random thoughts of life
I guess I have not changed.
Still looking for the shortcut in life.
Relationships.
I want to be "successful" so that I can make the people around me successful as well?
Is that what I really am after?
It's such a struggle though.
DSTA, heh.
logic
knowledge
sales
physical ..
to be elite
to put one feet in front of the other
http://jsomers.net/blog/more-people-should-write
To KJW, best friend? My only best friend.
CG tonight?
I hope you will be my stepping stone to greater things in life.
Thank you for being ever-so-reliable, and for being yourself.
Because I should write to everyone that I know?
But I own so many people so much.
money,
it has lost meaning to me
all meaning?
maybe
it is just something to purchase
to buy food
to buy a house
something that everybody wants
and may be willing to kill for
something that i owe ppl
relationships
are so much more important
i found what i want to do
i want to become a venture capitalist
to help create jobs
to help create value
to help society
the world is crumbling
what can we do
not as a statistic
not just as a statistic
jun hao
he wants to ends suffering
by uniting the nations
into one?
or 14?
focus
i feel calm ..
thank God?
i feel like .. i am dying inside
the pain of it all ..
i still "owe" Jun Hao a write up, summary of his points.
his parting words.
omg
hungry
wow
tomorrow i am meeting darren
let's hope no legal action or police case is taken against me
even so
ASCC - being alive is hope
and hope is that someday the darkness will be over
look towards the future
and run towards it
being good at what i do
what i need to do
- recover from this cough
- train up
- become likeable
- charismatic ? lol
- sales
- logic
- econs?
- become likeable !
- read up all the rulings
- oh ya .. jian liang ..
dammit
sorry, shouldn't have cursed
God ..
help me
okay, time to talk about today
Alex got his Fixie
forgot to share the run naked link with him
i'm a boring guy
and i want to be accepting
i want to help people realise their dreams
money
30k
help me
plan
plan plan plan
cough cough
i am weak
temptation
http://stevecorona.com/
the reason, sort of.
why i am here
i got bitten.
i failed
now i need 30k to get back on my feet
it took a fall
to reset my mentality
at the age of 26
now
will i revert back?
to watching pr0n (not likely)
to procrastinating (i'm still doing it, ain't i?)
to choosing the easy way out (hope not)
today:
i cut my finger doing chicken wings
i failed .. ? the paleo diet
by eating rice
that is one unfair diet
oh ya, i need to write an email to to the nerd fitness guy
how does one do a paleo diet without rice?
like .. I'm chinese
Darren
..
Pray to God that he'll help me
God
..
still on the fence?
to devote my energy
my time
my life
God, give me a sign
To Do:
Nerd Fitness Email
Darren website
EasyRoomMate registration
if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then
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wish list
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- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love
a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..
-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
~~got posted to combat engineers
-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh
-new desktop/laptop ?
.P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
.2gb RAM
.any mid range PCI-E card will do
.750 gig HD !
~~1 TB HD
.router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^
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