last post march 2nd ..
4 months 2 days ..
not bad
happy independence day !
realised that writing down memories are important
realised alot of things
which is .. why i'm here ? ^_^
oh ya
it's a saturday
and i'm not going church
religion , heh
beiyuan told me about antimatter
creating something out of nothing
the L something cannon
that's like science trying to prove religion , God himself doesn't exist , isn't it
anyway
can't be bothered
ppl wan to give their lives, their time, their energy for .. religion , their wish
which comes to the matter of jw ..
God bless him
may he be able to find .. whatever he wants in CHC
really feel like sticking a very big middle finger at .. CH
C
but WWWww
damn , NEC has corrupted me
my typing pattern
made me get used to the lowest repeating rate
oh ya
work
posted to harbourfront centre
NEC
NEA
EEMS
fail
lol
i think i'm supposed to call neil/mas ..
but anyway
back to the topic
seriously wondering what is benny thinking
is he pissed off with me?
yes ?
no?
am i a very bad worker ?
i'm supposed to stay at home and do create payment
but i haven't done anything yet .. ;x
slacker
ar well
i promise i will do something later
mas
FU plate (hard to do corners, the seat's out of whack)
FV plate (nb, this bike is causing problems, $1.4k more to go .. :( )
mas is one very buay zi tong (not auto) guy
and he wonders why i get pissed at him
anyway, sell him the bike liao
i won't really care about him anymore liao lar
but like
damn
the FU really has pathetic pickup
i wan my S4 ..
vtec 3
but need to be careful
with pickup comes responibility
my father sold the house (see , so many brs, stupid NEC)
268k
valuation 290k
and he signed the exclusive buy/sell contract with the fucking agent
who is finally going to bring us go see house tomorrow (sunday)
after 3 weeks
and he doesn't even wan to give my father a discount
2 buy / 1 sell
he jus take everything
i think my father also dunno how to open mouth lar
haiz
liwei once said
are our parents bringing up their children , the way they were brought up ?
i wonder
..
then i must really wonder how my father was brought up ..
let's jus hope we have somewhere to stay after this episode
speaking of which
may be moving to sengkang
talking to gary seems fail though
what's up with that
he's oic-ing and ok-ing me
ar well
i wan to stay in potong pasir .............
living your life
finding ppl who are interested in being part of your life
friends
family
life partner ..
but currently
i realise
life is all about ..
being good at what you do
isn't it ?
our jobs
the various day-to-day things
little things we do for ppl ..
so ..
what happens if you suck
suck horribly at almost everything?
THEN YOU LEARN
you try harder
try your best
speaking of which ..
typing maniac
still lose to angelin
like damn, why i type so slow
then ..
about jgjm
there're plenty of reasons why i haven't lost hope in this world
you're not one of them
(good grammar = dun use no double negatives .. damn)
xiao nu ren
you deserve many omgs fails from me
but life is life
and i have to accept you for who you are
trying to change you "for the Better" is .. impossible
or more of like
trying to change anyone
is
i wan to learn cooking
i may be eating maggi mee and bread on a regular basis
but cooking ..
seems interesting
i wan to learn malay
and cantonese
i wan to CORNER PROPERLY
ar , damn 3.27pm liao ..
neil's number is in the other phone .. troublesomeeeeeeee
that's all for now
hope i won't piss myself off when i come back and read this in future ..
