Third day of attachment gone~
Went onboard yesterday.
Walked around in an oil rig that is still under construction~
Am going up again tml.

Hmmm... I'm like doing nothing over there loh.
So confusing over there.
And my mentor just throw things to me to do, didn't explain properly and then didn't even ask if i can handle it anot. ~_^"
Doing work, checking stuff is ok.
He told me to photocopy some certificates and i was so blur by him. He said for this comment, u need this cert. Then for this comment, u need another cert. So i tot which cert to photocopy depends on the comment, so i wrote them out.
And then when i go asked him again about it, u guess what he said?
He said, "you just photocopy the whole set. All are needed anyway."
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... Can't you just tell me that in the first place??
Then he gave me another stack to photocopy today. wahhh.
And i missed out one copy yesterday, haven't photocopied it yet. He said he will take it tml morning. o.0
Wanna photocopy it yesterday when i realised i missed it de, but the photocopy machine was down.... zzzzzzz
But in the first place during the interview, they said we'll not be doing photocopying and filing stuff, yet u see...
Sighz... how i wished i had chosen production department. Outside is so much fun. in the office, everyone seems so cold. sighz....
And i'm so damn cold over there. Wore a jacket and my nose was still leaking like an unclosed tap. ~_^"

I tml then see ba...
Morning when i get there, then i see about it.
Ahhh... no life, no life... sobsobz.

Everything is ok. I'm just stressed by that mentor of mine. sighz... If you're busy, then get another person, can? Sighz... Can i go production department instead?? hahaha.

Third day of attachment gone~
Went onboard yesterday.
Walked around in an oil rig that is still under construction~
Am going up again tml.

Hmmm... I'm like doing nothing over there loh.
So confusing over there.
And my mentor just throw things to me to do, didn't explain properly and then didn't even ask if i can handle it anot. ~_^"
Doing work, checking stuff is ok.
He told me to photocopy some certificates and i was so blur by him. He said for this comment, u need this cert. Then for this comment, u need another cert. So i tot which cert to photocopy depends on the comment, so i wrote them out.
And then when i go asked him again about it, u guess what he said?
He said, "you just photocopy the whole set. All are needed anyway."
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... Can't you just tell me that in the first place??
Then he gave me another stack to photocopy today. wahhh.
And i missed out one copy yesterday, haven't photocopied it yet. He said he will take it tml morning. o.0
Wanna photocopy it yesterday when i realised i missed it de, but the photocopy machine was down.... zzzzzzz
But in the first place during the interview, they said we'll not be doing photocopying and filing stuff, yet u see...
Sighz... how i wished i had chosen production department. Outside is so much fun. in the office, everyone seems so cold. sighz....
And i'm so damn cold over there. Wore a jacket and my nose was still leaking like an unclosed tap. ~_^"

I tml then see ba...
Morning when i get there, then i see about it.
Ahhh... no life, no life... sobsobz.

Today is my first day of attachment at PPL Shipyard. Wanna know how it is??

We started with a briefing on the working hours and such.
Mon - Thurs : 8am to 6pm
Fri : 8am to 5pm
44 hours a week.
We have transport in the morning from several places and transport in the evening to only three places though.

Total got 11 people went to PPL. 5 into engineering department. 4 into production department. 1 into safety department and 1 into QAQC department.
I'm in the engineering department with another 4 girls. But we are seperated into different parts of the engineering department. I'm in the electrical department and I'm gonna be doing AutoCad and Tribon for this 6 weeks.

Hmmm... Today there's nothing much to do since it's the first day and the computer has to be registered first before it can be used. And no internet also, as the girls were complaining about it.

My boss said another person would be giving me things to do. I think i'm gonna dig out all my Autocad 1 and 2 notes again le. I'm a person who prefered to work alone. So he can just give me the paper and let me finish it. Must tell me which one to do what la. Scarly come out not the one he wants then die. ~_^"

Hmm... my mood has been going up and down more often this year. sobsobz.
bad seh. bad.

Anyway, coperita might most probably be changing supplier, which means i won't be able to order the costume from her right now. And the price might not be the same anymore coz it will be a different supplier.

Hmmm...
Sighz... wanna cosplay so many characters seh.

Main thing right now is to slim down my hips, thighs and calves. Hmmm... Let's go join yoga ba~ hahaha. or pilate???

Why must we let something trapped us within ourselves?

With nowhere to spread our wings

We’re trapped here within the little cage.

Sooner or later, we’ll forget how to fly

And when that happens, we will end up blaming ourselves,

For not breaking through the cage that time.

But what's the point of blaming ourselves now?

It's all in the past.

For now we'll just have to relearn how to fly.

To spread those magnificent wings from behind us

And carry us to places that we want, for the people whom we love.

For the future that we want.

Watashi wa koko ni iru.

Went to thread my eyebrows today. And damn, was it painful. sobsobz. Got tears in my eyes seh... Hahaha. ~_^"

Hey ppl, i'm having second thoughts about my cosfest costume leh...
The default version with all the crystals : $150
The simple version with the pannier : $86

At first i said i wanna buy the default with all the crystals, right?
Then i rmbed that the crystals might be heavy, which would lead to:
1) A lot of shipping fees because of the weight
2) My dress is a tube dress. Thus with all the weight of the crystals hanging on it... i dun wanna think about that seh. ~_^"

How seh....
sobsobz.
headache. sobsobz.

Dear~
found an identical boots of Saturn. But it costs $99.90. ~_^" At far east, third floor i think. Same storey as Haru. That time, we went wrong floor le, tt's why can't find...
I think the shop name is cherrie?

Haha.
Tadaima~~

I hope the ninja ppl enjoyed themselves yesterday. So sorry that i didn't join u all. Since i've told Helene i'll be attending her celebration before you all said you wanna go house-visiting.

So where was i?
At helene's birthday celebration yesterday at Hard Rock Cafe. the whole place was crowded with ang-mohs.
Then we went to swensens and ate earthquake because xiaowei and suzhen(this how her name is spelt??) didn't buy the cake which they were supposed to. ~_^"
Then suzhen said she wanna compete with me the cherry stalk knotting. She said if i win her, she'll give me $2. haha. And i won, after much time. ^^ (second time knotting only. ~_^")

Okkk....
i dunno whether i should feel disturbed...
before i tell u the situation, helene, nurul and jy, am i wearing until very 'special' yesterday?

This is what happens...
On the mrt on my way back home. I was alone on the train mah, coz JY and Nurul took bus home and the rest wanna walked around more. Then halfway I heard a camera phone snapped( as in the snapping sound of the camera). I dunno why, but I looked up and kindda looked around and saw this man standing at the door there.

Ok. I was sitting at those two-seated on the mrt. and This guy was standing at the opposite two-seated glass there, leaning against it. But I was a bit sleepy le, so not very sure what was happening. Then I went back to listening to my ipod and sleeping. ~_^"

Then after a few stops, the guy beside me alighted and that standing guy came and sat beside me. Then he was like scratching the side of his face or something.

erm... not that i wanna be bad or anything, but he has a lot of pimples on his face and he's not hot or cute. and somemore got a bit of odour as well. Then he was flicking them also! for goodness' sake...

Then after another few stops when the ppl sitting at the two-seated in front of mine alighted, he went over to sit there.

All the way to boon lay station, I was drowsy so eyes were closing. When I reached boon lay station, I was about to leave when that guy waved at me. I tot he wanted to ask for directions or something, so I took off my earphones and guess what he said?

He: wo ke yi ren shi ni ma? (Can i know you?)

I stunned seh.

I: eh? erm... I'm sorry.


He: bu yao jin (It's ok / nevermind)

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..... Then after that i'm like wat seh, i chionged home. ~_^"
Walking very fast down the stairs and when i saw my bus, i chased after it. ~_^"
sighz...

comments?

I feel that something doesn't feel right for me this CNY.
I have no mood for it. I feel very neutral towards it.
I wonder why...
And beware, but I'm very neutral these days.
Might appear blur, unresponsive and such.
Pardon me for that pls.
Thank you.

Anyone wanna join a Dynasty Warrior photoshoot on 12th Jan 2008??
I didn't join yet.
I think I should ask u ppl first this time.
It's a game btw.

Here's the forum: http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=29298
Here to check out what the characters look like: http://koeiwarriors.simgames.net/home.php or http://s49.photobucket.com/albums/f262/velosaur/Dynasty%20Warriors/?start=24

If you're not sure, you can ask me. ^^
Ahhh~
Am feeling a little neutral these days.


About The Princess of Clow a.k.a. Emily, although she haven't replied me, I think I've settled it le.
My beloved costume~~ sobsobz.
Am not lending it to her since I do not know her.
And my poor costume seems to be with other people longer than be with me... ahhh~ my costume~~

After looking through the Dynasty warriors photoshoot thread, i feel like cosplaying as Xiao Qiao from Dynasty Warrior 4. Arghh... must start on slimming down le, esp my thigh.

Am still finding ways to slim down my thighs. I feel that the back of the thigh is quite alright compared to last time, think because of the stretching that we did? Now the front looks ugly. sobsobz. u can see it when i stand straight. sadz... Because of this leg, i can't cosplay so many characters without being self-conscious about my thigh. sobsobz.

Can we have a halloween costume party this year??? plssss~ *looks at you with puppy eyes*


"I do not know since when... but you've become so important to me."

Poor coperita...
The stuff that she ordered came yesterday and it seems that many of the orders were wrong in some way.
Now she's kena shoot by the people who ordered from her from the forum. Sighz...
I feel that it's not her fault. Since i'm sure she only sent whatever we've written/typed to her over to the supplier.
But of course, if u spent hundreds over dollars on stuff and u realised that it's not even customed properly, u would be angry. But i still feel that the people there should give her more time to let coperita settle it with her supplier first. Stressing her now isn't gonna solve any of the problems.
Poor gal, have to sit there and take all the stuff thrown at her.
i hope it gets resolved early.

Finally~ My last paper is over~
Today's paper is supposed to be the one which i have no idea what it is about. But when i'm doing the paper, it feels so much smoother than yesterday's paper. ~_^"
haha.

Okie~ Minna-san~
short and sweet again~
*hughugs*

Ok... how come so many people are borrowing tomoyo's costume from me??? ~_^"

now i'm having second thoughts about chii's costume for cosfest. arghhhhh
Someone slap me pls!!

Happy Valentine's Day to All!!!

This year is a money-spending year for me. ~_^" Hahaha.
Decided to buy the default one with all the crystals thingy. ^^

Hmmm...
Didn't manage to study much yesterday coz we were all tired for who knows what reason. Then no mood to study.

Chinese New Year coming~~

Short and sweet for today~
Muacks~!!

Default costume's pricing it out.
It's $84 for the dress.
$150 for the dress and all the crystal thingy.

I'll have to see my angbao money first. ~_^"
Then need to consider facts if it would hinder my walking or other stuff. Hmmm...
That is the default, complex version though. I was thinking... if u exclude all the crystals, it'll turn into the simpler version le. hahaha.
But i feel that i should go all out for it. ~_^"
hmmmmnmnmnnmnm...

Though i actually wanted to do the Green one in the first place, i think no one would be able to recognise my character in the green one.
Ahhh, have to work out for the arms, especially.
I see the pricing, it makes me regret buying the VK uniform. sobsobz.
Sighz...

Oh well, we'll see.
Diet time again!!
I hate attachments, it makes me fat after that.

Has sent some of the chii's costume's pictures to coperita for her to ask her supplier how much the price of it will be. Waiting for her answer now.

I'm now very very de confused about the cosplay costume. Sighz...

Just a month ago, i was telling myself that for this year's CNY, i'm gonna wear dress. But then, i think i'm going punkish for CNY le.

Sighz... I'm bored...
I want a girlfriend.

Arghhh.... ppl...
Really wan me to do default one ar?
I need to buy something to solve my arms' "jiggling" problem first. hahaha. ~_^""

Why is it that everytime i can't make up my mind on what i wanna cosplay as? sighz...
It's so damn irritating.
Taking poll again.

Green one or default?
Default - simple or complex?

Below are the results of some of the quizzes that i took online[It's loonnnggg]:

Wings: Black and gray

Power: Shadows


Sexual appeal: You aren't one to stand out in a crowd... because you're not even in the crowd
in the first place. This is what boys think is sexy, the way you persistently avoid everyone. It's
like playing hard to catch, and they just can't resist it when you do this.


What you look for in a guy: You don't really notice guys that much, but that doesn't mean
they don't notice you. If you had to choose, you'd probably pick someone about your height
with grayish eyes. He can't be too dominating, of course, since you tend to be uncomfortable
with people anyway.


The Werewolf:

The Werewolf is the symbol for Spiritual Paths. You have the soul of a wolf inside you,
which makes you warm and caring to those you love.


Strengths: Protection is a number one priority, and therefore you always gaurd the ones
you love and keep tight bonds with your pack mates. Loyalty is strong within yourself,
and you also expect it from the ones who are close to you.


Flip Side: Even though you care for those you love deeply, if they betray you, anger
races through your veins. The Werewolf, despite it's warm fun-loving personality, can also
stand up for itself if need be. You would have no problem hiding your anger if something
sets you off balance.


Congratulations! You have a Werewolf inside!


You are Insecure



You often find it hard to believe you are worthy of the love and attention given to you by your
partner, and always worry he/she could do much better than you.



Your insecurity sometimes leads you to pushing people away, or holding on too tightly. Either
way, your relationships often end in tears.



Maybe you had your heart broken in the past, or have a low self-esteem - whatever the reasons
are, you struggle to see what other people see in you. Some people will find this frustrating, but
there will be someone out there who will delight in telling you just how fab you really are until
you start to believe it yourself.



Most compatible with: The Hopeless Romantic


The Romantic will never tire of telling you how much they love you, and you will never tire of
hearing it! You need someone who will give you constant reassurance, who will be prepared
to make grand romantic gestures whenever you are feeling particularly insecure and will stand
by you if you push or pull on them. The Romantic will do all these things and some, always
making sure you know that you are the only one they could ever want.



Least compatible with: The Free Spirit


The Free Spirit won't ever show you their affection in ways obvious enough for you. You
would feel constantly on edge as they flitted from one place to the next, not really caring
if you followed or not. They would give you enough of a taste to tempt you, but none of the
follow through and security you desire.

Don't try too hard.
It will turn out wrong.

Ugh...
I'm beginning to think that this blogskin don't suit me at all.
Coz whenever i see it, i feel giddy.
Think it's too calm for me. ~_^"
Will be changing blogskin again soon, i guess...
Ugh...

For Cosfest this year, i think i'll be doing the green costume. Will be ordering online when the batch reopens. Haha.
I think i'm buying lots of stuff from online le. -_-"

Anyone free on tuesday????
I think I'll be going to Jurong East Library to study. You can come read books or anything also can. You want come study also can. ^_^ Silent-bonding session~~ HAhahaha~
Actually i want to go on Monday de, but my mom asks me to stay at home to wait for the new TV to come. Sobsobz.

That day, on Wednesday, i spent 7 hours at the library studying on half a chapter. ~_^"
Coz i was trying to figure it out, so it kindda took me around half an hour or so for one question. Laplace Transform, that inverse one loh. Took me half an hour or more for each question.
But as i do more, it became easier.
And i realised, it's motivating to study in a library coz cannot talk, cannot chit-chat, solely focused on studying. hahaha.

Wahh, this year's valentine's day, i have to stay at home and study for exam. sobsobz.
too bad we dun celebrate White Day, on the 14th March.

Okie~ okie~
Cya~~

ugh... *rushes off to the toilet*

A new blogskin again~
This blogskin is good in the way that everything can be seen and all the fonts are very de clear and big. Haha.

Okok ppl.
I need help for choosing character for coming Cosfest.
Since all are still doing Tsubasa Chronicle, then I shall not stray from it.
Finding other Tsubasa characters to do who are easily recognised.
So left only Chii.

So if i really gonna cosplay as Chii, which costume should i choose?
Coz Chii got two types of costume in the series.
Should i do the default one or the episode 32 de?

Her Default Costume:

Her default Costume's simple version...

Episode 32's costume.

sometimes i feel that no one understands what i'm saying... sighz...

okie~ anyway~
the cosplay thingy....
we're still blur about what we're gonna do in 2008.
since we didn't decide what we wanna do for 2008, u cannot say i betray u all hor. sobz.
http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=30815
come in and join ba~



This year's cosfest how?
i still dunno leh... sighz...
need to do a character that is easy to be recognised. difficult.
sometimes when we have too many characters to cosplay as, we feel that the cosplay events here are too little. haha.
maybe we should have our own photoshoot.
sighz... hmmm...
last year went as tomoyo, might as well this coming cosfest, go as chii. hahaha.
then stick to Fai, instead of kurogane. muahahaha.

"You know... Everything will be alright in the end.”

“And if it’s not alright, then you just know it’s not the end.”