hahz .. the hairstyles of young ppl today are crazzzy ..

i went down to buy dinner dressed in t-shirt, jeans and slippers .. my hair was messy like hell, i met bings and gang (concidence, they came from church) but no one said anything ..

i tink wetting my hands and dragging the said hands backwards into my hair is more than sufficient to make it look "cool" .. lolzz


hmm.. well .. i "patched" with zz .. =)
she's realli de focus of my life now ..
my reason to live
the veri drive that i need
God pls make me more disciplined .. plssssssssssssss
i realli beg of u

no this is not one of those stupid requests that ppl make when they're like in de middle of an emergency ..

she's at her cousin's house now .. kinda of envious of the bond that they have ..






hahz sorri to marcus .. i'm like quite busy .. realli sorri k ? i'll party with ya soon .. =)




implementation ...
hahz ..

omg .. headache .. lol zz



hmm, the bachelorette doesn't seem that hot .. she seemed alot more sexy at the start .. ^_^



MotoRawR ! V3 is cooool .. hahaz .. maybe i'll do trade in when i feel damn rich .. =D

brb .. panadol and reorganisation of life due now ..

wimbledon .. hmm..
i wan to watch with heeeer ..

LOL
fat kid playing tennis is FUNNY
gold 90.5

advertisers should hire the company that made that ad .. !!
-punch out-
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  hmm
tired
screwed up at work today ..
totally went blurrrr .. arghh

__ .. haha

wonder how did she do for com skills .. haven't reply wor ..
her hp seems to go out of service at nite .. maybe it's a new feature available from local hp SPs .. lol

realli hope that my freshies can do well ..
feel so bad, ignore them from week 1 - 13 .. =(
should have helped them earlier .. then can slack now .. haha

cartoon's onlineee.. haha


jus realised that i have a talent for pissing ppl off ..
when i tote that i was a guy who will make no enemies .. haha .. ^_^
how naive of me ..


tired
eyes hurting.. lol

KO .. hmm



ke ying seems to .. .. o.O ... O.o ... .. haha, dunno the word leh .. despise me ? ... .. hmm, ok that word seems too harsh ..
dunno leh .. she seemed alot more friendly during orientation ..
must be my looks ..

hahz .. or maybe it's jus life itself .. zz
wonder how their projects are coming along ..

i dun wan to ask how they are doing now ..
cos if they dun get irritated, *i* will get annoyed .. lolzz

i realli hope that they will approach me for help when they need it ..
not for maths though .. =D


qi li xiang
the reason
jian dai ai
jie kou
running away
ban dao tie he
ge pian
lying from you
an jing
SHUANG JIE GUN
wahaha
faint

zz ..

stupid werewolf

realli dunno where i am going with my life
after my diploma
after NS
what ?

be like mr. ang ?
hahha .. dunno .. i wan to further my studies
1) if i'm qualifed
2) if i'm able

seriously
i'm like learning and achieving something new everyday

but physically i realli have to buck up
omg .. i'm like .. FAT

arghh ..
i tink i'll do a wish list soon ..
haha, seems practical ..

but no info abt myself .. my self-esteem is that low .. lolzz





i'm tinking abt zz ..
it's like .. what i always hear is correct
that most guys are jerks ..
that they will leave the girl
and hurt the girl
if they are given a chance

i'm no exception
i luved her with all my heart
i did all that i deemed possible
but after 2 months .. she realli made me feel that there's no hope
that i should give up cos she doesn't like me at all ..
haha, feel like failure sia ..
haiz ..

oh well ..

crapped enough
take care ppl
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  i felt quite lost when she left the lab .. hmm

i dun tink me and her are meant to be though .. i tink i irritated her quite a bit liao ..
haiz ..

oh well .. being able to help her with work is more than enough ..
will trying to go out with her after de exams be stupid .. ? .. hmm, i dun tink .. onli friends wat ..

and haha, who knows .. it may jus be another retarded infatuation of mine ..

i'm such a screwed up person







i nearly walked into a van jus now, parked in de car park downstairs
i was looking at my own window, to see if my parents are back
the light was on
but the window grides are open .. those are always closed though ..
then the ceiling looks exactly like my ceiling ..

i found it wierd then i counted the floors again .. 2, 4, 6 .. 8 ..
correct wat

then i bought my line of vision down to ground lvl and i almost broke my nose by colliding with de toopid van ..
haha
i went up using the stairs ..
the front door's locked.. no one's home ~ !

when i unlocked de doors, the lights in my kitchen are off, and the grides are locked, as they always are ..

i took like 1 minute +++ to climb those 8 stories ..

no one could have been at home .. even if my parents are, they will not slide open the kitchen windows ..











few weeks ago, i went my cousin's house in simei to stay for de night (for some reason, i forgot what) ..
it was like 12 midnight ..
the lifts in his block got jus upgraded .. in the past his lifts onli went to 1st, 6th and 11th floor .. he lived on the 6th so it was not realli a upgrade .. haha

but now they have lift lobbies on every floor ..

so ya, i went into de lift, i pressed 6th and .. go up lor ..
my eyes were closing liao .. quite tired

2nd floor

i saw something white floating in de air..
it's of a humanoid shape
but it's definitely not human

i woke up
hahahaha

ok larr .. have to go do my C++ le ..
take care ppl ..
  ¶ 8:47 PM (0) comments

  omg
my mum has fallen asleep in my room

and she's snoring like a PIG
arghhh

how loud can it get ........

talking to zz on de phone ..
she asked me not to put anyting abt her .. hahz ..


haha, i'm evil ain't i ? =p ..
jk jk ..

finally starting to help my freshies ..
anyway, the post below is about one of them .. ;)

=p


getting fatttttttttt
argh
i'm so so afraid of falling in luv now .. =(
philophobia


haiz ..
walk one step, look one step .. (lol, i'm using chinese 4 letter words more) ^_^
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  i'm very confused now ..
i'm afraid to fall in luv with her
but at the same time, i *do* want to care for her, luv her ..

then jus read in her blog that she wants exactly the opposite ..
oh well .. the last thing that i wan to do is to rush into another relationship .. again ..

haha, so .. ya, friends first .. =) ..
God bless herr ..



ahhh, i'm such a fucked up guy ..
forget it ..

all i wan to do for her now, is to help her for her modules ..
haiz .. today see her so poor thing ..

then after giving it some thought, she seemed dis-interested and irritated when i was sharing my experiences ..

same as for her bf .. haha, jus as well .. let the boat be naturally straight when it hits the head of the bridge .. hahaha


i tink i'll jus be one of those who will care for her and be there for her till .. no promises .. but i definitely won't confess out right, never again .. never ..


but hmm.. i wonder if i'm making it obvious .. hope not .. waiting for her for .. 2, near 3 hours is normal, rite ?

or maybe she realli is that blur .. ^_^ .. hahaha .. =)
cos .. if she's not that blur .. then she's giving me a chance ? o.O

lol, oh well .. being there for her is what i wan to dooo .. God help meeeeee
-7theory-
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