random thoughts of life

Friday, November 12, 2004

10th nov
forgot to call her
she "broke up" with me again

thoughts been floating everywhere since

mac 3.30 to .. 10 *prays*
OCBC
carrefour

basketball

argh
starting to "hate" her
starting to get irritated with the way that she acts ..

ahh
crap
at least this relationship taught me stuff
things

let's hope that she realli does not depend on me
that she realli "don't give a damn about me"
that i'm insigificant, etc etc

tired
it's like 3.18am
goooooo run
wahahahaa
hard to get tip top say

haiz
fat
FAT
ugly
short
stupid
pimply
zz
lazi
tired
idiotic

deleting de other blog le
laa
results going to be out 25th nov 04
thanks jack

go run?
dun go run?
some higher authority up there in heaven
give me an ANSWER
arghhh

lalalallaalalala

*apologies to marcus for like duaing him 1001010101 times*
KO ahh .. dunno leh .. it's still quite boring to me .. zz

hahz
paiseh
sori
gomen

ok la
i tink i go run le
discipline boi
DIS CIP LINE

ciao ppl

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if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then

Ж 7th.the0ry Ж
Ж male Ж
Ж b+ Ж
Ж free-thinker Ж
Ж 172cm Ж
Ж 59kg Ж

Ж Application Consultant Ж
Ж 35th singapore combat engineers (bridging) Ж
Ж boatman Ж
Ж ORD 060208 Ж

Ж flawed Ж
Ж cynical Ж
Ж hypocritical Ж
Ж extreme self hatred Ж
Ж liar Ж
Ж indecisive most of the time Ж
Ж is a mother flower Ж

wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love

a normal family
~~-my diploma~~
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
~~-won't tio guards in army~~
~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
~~-leg weights~~
~~run can liao
~~-wrist guards~~
~~-knee guards~~
~~-silver for NAFPA~~
~~-MotoRawR V3 Black~~
~~~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now~~
~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh

-new desktop/laptop ?
.P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
.2gb RAM
.any mid range PCI-E card will do
~~.750 gig HD !~~
~~1 TB HD
.router ..
~~-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly~~
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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