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Dreamer's Voice

Slow and Steady.
Slow and Steady.

The Dreamer

Isarandel // Hazel
Cosplayer
1st September Dragon Baby


Dreamer's Life

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3.5.11 // 11:09 AM

Went for my cousin's wedding on Sunday.
His bride is so pretty~~~ Ahh~~
They look so sweet together~

And yea, suddenly feel like getting some prom-like dresses. lol~
But really, no occasion to wear seh, unless we have a shoot. lol~

LET'S DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!




I'm still looking for you.


19.4.11 // 3:36 PM

Was having weird moodswings on Sunday and yesterday. It was so bad that whenever someone said something to me, I started feeling like I wanna cry.

Sunday, I woke up at about 8plus. Then haven't eaten any breakfast till 10 like that. My mom asked on Sat night if Sunday morning wanna go eat dim sum then can bring the new maid back also. So at 10am like that, I asked my mom whether we are going to eat already or not. She was packing the kids' clothes into the wardrobe and replied "soon". So i went into the kitchen, pour some milo cereals and added milk into it. Just as I was about to leave the kitchen, my mom came in and then she told me that we're going out to eat soon, dun eat that cereal.
Then I dunno why, suddenly this feeling just came. I went into my room, then she and dad was like saying, if you're hungry, then we go eat now.
Then i was like, i already made this.
Dunno why, just suddenly feel like crying... zzzzz

Yesterday also... Sighz...
So quickly got a can of coke and drink.
I think I need at least a coke or mocha a month. zzzz...


this morning, I dreamt that I was shot by a gun by Juan. And she was like, less than 1 meter away from me. While i ran away from her, I could feel the stinging pain from the wound. In my dream, I even lifted up my shirt to see. It was on my left waist there. apparently the wound looks like the bullet brushed past only. So got blood marks, but it's a brushed type of mark.
Zzzzz.....


Sighz....
This weekend, there's sakurafest @ flyer.
I think I might be going to do my hair on Friday morning. then maybe go sakurafest for a while on Sat with pisces.
wanna do curls~~~ I hope it'll be nice~~
Wahahahaah.



I'm still looking for you.


11.4.11 // 4:13 PM

May - July
- Cloud
- Flonne [Haven't started sewing yet....]
- Miku Magnet
- TRC Freya
- Kaito Lovelessxxx
- Yuna Dead Fantasy
- Len KNIFE


August
- Nura shoot with sasaki's gang.

AFA NOV (Which everyone except singaporeans, is confident that it'll be in SG again.)
- Kaoru Nagumo, Western, Hakuouki with pisces' group

Cosfest X.2 DEC
- Lacus commander outfit, with Sasaki, Sarina and pisces.

More planned plans
- Vanille
- Lacus pilotsuit



I'm still looking for you.


28.3.11 // 9:11 PM

*NOM* Icecream~~ Came home one day and saw the both of them hugging a tub of ice cream each. Hahahaha~ For those who are worried about my pay, no more worries, alright. I know how much I'm getting and I realised I have to work much much harder coz it's quite a lot more than what the other company offered me. SOYÇ is coming~~ My costume is still in China. WEll, no worries, coz I have a backup plan. HAhahahaha And I was so bored on Saturday that I just took out this maid outfit that I bought from Taobao and just camwhored. ~_^"" I tried with a long wig, but then found out that my own hair fits better. HAhaha So beware of my thick-skinned pic~~[It's time to cut my fringe again... ]




I'm still looking for you.


25.3.11 // 11:29 AM

I really doubt u'll be good at organising a big event if you think that informing people the evening before the day itself is not called Last Minute.

My bro (you all should know which one) smsed me on my phone yesterday evening about 4plus pm asking if I'm free this evening for dinner with our grandma. It'll be a dinner of the grandchildren and her. I told him, he informed so last minute, I had already planned to go tailor.

He put a FB event last night for all our cousins. So i wrote there that he's so last minute.
And guess what he replied?
He: not last minute... confirmed tuesday nite with grandma.

...
oh yes, it's not last minute that he confirmed with grandma. I wonder what he was doing on wednesday and thursday morning that he can only inform us on thursday and said it's not last minute.

Hello!! You think we all very free, everyday slack at home waiting for you ar?
ARghhhhhh.

Now it feels as though we dun wanna spend time with our grandma.
It just reminded me of last year, he didn't inform me of the dinner until i heard it from my mom's mouth when i told her i was not coming home for dinner.
And he still dare to "haha" back at me when i asked him about it. I had to cancel my plan because of it, partly coz I was too pissed off.

ARGGHHHHH

Watever la.
Need to go tailor tonight for Cosfest's costumes, and finally able to book with her a date that she can make it. And coz a friend is going as well, you can't expect me to cancel away everything, right? *bangs head against the wall*



I'm still looking for you.


15.3.11 // 9:33 PM

I have too many things in my room...
Seriously, does one person need so many things?
~_^"

I've thrown away a bag of rubbish today again. Ugh, need to throw more things away~ AHHHHHHHH!!!!
I should clear my comic books too. My make-up stuff, Bags...
My boots... I think i should really throw or sell some away. > <


Work is starting to move fast. I'm feeling more and more tired as days go by.
I think I should take a break on the 2nd April. Hahaha~ Since 9th April is SOY.
Maybe I'll just camwhore at home. Muahahah~


I think i hurt my neck when i stretched this morning on my bed. Ugh... It feels strained. > < the right side of my neck.


I'm thinking of selling my wigs and just focused on a few characters (I think i've been saying this for a long time. hahahha)



I'm still looking for you.


13.3.11 // 11:13 AM

I woke up this morning and the first thing that came to my mind was, "Why is my light on? Did my mom came in and on the lights? But why would she do that?"
THEN I remembered that I accidentally fell asleep when I felt that my glasses were still on my face. Went to check the phone and it was 6.15am. Laptop was still on. Then i took off my glasses, walked to the door and switched off the lights, then went back to bed. Hahahaha
Woke up at 10plus am.

Living room was a mess. Apparently my mom and big bro are trying to rearrange the computer area for a new desktop later, I think.
So my 2nd bro asked if I wanna buy a new computer. I told him yes, I wan desktop because it lasts longer. Then he asked if I need a monitor. I stared at him. My dad who just came out of the room said, "Of course she needs a monitor la. She doesn't have one now."
Sometimes my 2nd bro can ask really obvious questions... Sighz...

So he asked what brand I want. I told him i heard asus is best. Then my bros said asus usually is laptop, because the spec now is almost like a desktop. But I dun wan laptop, I wan desktop. Then he said how about HP? I told him some people said HP not as good liao.
So my 2nd bro said, "you think liao, then you call me."
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

Definitely not getting Acer. And now without internet connection (because my big bro suddenly switched it off for cleaning, without informing me), I can't go online and search on which desktop is better... (Oh, I'm typing this without internet connection. So it can be posted once my internet is back. sighz... )

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Yesterday, had some long walks... Hahaha
I went to Haru Bazaar at Scape, because I'm supposed to sell a wig to someone. If not, I wouldn't have gone.
Then I walked from scape to POMO. It drizzled when I was around PS area...(and now I'm sneezing a bit here and there.) After POMO, I intended to walk to suntec, but halfway on the way, I saw Bras Basah mrt station, so I took it instead to Esplanade Station. Hahaha.
The convention area looks scary, very scary.
"Due to overwhelming response to the IT show, please be back in one hour."
This statement was repeated and repeated and repeated at the lobby. You can imagine the crowd.
Then Helene and I went for the bodyshop sale over at a small little corner at suntec. Wahahah.
Brought some things, but they dun have the cherry blossom toilette that I want. sobzz..

Met up with the girls at 313, before going for vietnamese food. Not bad, if only they gave more soup. Hahaha.



I'm still looking for you.


9.3.11 // 7:55 AM

65Daigou has served me well for the past few months, until this CNY which kindda jams a lot of orders, not only for me but other people as well.

I placed an order once the CNY period is gone. On the 17th Feb, I think.
The beads for Vanille was placed for seashipping and although they were the last to be ordered, they are all in their Shanghai HQ now.
There are some make-up stuff that I ordered too, lashes and a small make-up pallete. That's the one that is still stuck.
AND of course the blazer that I need for the hotel shoot next weekend... I ordered it before CNY and apparently the seller has already gone for holidays, so the order was cancelled. So I ordered again after CNY and it is stuck somewhere because its status is not yet at Shanghai HQ. Sighz...

Today is Wednesday already. I hope they can at least check for me the blazer. Arghh...

And on Sunday, I placed another order for SOY.
But that one no worries. Because if it doesn't come in time, I still have a backup plan.

But this means, orders for Cosfest gotta send in early liao.


Comifest was rather a disaster. Sighz, dun even wanna talk about it liao.

Hopefully SOY'C will be another good experience.



I'm still looking for you.


7.3.11 // 6:59 PM


I swear for the next event (which is not SOY or Cosfest), I'm gonna go as Alois.

Although I won't have a Claude (coz she sold her costume away liao), I'll solo then.


Okie, one week has gone by at work.

Nothing very busy yet, but I'm slowly getting the hang of things.

Though my dad wants me to do things that are considered accounting and finance, which I've totally no idea about... ~_^"

So actually, I'm still confused about a lot of things.

Coz there's no accounting department in the office(seeing that it's a very small office), it seems that I'm the one who should be doing all that.

*bangs head against the wall*


One main lie that I have to keep up with is...

I can't say who my father is. It's better if I don't even mention his name.

Sounds sad, doesn't it? X(




I'm still looking for you.


2.3.11 // 7:52 PM

Second day of work done.

Better than yesterday. Able to focus more today.
My jobscope needs extreme concentration. A lot of numbers to deal with and most important of all, it's about money. But I'm still learning right now. Hahaha~
Yea, but the colleages are great~

Need to find some days to clear up my room more and most probably, get a proper table. My things in the room are just getting more and more and more.
Definitely needs to clear out some stuff.... again...



I'm still looking for you.