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Dreamer's Voice

Slow and Steady.
Slow and Steady.

The Dreamer

Isarandel // Hazel
Cosplayer
1st September Dragon Baby


Dreamer's Life

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- PS - Momohime (Muramasa)
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30.1.07 // 2:50 PM

Anata wa soko ni imasu ka?

(Added)
To Ppl who answered to that above question...
In the anime, you're not supposed to answer to the above. Coz if you were to answer, you'll be killed.
Every time the enemy approaches them, the enemy will ask that. And you're not supposed to answer to it.
Soo... oh well... haha.


After finishing Gundam Wing that day, I started watching Soukyuu no Fafner. It's a very nice anime. If you like Evangelion, you will like this. If you like Gundam Series, you'll like this too.
It concentrates on more of a person's existence. :)

Some quotes here:
- Soushi: In places where the other is not there, how can we understand each other? We searched for the answer. We don't want to make excuses for things we don't understand. And... once again, we have lost something.
- Soushi: We shared our feelings many times. Even if those were our pains and wounds, we formed a bond between us. But despite that... in wanting to be understood so badly, we had forgotten the other was there. What could we do to get them back? We have no idea.




I'm still looking for you.


29.1.07 // 1:47 PM
Gundam Wing

Of all the animes that i've watched, i still love Gundam Wing.

WAhhh~~
Finished the series last night!!
GUNDAM WING!!!
It's still my favourite~~ *Eyes filled with hearts*

Wahhh, i didn't maple for very long le, think going one month le. ~_^" hahaha.



I'm still looking for you.


27.1.07 // 8:36 PM

Had our ninja grading today. the grading room was smaller than my house's living room. ~_^"
I was kindda nervous. We were not sure of what blue belt's kicks were... but luckily for us, we didn't have to do it.
Sparring was compulsory for us, brown I ppl.
Me and julia vs each other. And i lost badly. sobsobz.
took hits everywhere. ~_^"
i need to train on my dodging before i can really go all out on julia. ^^
Actually took quite a number of hits to the chest. and one to the throat. ~_^" (since she kept punching...)
But there isn't much strength in her punches, so the pain was only for that moment, due to the fact that both of us were kindda dehydrated outside the room while our stuff were in the room. we ended up drinking water from the toilet tap. =_=

Gotten the CDs from the person yesterday!!! Still enjoying my GW CDs. *drools*
erm... wat did i wanna say ar... wait arh...
hmmmm....
Oh ya, u know... i kindda regret putting my sgcafe nick as "Isarandel".
Everytime i go and meet the ppl on sgcafe to pay for my items, they asked for my name and i ended up having to say, "Isarandel" though i dun know it's real pronounciation. ~_^"
Yesterday that guy asked... "What's your name?"
"Isarandel."
"That's your real name?!??!"
"Nooo. of course not. haha."

oh ya... ppl... i dunno what's gotten into me these days...
but hor... i think i'm sounding neutral on sms or msn. i dunno why...
haha. ~_^"
I apologise for it.

I FEEL DAMN GOOD AFTER SPARRING THESE DAYS!!!



I'm still looking for you.


25.1.07 // 10:12 PM

arghh, i think i'm getting sick again.
got sorethroat le... then got a light headache today.

can get easily bothered/frustrated these days.
so pardon me if i appear to be angry at you.

think stress ar... tests and exams coming. can die.
next week got 3 major tests, then following week is exam week le. sighz...

"Relinquish your pain…unto me…"



I'm still looking for you.


23.1.07 // 7:42 PM

First thing first.

People who are using Firefox won't be able to access the other div from my blog. You need to use internet explorer for it. Sorry for the inconvenience caused. I also need to change my browser whenever I wanna update or look at my blog. ~_^" haha.

Wahh!! Guess what i found on sgcafe??
I found someone selling GundamWing series + Endless Waltz OVA for just $9!!!
Muahahahaha. It's burned though. But it's $9!!
Me buying from the person this Friday. Kekekekeke.

Buying a short silver white wig for zero's hair. will be styling it at a salon, hopefully. if it doesn't come out right, then i think i got no choice but to bleach my hair? ~_^"
I'm still afraid the costume would look wrong on me. ~_^"



I'm still looking for you.


21.1.07 // 10:07 PM




Ahh~~ My inspiration~~ My idol~~Hahahaha.

Crossdressing for photoshoot~~ ^^

I'll be most probably be doing Zero Kiriyu for VK photoshoot. but i'm doing the night class version. I'll see how the costume fits onto me. Hopefully, i dun look short and nerdy. Hahaha. It's 3 layers for goodness sake!!
Hmmm.... My hair how? If i going as Zero, I'll need to have silvery white hair.

Was thinking of just cutting my hair and bleaching it that colour.
But i think if i do that, i'll become red the next day coz my mom will kill me for that. ~_^"
White leh, not brown loh. Hahaha.
But if i wear wig, i'll look weird...
sighz... I'll see about it ba.
Julia!! Join the photoshoot also~~ Haha
Should get more guys inside. No guys leh. Come on leh.



I'm still looking for you.



Ahhh...
I'm beginning to feel that there's too little cosplay events in SG.
sobsobz.
I wonder if I can ask my cousin's help for a photoshoot? Hahaha.

okok. I'm bored...
I might just end up double-cosing for every event. haha.

hmmm...
I'm still feeling dead. arghh. I still feel so sluggish. Been sleeping lots these few days. wahhh. tired tired tired. tests coming, exams coming. then attachment.
need to save lots of money also le.

now my mind full of stuff again. sighzzz... arghh...



I'm still looking for you.


19.1.07 // 7:11 PM

"now I will close my heart and sleep a while
bless my dream with gentle darkness
until I could have my strength
to wait for the light
maybe tomorrow...."



I'm still looking for you.


18.1.07 // 9:22 PM

Hey guys.
For Cosfest'08, we not performing, right?
I think we'll be doing Full Moon?
I joining another team with Alison for SDK as well.
Am cross-dressing!! ^^
Can double-cos also. Haha.

Anyone wanna join as well?? Do take a look.
http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?t=30815
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Characters_of_Samurai_Deeper_Kyo

I think it will be a good experience to join with other people as well. Can get more tips and make more friends. ^_^

Ack, Chobits' costume not yet buy. haha. ~_^"
Need to really save money le.
Hmmm...
Too excited le. Haha.



I'm still looking for you.


17.1.07 // 1:42 PM


That's my niece, Emberlynn~~
Awww~~ Isn't she just cute??? ^_^
And julia, i forgot to lend you the mirror for tomoyo. ~_^""



I'm still looking for you.


Burnt out

wahahahaha~
back on track~~
I think i know why i've been feeling so damn unmyself for the last few days. think coz i was getting sick.

burnt out last night as a fever came. hmmm....

My stupid internet is so damn laggy these days that my computer hanged!!
arghhh, i dunno how many times i have to restart it manually.
damn stupid la.
hahahaha

And because of my fever, i can't get near to my lovely niece. sobz.
Her name is Emberlynn. cute name, isn't it? haha.
I dunno why... but i love it when she cries. ~_^"

Wahahaha~~ Anyway i'm back on track!!



I'm still looking for you.


16.1.07 // 7:30 AM

I have a map in hand... but with no destination. So what's the point?


Somewhere along the way, I've forgotten my purpose in life. Who/What am I living for? Who/What am I working so hard for? My mind is now totally a big blank. There's only this big black hole in my mind.

With my often 'sayings', "Take a step at a time." I've lost my goal in life. Everyday, I'm just going with the flow. I'm just taking everything that's given to me. It seems right, yet so wrong.


Sheesh... i dun even know what i should be feeling right now. These few days i can't seem to hold on to a mood for long. Had a leg cramp in the middle of the night last night.



I'm still looking for you.


15.1.07 // 5:54 PM
Hanged

Sighz... System has hanged.
Wait for me to upload everything again.
It feels damn weird right now.
Like i'm not myself, but yet i know i'm still myself.

Sighz... i'm always like this so just dun mind me.
Will be back on track soon.


"The deeper that sorrow carves into your being the more joy you can contain. Is not the cup that holds your wine the very cup that was burned in the potter's oven?"
-- Kahlil Gibran



I'm still looking for you.


13.1.07 // 8:58 PM

Good news~~
My da sao gave birth on 11th of Jan 2007 to a healthy baby girl~~
Awww~~ so cute~~ Her cries are real loud. haha.
Her nose looks like her mom's and the others like her dad.
But i feel that the mouth/upper lip also looks like her mom. heehee.

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Went out yesterday with my friends for steamboat at bugis. we ate lots of vegies~~ And realise that me and another friend cannot eat too full, coz when we eat too full, we started going haywire. my friend was like, "Hey, how come you two drunk? got alcohol meh?"
hahahaha.

I love the make-up by my friend yesterday with her splendid eye-liner~ I forgot what brand le. But it really makes the eyes stand out. Look below for the pic~ The neoprint de might not be clear, but u should be able to see the difference la. haha.
You might say it's because i was smiling in the neoprint one and now the above one, but i feel that with the make-up, i look more alive. haha. ~_^"
Should learn how to make-up from her. heehee~ It also important to have good make-up equipment for the result to turn out nice~

Before:


and After:



I'm still looking for you.


9.1.07 // 7:49 PM

Found something damn cute at youtube.
Hope the video works:




I'm still looking for you.


8.1.07 // 5:44 PM

Gosh!! The Ninjado grading is $110!?!?
So damn ex. And i dun have $$ le. sobsobz.

Oh ya, i think i'm stocking up costumes le. hahaha. In case there's any cosplay event, it's easy. hehheh. But i think that will be after Chinese New Year and my coming attachment. Then will have $$~~

Oh ya, that cosplay for Feb is on 18th of Feb. It's cosplay for a cause. "Cause for a Cause."
Here's the link: http://www.ntuvas.com/cosplay/
But i suddenly realised that it's the first day of Chinese New Year. Everyone's busy going relative's houses to bai nian, where got time to go for it. ~_^"



I'm still looking for you.


7.1.07 // 10:24 PM

Ppl~
From what i've read from another cosplay-related forum, there's a cosplay event at Cineleisure on the 18th of Feb from 12nn to 6pm. If i'm not wrong, the theme is "Cause for a cause".

I should be doing my tutorial 5 which needed to be handed in tml, but now i'm here blogging and finding characters to cosplay as for that Feb event. hahaha. ~_^"
I was thinking of cosplaying as souseiseki, but then not enough time to make the shear. And i was thinking of making the rozen mystica. ^^

Is there any short hair characters for me to cosplay as???
Or we go as weiss kreuz????
Can we do schwarz team?? hahaha. ~_^"
I wan be Nagi. ~_^"
Coz now my hair is short since i cut it on friday. hahaha. Its almost like Souseiseki's, but it's a bit thinner than hers.
Sleepy le. my tutorial haven't do yet. jialatt. sighz... tonight can't sleep le. ><



I'm still looking for you.


6.1.07 // 11:17 AM

The first thing that comes to my mind when i saw this photo was: "Hey, that kurogane looks like Ahmad." ~_^"
hahaha. That girl in white is mokona. So it seems that Kurogane was trashed by mokona, ne~ ^_^
hahaha
aHhhh...
I feel like double-cosing for cosfest. ~_^"
Ahhh...
i'm bored... sobzz.
Sighz... suddenly feel that being Tomoyo feels so extra. ~_^"
Coz all our costume all different, it's not like when we're doing the costumes of the same world. hahaha. ~_^"
Can i be mokona instead?? ~_^" swtswt
I'm sort le. dun mind me.

Can i go as souseiseki???
Hahaha. i'm bored...
so can i? can i? (I realised during EOY'06, they do not have a souseiseki. o.0)



I'm still looking for you.


4.1.07 // 10:28 PM

Please dun say I'm bad. But I'm gonna ignore her until she apologises.
This matter will not rest until she rests it.
We'll see who gives up first.
I won't let you win this round, girl.
Be prepared.



I'm still looking for you.



Second day of school and guess what?
I literally slept through some lectures in class. Hahaha.
Sighz... bad bad bad.
and can u imagine that i actually failed one of my CT. My poly friends couldn't believe it. They kept saying i was lying. sighz..
Then another friend said, "Must be coz you can't focus. Since you got your cosplay thingy going on."
I think that must be the reason, ne.
I need to tune back le.
My mind still not back to school mode yet and around 3 weeks later, we'll be having our exams. I dun wanna repeat the module. sobz.

From now on, i need to spend 75% of my mind on school and the other 25% on cosplay stuff, ninjado, etc... Have to force myself le.



I'm still looking for you.


3.1.07 // 6:08 PM


Ok~ For those who didn't read the Full Moon's manga, you won't know who those two, beside Mitsuki, are.
The one on the left is actually the Queen of the Shinigamis. She was appointed that role to be the leader of the Shinigamis (If I rmb correctly...)
And the one on the right.... gosh ppl, u won't believe it... He's Johnathan. You know that ghost that flies around with Izumi??? Yup, this guy over here is his true form.
sighz...



I'm still looking for you.


1.1.07 // 8:47 PM

Happy 2007 to everyone!!
With new wishes, hopes and resolutions, let's start this brand new year happily~~
Hmmm... now trying to lose the fats in my upper arms and thighs. haha. sobsobz.
my waist slims down le. yea!!
continue on~ continue on~

Oh ya... cosplay... heehee. seems like u won't see any entry of mine that doesn't have any cosplay stuff. haha.

chobits dress... found this on ebay and its store is the best for chobits dresses. one of the best that i've seen.
this is the one we're doing on...




Back.. and it's in pale pink instead of pure white.

Yuzuki's...


Cool, right?? ^^
Sighz... Tomoyo's suit leh...
Coz that damn hat of this:
Cost $35...
i most probably will be changing to this:

See first ba. ^^



I'm still looking for you.