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random thoughts of life
Tuesday, December 04, 2012
 
the need to be elite
the need to successful

the force?
motivation to do ..

to produce



mental strength


God

is Alex's father right ?
about .. just being happy? not caring about anything else?

the .. need to rewrite the sentence above this, .. is that desiring perfectness?




motivation ............




cue
routine
reward



but I am self narcassic (Narcissism) ?

..

I guess I am

I give in to my desires and wants so easily.




so sickening
I am such a sickening person.






strive strive strive



















hel .. p
somebody
 
if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then


Ж 7th.the0ry Ж
Ж male Ж
Ж b+ Ж
Ж free-thinker Ж
Ж 172cm Ж
Ж 59kg Ж

Ж Application Consultant Ж
Ж 35th singapore combat engineers (bridging) Ж
Ж boatman Ж
Ж ORD 060208 Ж

Ж flawed Ж
Ж cynical Ж
Ж hypocritical Ж
Ж extreme self hatred Ж
Ж liar Ж
Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
Ж is a mother flower Ж


wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love


a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
 ~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
 ~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
 ~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
 ~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
 ~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh


-new desktop/laptop ?
 .P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
 .2gb RAM
 .any mid range PCI-E card will do
 .750 gig HD !
 ~~1 TB HD
 .router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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