens and wig to come~
My Ritsuka's costume... I'm mixing and matching by myself le... sobzz...
About the FFVII-CC cosplay, i cannot confirm whether my brother really joining or not. but i think he say say only la. hahaha.
I'm still looking for you.
Accidentally found this photo on sgcafe, "
Cool Cosplayers from various anime" thread, and now going gaga over it.... *drools*
I wanna do tt!! lol~
Gotta make sure the wig is fine first though... sobzz..
But if my Cloud is not nice, I'll never ever show it out until I make it perfect. *determined!!*
lol~
finally about the filming, my part is finished... phew...
I'm still looking for you.
Feel like doing Chobits~
I feel very excited at the thought of doing twin characters with my Dear~ hahaha~
Well anyway...
Sochii isn't able to make it for my Loveless team... sobzz...
Asked my brother to cosplay FFVII-CC with me. So this is how it goes:
Me: Hey bro, want cosplay? Cosplay him. *pointing to Angeal*
Bro: Ai-yer... So old one. dun wan.
Me: Then be Sephiroth loh, wan?
Bro: Don't want. Why can't i be Zack? *went laughing*
Me: Coz I got a friend wan be Zack mah. ~_^"
All through it, my niece was standing at the door, staring at us and laughing dryly to herself. ~_^" ya, she laughed until so fake la... ~_^"
Ahh~ I just played until the part where Cloud showed his face~~ *eyes filled with hearts~*
Filming tml again... I hope we can finish it tml... very tiring actually. esp after the whole trip there and back.. .ughh...
We have the ultimate sad scene as the last one... keep NG-ing coz it's just not easy to get into the mood and they have to cry and make it real.
They kept telling us to think of sad things/memories... I can't... Even if i think about them, there's no point crying over them anymore. And I've already cried so much then.
I always told myself to cry it once and for all. I never like dragging it over too long. It's suffocating. I rather i let it out once and for all and get on with life. No point spending a few hours everyday of the rest of your life just crying over it again and again.
oh well, tt's all for today. keke~
I'm still looking for you.

Ahh~
I wanna form a complete Crisis Core group. sobzz.
Crisis Core:
- Zack
- Angeal
- Genesis
- Sephiroth
- Cloud
- Tseng
currently playing Crisis Core on my brother's PSP~
the cloud's wig that i've gotten... i might wash it and style it again. haha. so that it won't look so spikey. but i feel that it's too yellowish. sobzz...
I'm still looking for you.