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random thoughts of life
Thursday, April 29, 2004
 
i'm a veri flawed person
more flawed than i had imagined or dreamt

no one's perfect huh ..
well, i'm alot more fucking screwed up than i thought i was


ya she's easily scared
but she can scare me quite easily too

wth, it's like .. why .. why .. why won't i learn my lesson
oh well, i have NO GIRL in my life
and i prefer it that way

going all out to get a girl is something that i'll onli do if that girl does not mind a flawed face and character


sometimes i act like i'm some fucking handsome and clever guy

now, i wonder why
hahz
fuck me fuck u

4.40am


Dominion
can't realli seem to find a balance between land and networth
argh
need to build more homes
then draft up, train up

chiawen's not one to go static, so i guess i'll have go the high homes way .. =/

oh well, if all goes well, i may get ranked .. AND I'M A FARM!!

lol


ya, my blog's not for public reading
it's too personal

i've read those blogs, where it's interesting ! cos the author is trying to make it so
so ya, if u're looking for a place where u can laugh and cry
FUCK OFF


this is me
like that matters
self-esteem is non-existent, so u can go find a kite and screw urself with it for i care


4.30++ am ..
my father woke up
hmm.. he get so early .. worker transport that early wan meh


V70
sian
i wanted the V66
flip phone's more .. normal


Sian Kia
lol, SK .. my totes are drifting all over the place
i wonder where these blog sites are getting their bandwidth and storage space .. hmmm


C++
next sem
eek
OGL too
LTC
lol, i hope i make sense to myself in the future
when i read back .. =p


study study study
gl, and well.. i wonder if the post below makes me look like a guy who got screwed by jacqueline and hates her with a passion now
i have no idea why but she and suhana seem to be the onli ppl in my totally meaningless life who piss me off

congrats, u 2, if u manage to hit page down so mani times till here
=p


when my mother was in china
i missed her

i dun realli like them for what great authorities they've been
but i do care for them

i'm fucking hell the onli child


oh ya, jacqueline, *learn* how to use vulgarities before u actually type them ?

me: DCN project, i handed it up
jacqueline: oh great (or something)
me: scared for wat
jacqueline: scared for shit LOR

me(in secret): LOL WHAT THE HELL IS THAT

me: err.. i guess that you're offended by something

ok, l o l , end of flashback .. wtf, i mean, u wan to use it, pls think of more normal ways to use it .. sounding wierd to the guy that you're talking DOES NOT help u
ya, i mean, omg, ur IQ has got to be higher than that

ok i've crapped till i dun feel crapping anymore
tk care ppl
 
 
i made her angry
enuff said

argh
ok ok
it's my fault
it's realli my fault

but .. it's onli a pic .. ?
ok fine, i'm sorri

=(
i go watch tv le
 
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
 
ye
i found vicki's blog
http://vic-kii.blogdrive.com


it's on her friendster
oh well, saves me the trouble of looking for it
=p


still no hp
i wan E700


i missed my 3km run yesterday nite
shit
have paper on the 4th - 10th


oh well .. .. cousin's at my house
he completed KOTOR
argh


lol, i like ppl who fuck off when i need them to do exactly that
and one veri obvious example is jacqueline

the way she leads her life .. will make u go .. WTF ? .. wahahaa..
if she thinks u're a person who can "harm" her, she'll fuck off till she needs ur help
or u go jee seow her ~~ !
LOL
i like doing that
u talk to her
she'll have that .. "WTF ! U GO BACK CHINA LAR U! WHY U COME TALK TO ME" .. look in her eyes
so cute ~~
then i'll shoot back a .. "SCREW U! I'M NOT FROM CHINA, I'M FROM POTONG PASIR! AND I WAN TO DISTURB U" .. look

lol, later labbit come kill me
hahz.. my impression of her will change if she doesn't act like some retarded girl
grow up
and now i'm emulating ur way of having something to say but I'LL NEVER SAY IT TO THE GUY way of living
lol, born loser
ppl can change, dun wait


haiz ..
hui yue talked to me on 1290 presentation day ! i offered her kopiko and wanted to jee seow the lecturers evaluating her project

wahaa


I NOW WOULD TO OFFICALLY REMIND EVERYONE WHO READS THIS STUPID BLOG TO KNOW THAT I'M NOT A ONE MAN MIRACLE
THE FACT THAT I MADE 4200 LINES OF CODING BUG-FREE IS BEYOND ME

I WOULD REALLY REALLY LUV U IF U HAPPEN TO BE IN MY TEAM AND U HELPED ME FOR FUTURE PROJECTS

thank u
 
Saturday, April 24, 2004
 
i'm too lazi to maintain a blog
argh

helppppppppppppppppp

 
Friday, April 23, 2004
 
oh ya
my fucking house phone doesn't ring

lol
maybe i'll try picking it up at random ..

LOL
 
 
lost my phone
i tink suhana took it

ya, that's me accusing her, SUE ME

fuck u fuck me

life rules

going to play ball later
and run

have to get my fitness back
hmmm, no more phoneness

how shall i get used to that ..

oh well ..

vicki, hui yue ..
no more phone .. hmmm
aiya, fuck care ..

watch initial D half way sia .. fucking father

oops, i'm not gay, i didn't mean to fuck him

LOL

er.. ok i'm typing rubbish ..
tk care
 
if my life is meant to be this screwed up .. why do i exist then


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wish list
---------
- money
- general fitness
- travel the world
- someone to love


a normal family
-my diploma
-ORD !!!
-part time job
-no more injuries
-caffeine addiction to be cured (this is going to be damn hard..)
 ~~coke is my poison, why should i cure it? what am i thinking ..

-class 2b license
-honda SP-150 (FY Plate preferred, 2nd hand, stock colour)
-won't tio guards in army
 ~~got posted to combat engineers

-t shirts with funny messages
-black formal suit with pants
-black plain button shirts
-new jeans
-new boxers !!!
-leg weights
 ~~run can liao
-wrist guards
-knee guards
-silver for NAFPA
-MotoRawR V3 Black
 ~~has access to a MotoRawR V3i now
 ~~using iphone 3GS now, i dun even like it, bleh


-new desktop/laptop ?
 .P4 duo-core 3.2ghz
 .2gb RAM
 .any mid range PCI-E card will do
 .750 gig HD !
 ~~1 TB HD
 .router ..
-everyone to complete their FYP/IPP/Academic semester smoothly
-people around me to feel be happy.. ^^

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