Tuesday, September 09, 2008
There was a lot of factors into consideration. To remove my entries from cyberspace or just leave it behind locked.. I guess this blog have been through with me awhile and i've written enough to remind and shed some light since 2006 through to 2008.. So im chosing the latter. As much as i'd love to keep posting here, i feel that its the right time to let go and move on.
Well i have given ample thought.
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Friday, September 05, 2008
7th September '06 - 6th September '08
when a chapter ends, a new one begins.
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..so the counter stopped.
and i am freed.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
300808:Cans ..perhaps sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid.
give them time and see if they'll spin long enough for you
to be able to contain them where they're at hold right now.
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Singapore Flyer, August 08.
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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
omg i can already count them with the fingers on my hands!
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..9 days left.
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Alice came to the fork in the road.
"Which road do I take?" she asked.
"Where do you want to go?" responded the Cheshire cat.
"I don't know," Alice answered.
"Then," said the cat, "it doesn't matter."
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Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland
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Monday, August 25, 2008
230808: caffeine takes away everything.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008
tomorrow at this hour,
i know i wont be able
to feel my legs for awhile.
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13 days left.
all in good time.
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams." -Eleanor Roosevelt
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if you could leap through time, where would you be?
17 days left.
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...and you had it all once upon a time.
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Saturday, August 09, 2008
...and so today
i came to realised,
i woke up with a heart
that is no longer void nor whole.
thank you for filling me up with these
bottled feelings and memories that
i'll be able to pour away
in perhaps another
few more years
or lifetime
to come.
if its all about a matter of time, then let's not hold our breath for too long shall we?
..hopefully not too long. coz i hate this feeling
of being left hanging
high and dry.
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Sunday, August 03, 2008
Gnarls Barkley - "Who's Gonna Save My Soul?"
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Saturday, August 02, 2008
 Congratulations Elisa & Isman.
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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
280708: Red splash the skies
with hope and love..
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..and you'll just might
find the perfect
colour to paint
the empty canvas
that covers your day.
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Kembangan, July 08.
..37 absolute days left.
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Monday, July 28, 2008
 Took the words
out from my thoughts.
I <3 stumbleupon(s).
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200708: mixtape look here.
you'll see,
finally I'll breathe.
definitely. well maybe.
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I'm done choking myself.
never.ever.forever
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Orchard Skate Park, July 08.
..39 days left
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
300608: Yestaredays ...hence when we remember
yesterdays' skies that were filled
with the fluffiest of clouds
they no longer hold the same rain
for tomorrow that never comes.
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nothing to lose;
for everything
has come and gone
like water under the bridge.
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Upper Seletar, June 08
...48 days left
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Tuesday, July 15, 2008
 a family affair that lasts for the past 7 months and counting.
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one by one we have fallen to our knees,
just to stand up again 2 years later
as men who have shed blood and tears
over this stretch of ups&downs; only to realize
that the most precious things we have
and the important people we treasure
are already right before our eyes.
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Zulu Field Camp
Tekong, May 2008
...52 days left on the counter
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Sunday, July 06, 2008
210608: Confined Open Air Its not only about how big your heart is; its how much you're able to fill it.
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On my way back home.
Tekong, June 08
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Saturday, July 05, 2008
050708: Subtlety Nizam&Lisa, July 08.
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Tuesday, July 01, 2008
300608: Timely Chained ..with unchained melodies.
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Upper Seletar, June 08.
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300608: Halved
 The reason i sold my 105f2.8 macro lens;
i juz had to stop chasing butterflies.
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Upper Seletar Park, June 08.
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Monday, June 30, 2008
300608: Save Tonight ...for this is when time stood still for me.
its been awhile since i heard the whisper
from a clicking shutter.
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Take me back two years ago,
when the grass and trees are as white as snow
and the stars and skies go blue.
Perhaps,
If only time stood still.
Less than 2 working months left
and i'll be running home free.
To a new beginning.
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Sunday, June 08, 2008
 081207: lovelies
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 ROC : 071107
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Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
- Collide by Howie Day 89 days, 2158 hours & 129527 minutes left.
but who's counting anyway.
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Sunday, June 01, 2008
 its never about you. its about the guy beside you.
sorry guys, been away for too long. 96 days left
and I'll be back in the pink of health as a civilian.
...covering the remaining distance.
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Sunday, May 04, 2008
071107: Asphalt farewell spring.
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Saturday, May 03, 2008
030508: Weathered
 Harden your resolve. Lock away your feelings and you shall not falter.
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
010508: Neverender
 If I could paint the skies, I'd paint colours of you.
If I could void todays' sadness, I'd pour in the warm fuzziness
so that it would fill every corner of your heart.
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Sunday, April 27, 2008
270408: My Reverie Often than not, we get lost in our own thoughts after a long day(week) at work.
Perhaps somethings are never meant to be.
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 We're all actors in this play called life. So long as it comes to work on that scorching little outcast island, it doesn't matter whether you get to put a smile on someone's face. That's secondary to me. Curtains coming to a close in a few weeks time and I can stop playing such an awful role to colorize young sg men raw hearts, mind or diary entries.
..the pawn.
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Saturday, April 26, 2008
260408: Killing Me Softly ...take my breath away. Two weeks have passed and I'm already starting to miss being behind the shutter. Had this in mind for quite awhile. Finally got it done with alittle help. Thanks bro for being my propsubject. I've learned my lesson. Time is money and there's no such thing as a free lunch. So perhaps we gotta be clear reading the menu before placing an order aye? I'll stick to what I'm comfortable doing best. With one confirmed wedding shoot in August and another one in November, I'm pretty much geared up as the days go by. Plenty of ideas are starting to pour in and I can't wait for the big day to come. Anyway i gotta start applying for real work soon before the magic month comes. I'm still unsure about work and studying. But I gotta start saving up anyways in the event if I want to pursue a degree. Photography isn't big enough to be my rice bowl but I don't mind having it as side dish though. Like always, I feel so random sometimes. ...wake me up when september ends.
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Thursday, April 10, 2008
 its been a swell month clicking.
see you guys in 147 days.
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Wednesday, April 09, 2008
so i tried to reply using words instead.
Its not everyday that i get such lyrical one liner moments.be back in awhile.
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Sunday, April 06, 2008
050408: Kiss The Haze
 ...go ahead it will brighten up your days.
It can't be wrong if it makes you feel so right.purple skies? Here's one for you.
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060408: Cliffhanger
 Let's not look down, ok?
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Tuesday, April 01, 2008
010408: You Got Me At Hello.
 Please to meet you. Now how shall we start?
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Saturday, March 29, 2008
290308: Thread-less Life wouldn't be fun without loose ends.
Everyone has their ups and downs.
But the important thing is to keeping it real.
Keeping them together.
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Friday, March 28, 2008
280308: Tsugi No Mai Like an angel dancing in the sky.
May i have the next dance with you?
Somedays, Life can be so trivial.
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Monday, March 24, 2008
The Mist I couldn't sleep so I decided to rummage through my photo dump and looked through my ROC photos. Folders of memories.. And each time i look at them i would recall how carefree and straight forward things was back then. sigh. 5 months to go but who's counting anyway.
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Saturday, March 22, 2008
 23 out of 43 made it to command school. Almost everyone of them got into combat vocations. :D Hopefully they're prepared well enough for the mental obstacles and physical challenges in store. Hate it or not, I'm sure you guys will have a fulfilling experience and most importantly have fun for the remaining phase of your trainee life. Anyhow I'm not good with wordy entries thus I'll keep it short. I've done my part. All the best to your new postings. if you haven't seen fear, then one will not understand what courage is.
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
190308: Whisper
 Love will melt all hearts like the sun whose rays soften the coldest clay.
thanks for the ice cream.
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190308: Gently
 No matter how lightly you tread, you'll leave a mark.
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
190308: After The Storm
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Monday, March 17, 2008
170308: Thank You For The Venom
 So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill.You said a long time ago that a relationship is like a glass of water. Pick it up and see how long you'd hold on. Eventually it'll get heavy. So what would you do? Drink it? To empty it is the same as to give up from holding on. Take a few sips then. So you said its okay to put it down for awhile. Well I've put mine down for quite sometime but I ain't sure if I'd ever pick it up again. So is your glass half full or half empty now?
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Sunday, March 16, 2008
160308: Beyond The Sky
 You told me once that my camera is like my wife and the photos are my kids.
Well I photographed this about 9 months back and kept it specially for you.
Happy 23rd birthday ms crumbz.
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Saturday, March 15, 2008
140308: Patched I met up with fai and TSP yesterday! I can't believe i forgot to blog about them. Probably I'm still too drained from all the walking yesterday and the lack of sleep. Pity i was too tired to take out my cam to snap the colourful bunch of people i juz met. Now i have nothing to post related to them. dang. Anyway its quite freaky how the world is getting smaller as it oscillates. Everyone is like connected with each other. Well.. its great to see new faces nevertheless but i kinda miss the old ones too.
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140308: Silent I've never really sat down and blog about things that happened lately. It's a pity though coz I can't recall the subtle details that happened 2 weeks ago and now I'm not sure how to put them all into words. Its been a thrilling roller-coaster ride for 3 months which I've learned to enjoy very much. However one thing for sure, its not the same as enjoying every single minute i get to sleep on my bed at home for the past 2 days. Lull period followed by another 2 batches of enhanced then ptp and I'm done.
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Friday, March 14, 2008
Extinguished: Zulu 01/08 Tonight we fly ever free
We're free before the thunderstorm
On towards the wilderness our quest carries on
Far beyond the sundown, far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls
So far away we wait for the day,
For the light source so wasted and gone,
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days,
Through the fire and the flames we carry on.
-Through The Fire And The Flames by Dragonforce
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