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Dreamer's Voice

Slow and Steady.
Slow and Steady.

The Dreamer

Isarandel // Hazel
Cosplayer
1st September Dragon Baby


Dreamer's Life

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30.9.07 // 9:47 PM

Final Year Project, or shortcut, FYP can really bring out people's real self. Some people will show their potential in leading or their ability to work with teams. For me, it just brings out my impatient side. I have to really say that if you're going to do a good job for FYP, you really have to do your work, attend all meetings, be punctual and most importantly, be useful.
I keep telling myself these days that I cannot be angry at him.
Him, being one of my other two team mates. We held our meetings in school at 10am. But he was always late for two hours. He always reached the school at 12nn. The other problem is, the TSO went for lunch at that time. Meaning, if we're going to get their help, we have to wait until 1pm for them to come back. That totally sucks.
Then last thursday, if sunday is the start of the week, we asked him to go and buy the remaining items needed for the project since it was near his workplace. The shop is at Geylang.
So he went on thursday. Then he called me in the evening.

Him: Hey, Shi ling, i now at the shop at geylang.
Me: uh huh
Him: Hey, the shaft hor. need to buy what mm de? 10mm?
Me: Ya.
Him: Their bearing hor. Buy 10mm de, right?
Me: Yes
Him: But then they asked me whether the 10mm is the outer or the inner diameter. So I told them outer. But they say if outer 10mm, then inner is only 6mm, dun have 8 mm de.
Me: Mister, the bearing should be inner 10mm coz you need to put the shaft through.
Him: huh? Then the lock nut hor, they dun have M8 de, they only have M10.
Me: Then buy M10 loh, then the shaft you have to get 12mm de liao.
Him: Huh? Then hor, the shaft hor, theirs is the one with the black thing in front de. (which is not what we want)
Me: We dun wan that. They dun have the normal shaft by itself?
Him: They said dun hav.
Me: Then the turn table bearing?
Him: You nv tell me how big the bearing is.
Me: The turn table one is anything de. As long as it's enough, can liao.
Him: haha. anything de? how can anything de.
(Actually still got some more. But if go on more, i'll die again.)
Me: Don't buy la. Don't buy la. Tml we go school ask teacher.
Him: You say one ar. don't buy ar.
Me: Yes, don't buy.
Him: Ok. Bye bye.

So we met in school the next day where he was late again. The address and the stuff to buy was written on a piece of paper that he took home on wednesday. So we asked if he got bring that paper anot. He said no. He came empty-handed.
I was damn fed-up by him. So I told my other friend that me and her go buy on monday ourselves. So I told him to send us the address when he got home.
Until now he haven't sent it to us. Which means, we can't go there tml!!

I am seriously telling you, that F word is coming out of my mouth sooner or later. crapz!

Today's ninja training was a bit... hmmm... Since sengkang ppl didn't come here coz shihan managed to find a place for them to train. We were in the dance studio again. Did cartwheels. Did yeoyatsu with target training, missed it twice. lol~

Feel like buying a punk pants or a pair of buckled platform boots. Hmm...

Have gained some weight these days. Can feel the extra 'meat' around my tummy. Have to wait for it to go off before i can camwhore again. haha~

Warning: If you cannot handle bandaged person, Please avoid the below. Thank you.
Don't say I didn't warn you. ^^
Below is one of the "bandaged" version of camwhore. Not very good.




I'm still looking for you.


28.9.07 // 8:10 PM

Watched I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry today. A very nice and touching show. Some funny scenes as well. ^^
i like the part where Chuck said to Larry, "so, can i sleep in a bed tonight?"
well, if u haven't watched, u probably won't know what i'm talking about. hahaha~

Today's weather is hot...
Wanna cosplay Loveless... Anyone interested? ^^
wanna get Ritsuka's wig. hmmm...

Me and cookie-chan are going to pose as Grade/elementary school kid for our third photoshoot. Yes, so we'll be acting cute. *shivers* i hope ppl won't die. lol~

Oh ya, there's a tsubasa team for next year EOY. they're having a photoshoot, i think. might wanna join them, still thinking. but not as tomoyo. haha.




I'm still looking for you.


26.9.07 // 4:33 PM

Moving on~
You can ignore the previous entry, actually. Coz I was so bored, I have to dig up something to talk about. sighz...

I forgot what I want to put here le... Sighz...

Oh ya... Haha.
The feminine side and the boyish side of me.


Smiling_tensai, on sgcafe, who is actually Geraldine from my 1st year jap class, wanted me to go as schoolgirl for our third photoshoot. But I decided to stay as a guy for that photoshoot. Kekeke~

I was thinking of having a Student photoshoot but with a particular uniform, or just a girl and a boy. Or maybe a private photoshoot or something. Sighz... I'm addicted to photoshoots liao.

Sighz... I forgot again what I wanna say liao...

Oh yes, this part have to be bold.
I'm beginning to be sarcastic these days. As in, not I really want to, but it's a bit unconsciously. So beware, alright? And I apologise first in case I say anything wrong for the days to come.



I'm still looking for you.


25.9.07 // 7:34 PM

Went to school yesterday for FYP. My friend was commenting that I'm looking more like a guy liao, especially with my hair now. Then she burst out, "You better not like girls, I tell you."
Sighz... Seriously la. I think I could be Bi la, since I already know that I do like guys, which means I can't be totally Les. I totally don't care about the gender of my stead or lover. As long as we love each other. :)
But how would I know... Everytime this relationship thing comes to mind, my brain will bring up that 'matter' that my mom told me years ago.
When we were young, she brought us over to a lady to see about our marriages or something. She predicted that my eldest brother will marry young. See what happens? It did happen.
She predicted that my second brother will marry late. We'll see about that.
But when she comes to me, no, I can't even say that. Coz the moment she saw me, she shouted, "That one, I don't want to see."
Although we kept telling ourselves that the future is in our own hands. That we shouldn't believe in such things. But somehow this thing keeps appearing in my mind.
I mean, if I were to remind single throughout my life, she can just say that, right? What is so wrong with me that she didn't even want to see me?
So, whether I marry or not in the future, whether I remind single or not in the future, I'll just live my life to the fullest right now by having all the fun that I want to. To me, it's to indulge in cosplay events and stuff.

Anyway, there's a third School Boy and Girl photoshoot. It should be around next year. And yep, I'm in again. I do not know... But the recent photoshoot was so fun. It was really a "Let go and have fun" kind of thing. Coz I really went hyper there. I guess everyone misses each other too much, thus a third photoshoot is up.

While everyone is busy with school, work and projects, I seem to be the only one who's enjoying myself. Hmmm....
School is reopening in two and a half week's time. My FYP is still stuck at the first phrase. But we're moving again. Chionging this week for it. Am targeting to finish it by next week.

Wanna go out with friends... Coz I'm beginning to miss you people lots.

Movies I feel like watching:
1) I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry
2) Resident Evil (this is a must!)
3) Underdog (seems nice)

Stress accumulating from:
1) FYP
2) Coming Ninjado Training

From now on, for all my camwhore photos and cosplay photos, you may go here to view: http://album.blog.yam.com/Isarandel
I'll only be posting one or two in this blog as update, the rest I'll post at the given address. :)



I'm still looking for you.


24.9.07 // 5:34 PM

Editted!! 24th Sept 10:45pm

Photos time!!~ This post will be editted every once in a while when i gotten new photos from the photographers. enjoy for now. ^^ Numbering might change due to the fact that i wanna put them according to the area and stuff. ^^

#1: Resting on Stellar's lap.

#2: From top view of me and alison lying on stellar's lap.
#3: Reaching for the milk chocolate~

#4: Ahhh~ chocolate~~ Give it to us!!~

#5: Zermine and me~
(Love this photo a lot)

#6
#7: sighz... the sun is so bright...

#8: Pocky time~

#9: Close-up
#10: Tsuyin, me and orange_mousey
#11: Again, but acting cute~

#12: ~mizuki~, me and baby_denise

#13: See no Evil, Hear no Evil, Say no Evil

#14: Pocky time~




I'm still looking for you.


23.9.07 // 10:25 AM

*Will be editting this entry as soon as i gotten more photos. *
Still haven't gotten the photos yet...
But after yesterday, i feel that i wanna do more male characters liao. kekeke~

Hmm... our D N angel...gone liao. lol~
Well, if we're ever doing it, i'll do either Satoshi or Argentine ba.

CK wanna do star ocean still?
if doing star ocean, i dun think i doing sophia liao. haha~

I think i'll put Quatre for next year. Will try to get his costume done in time with julia. keke~

Any other games/animes u all wanna do??



I'm still looking for you.


22.9.07 // 10:01 PM

The photoshoot today was fun~~ interacted with more people today. hahaha~
There wasn't many yaoi shoots.
Still waiting for the photos.

it was damn hot today, the weather.
i think i lost a few hundred grams. lol~

today, i only ate half a packet of bee hoon for breakfast and a chicken wing. then nothing else! had half a packet of pocky during the shoot and now drinking milo. that's all for today. ~_^"



I'm still looking for you.


21.9.07 // 7:45 PM

"Friends are like bras - Close to the heart and there to support."

Went out today and spent some money. lol~
Hmm... bought a T-shirt and a bag.

oh ya, Raex, your ouran high blazer is $68 total. so still got $48 unpaid. ^^

Then camwhored again. lol~
I think i should start a webby with all my photos. yikes... lol~
As usual, if u dun wanna see my face, u may leave the blog liao. heehee~








I'm still looking for you.


20.9.07 // 7:57 PM

Did some simple adjustment to the photos before...








This is a glimpse of what i would look like this coming saturday. We could have our own student shoot, if we want. keke~
*No make-up*



I'm still looking for you.



It's almost 3:30pm now... I woke up at 10am this morning. All the way till now, i only ate one slice of bread... am not trying to starve myself..

Coz my mom said my bro will be ta-baoing home for us when he comes back home. he reached home at around 1+, empty-handed.... then my mom asked if i wanna go ntuc anot, then go there ta bao. so now i'm here typing with an empty stomach....

The whole point of my typing this entry is to say...
I'm hungry....



I'm still looking for you.


19.9.07 // 5:09 PM

Was trying to style my hair for coming photoshoot... but with my haircut, i really have no idea how to style it. actually with any haircut, i also dunno how to style. So i went salon and cut my hair.

Below are my camwhoring photos. If you dun wanna see my face, then u may exit liao. ^^







..::If I didn't meet you those years ago, where would I be now?::..



I'm still looking for you.


18.9.07 // 8:20 PM

you know... these few nights, i've been sitting here, exact position before my laptop, once in a while glancing at the small time/clock on the laptop and asking... "how come time passes so slowly?"

Then suddenly i realised that it's tuesday already and the one thing that i've been looking forward to is the photoshoot this sat. and it is THIS sat. my last count down was around 11days, i guess...

wow... time sure flies... but now i'm sitting here, i feel that the night is passing very slowly... sighz..

One of my FYP member's birthday is yesterday or today, dunno... ~_^"
then we went for BBQ at... Kranji beach... ~_^"
we go there feed mosquitoes seh... their mosquitoes damn big la. then me and my friend, fen loo, were having fun starting the fire while that birthday boy went to fetch his other three friends, whom we do not know.
a lot of flies there as well.

will be camwhoring tml since i need to know a way to fix my hair, as in style it for saturday.

Been back to playing Xenosaga II. Target is to finish it by this holidays. Should be easy since i'm already at the last part of the game. After that, i can start on the 3rd episode. ahh~ hahahaha~



I'm still looking for you.



Went to the tailor last night and she was sewing up the buttons so me and her chatted. Haha. Me started with "Wahh, the weather today very hot hor." hahahah.
Then we chatted more and stuff.
After that i went to try out the uniform. I look like some china martial arts person seh, when i first tried it. lol~
This is how it looks like...

Then i asked aunty help me alter Saya's costume as well and make Konoe's costume.
She said now she getting scared of the costumes liao. Coz this time round, most from dynasty warriors and games de, so the costumes are like layers and layers on top of each other de.
she said, "haven't started doing already scare liao, later when doing dunno how..."
~_^" She said last year's ones were simpler coz all were hakama.



I'm still looking for you.


16.9.07 // 10:52 PM

Alrighty~
Didn't manage to go tailor today coz she's not free. So i'm going tomolo. But rachel isn't able to make it tomorrow... Sighz..
I still have to bring YJ and Naoruki over.... Hmmm....
Coming two saturdays, I'll not be free wor...
22nd got photoshoot.

i'm blogging real fast these few days. So it's better if u can at least come upon once a week. keke~~



I'm still looking for you.


15.9.07 // 10:41 PM

COSBALL.... sadly to say, it lands in the middle of our exam week. Sighz...
So most probably i won't be going. Coz if i'm going, my mind would be totally on cosplay instead of school. I have to put that one side everytime exam period, if not, i'll die badly.

I might be making Saya's pink dress, the one she wore in the last few episodes. I think i should concentrate on one character and finish up all her costumes. lol~ If that's the case, i'll needa get a wig for her liao.

Below is teaser for next year's cosplay~
Don't have Maya's wig, so just wore a wig and pretend to be Aya. lol~
The wig is damn messy...

Trying to act like Maya without the wig.Do i pass?? lol~



I'm still looking for you.




The NP event that i was talking about last time...
Details are here: http://sgcafe.com/showpost.php?p=2423440&postcount=2111
It's on 26th Jan 2008, a Saturday. From afternoon to night.

Ahhh~
My bro just downloaded FFVII: Crisis Core onto his PSP. graphic damn nice. Game play as well. The fighting system is different from the usual FFVII fighting system. But too bad it's in Jap. sobz...
He got FFVII on his PSP as well. WAHHH *crys*
Maybe i should get one PSP myself as well. lol~~

my bro said one PSP $280... hmmm.... should i get one?



I'm still looking for you.


14.9.07 // 10:41 AM

Results is out today.

RESULTS:
GPA: 3.5

COMPUTER APPLNS IN NAVAL ARCHITECTURE

A+

FLOATING PRODUCTION TECHNOLOGY

C+

INDUSTRIAL ATTACHMENT

B+

NAVAL ARCHITECTURE III

B+

OFFSHORE ENGINEERING

B+

PROJECT 1

A+

SHIP DESIGN

B+


Yesterday in school, while we were doing FYP. Somehow we got bored...

This is how our structure/tower looks like when fixed. those are masking tapes though.
Then we got bored, so i started stacking them up like lego. My friend is slighty shorter than me only.


With this, let's look at the support. This is what supports that beam up there. haha.

Then we realised that we still got 4 more fittings, thus we decided to lengthen the whole thing. We put two more fittings up. it's so high, i've to stand on a chair to put.

But because of that, the beam became unstable and it was toppling already. Thus u can see from below that the support at the ground has changed.
Tada~ hahaha. that was what we did yesterday. lol~



I'm still looking for you.