random thoughts of life

Friday, February 22, 2008

note to self: drink plain water/tap water

only drink coke during emergencies

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

my back ..

experiencing occasional severe pain in my back ..

..

even when i'm jus sitting in front of my comp ..
can't seem to sit still in 1 spot for more than .. 1 hour ?

my back will ache ..

..

haiz ..
i'm .. still young .. .. ba ..
but i feel so broken ..

..
lolness

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

just finished reading tripwire..

the cover looks nice .. green and black ..

i actually took more than 1 month to read it ..
cos i left it in my bunk for like .. 25 days ..
or something .. =/

now the chamber ..

resource management ..
like .. managing your resources ..
money, ppl under you .. etc

i am your resource
you .. don't .. want to use it
which is .. good ..
but ..
you do realise that .. in the first place .. i can't even help you with alot of things ..

the things that i *can* help in ..
you seem to jus .. wan to do it yourself ..
the SAD day celebration thing
i didn't wan to go
should i have insisted ?

arr.. guess i can blame noone but myself again ..
lalala

you say you're a "entertainer"
is that very bad ?
at least that's something
what the fuck am i ?
i'm nothing ..
useless ..

"u wun noe wat will happen 3 mth down de roadoo "

so true .. hahahaha

kinda of like jus waiting for you to get sick of me and leave ..

maybe what they say is true .. wishes never come true ..

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if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then

Ж 7th.the0ry Ж
Ж male Ж
Ж b+ Ж
Ж free-thinker Ж
Ж 172cm Ж
Ж 59kg Ж

Ж Application Consultant Ж
Ж 35th singapore combat engineers (bridging) Ж
Ж boatman Ж
Ж ORD 060208 Ж

Ж flawed Ж
Ж cynical Ж
Ж hypocritical Ж
Ж extreme self hatred Ж
Ж liar Ж
Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
Ж is a mother flower Ж

wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love

a normal family
~~-my diploma~~
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
~~-won't tio guards in army~~
~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
~~-leg weights~~
~~run can liao
~~-wrist guards~~
~~-knee guards~~
~~-silver for NAFPA~~
~~-MotoRawR V3 Black~~
~~~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now~~
~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh

-new desktop/laptop ?
.P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
.2gb RAM
.any mid range PCI-E card will do
~~.750 gig HD !~~
~~1 TB HD
.router ..
~~-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly~~
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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