idiot's guide to rotting at home

Thursday, January 29, 2009

ignorant fools.

thursday afternoon read this and tell me i'm not the only one who thinks that the "elite" of singapore are afraid. the fact that students going to poly now are getting better by the year, "stealing" their places in universities local and abroad and how can i forget? getting higher pay upon graduation!

satriacal of otherwise, the "elites" in the group are nothing but fools. i've about had enough of JC kids who think they know it all, who think that us "lesser" ones owe them a living and tht they have a divine right to everything best in singapore over and above everyone else.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

of lyrics and their meanings.

tuesday morning was in the car with dennis last friday evening after the ivp finals. we took a little car ride exploring the meaning of certain songs. it struck me then that even though i've prided myself as a lyrical sort of person, i haven't really thought deeper into the meaning of songs.

i've written before that i am always able to associate a certain situation and even specific people to a particular song. never did i think that studying the meaning of the lyrics would provide a whole different perspective.

the past couple of nights were spent listening to some old songs as well as some pretty recent ones and i must say, i've been surprised on more than a few occasions.

that said, i've been left in awe at the amount of similar music taste, loved books and traits that i have in common with a couple of friends. facts that i've only found out recently. some friends i've known for 6 years, some for a little over a month, some for the past 6 months. i'm awe-struck and at the same time, am questioning whether or not that is a good or bad thing.

chinese new year is as always, a quiet affair at home. a simple reunion dinner with my family, maternal grandmother and paternal grandfather. at midnight, i was drinking milo dinosaur with charles at serangoon gardens while my sis was out at st james. i came home to the last few chapters of the book i've been reading the past week or so before turning in close to 3am.

so today's day 2 of chinese new year. it also means i've got about another 2 weeks more before i fly back. i'm not how i'm reacting to the fact that i'll be leaving again. in this period of 3 years, 2 in army and 1 in uni thus far, i've spent a grand total of 3.5 months in singapore. that's like 1/12 or something.. we'll see how it goes then..

Saturday, January 24, 2009

musical tastes.

saturday morning it's been a musical journey the past week. finding a few more people who have the same music taste is one, having the same favorite artistes and songs is another. the similarities are surprising.

boxing has caused me my left eye vision. the swelling is preventing me from fully opening my eye. blame it on tiredness when i let my guard down and my sparring partner landed a solid right hook. bah. must not be lazy next time round.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

dang thing.

saturday afternoon just spent the good part of 3 hours trying to get my windows live account to work on my phone and it's not working. piffed. BAH!

the week so far...

saturday afternoon nothing comes close to waking up, having a cup of milo in one hand and a very good book in another, with great tunes in the background and of course, doing it all in bed. HA!

anyway, this past 2 weeks have been a tad insane. more floorball than i expected. watching, refereeing, playing. ironically i miss playing at tampines sports hall and dare i say it, even in ngee ann poly. hit zouk twice in the past 2 weeks, the first time out with zhirong, nathaniel and geraldine. that was alright. the past wednesday's zouk was the most fun i've ever had in a long time. tricia, victoria, aiping, nicholas, bjorn, justin, charles, kolin and his girlfrield. amazing.

then there was the dessert trip-turned-chill out trip. vic, nicholas, charles and i planned to go to the 2am dessert bar initially but somehow we ended up at wala wala. and well, that place never fails to live up to its hype, at least not when the unexpected and/or eic is playing.

dinner with 2 friends later at 7, floorball tomorrow morning. and then it's time to do a little packing. chinese new year's round the corner and it just occured to me when ade mentioned it last night. woops..

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

floorball.

wednesday morning it's good to be back among the floorballers. be them those from ngee ann, nus, smu, ntu and wherever else they may come from, it feels good to be back. even though i'm not able to play this time round, i'm looking forward to the floorball season back in canberra. i am not very pleased with my goalscoring. i am also not very pleased with my fitness.

watching the on-going ivp games reminded me of back when i was still playing for ngee ann. the competiveness, the drive to win, the physical limits that each of us pushed to get that something extra out of ourselves. gone are the days where i was able to run 10km under 45 minutes, gone are the days where i was able to sprint through an entire game. much as i want to be back to that level of fitness, my knee's hampering the amount of physical training i can do. i'm very afraid it'll just give way again and that will truly be the end of it all.

in any case, can't wait to be back in the middle of it all. given so much for floorball that sometimes, i feel it takes more effort to want to let go than training up from the bottom.

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

wanted.

tuesday morning applications for the following have opened, and i'm at the head of the queue..

1. forgiveness
2. inspiration
3. understanding
4. patience
5. sense of timing
6. perseverance

Saturday, January 03, 2009

onward into 2009..

saturday evening so the end of the year is here again. i was looking through my archives and realized i didn't do one last year. shit. in any case. i did half of this before i headed off for a short holiday with my dad, sis, a couple of her friends and some other people whom i'll be meeting in taipei. the rest, well, i’m sitting here in my hotel room writing this.

well. 2008 marked the start of a brand new chapter of my life - university. i've said it before many times over that i never saw myself in university for various reasons. everything i knew last time revolved around me and my dream of being a pilot. we all know what happened and even today, i still feel the strain on my knees sometimes.

the last few months of taiwan was pretty enjoyable, me being able to separate work from personal issues that much more better. i became that little bit more professional as a colleague and that more tolerant as a friend.

bringing joanna around taipei in february was one of the best times i've ever had. meeting up with many secondary school and poly friends in the course of my work and duties in taiwan was always interesting and memorable. work was hectic, juggling preparing my handover stuff and my daily work and of course, the other "extras" that i was tasked with. now that all's been said and done, it was a good learning experience. it made my national service that much more special, being able to have done half of it overseas.

not forgetting also, the friends made in taiwan. friends from all over, taipei, tainan, kaohsiung, from clubbing to army people from the other camps to even salesgirls who came to our official dinners at restaurants selling stuff, to friends made through other friends.. well, they all turned out to be great friends.

in any case, it has been a good year. after the fracas of my returning to singapore and the mess that the australians decided to create, my journey down under started with a road trip with a couple of friends. unfortunately, it also showed me and a couple of others that we didn't really know the true colors of some friends until we traveled together. was it a loss? perhaps. but i have no regrets. losing two supposed-friends who take things for granted, demand things to be done for them and even blame us for their own shortcomings, well, i can do with less "friends" like these.

the trip to australia was great, taking the a380 for the first time. it was a bit of a shocker because midway through the flight, there was a broadcast announcement asking for any medically-trained personnel, followed by a stewardess running down the aisle with a defilberator. when the flight landed in kingsford, out the window, there were a couple of ambulances waiting and everyone had to wait for a while to disembark.

the drive from sydney to melbourne put me in good stead when my newly-made friends in canberra decided to do something similar during our two weeks break. so yea, we made the drive there and back, exploring wineries, the great ocean road, meeting other friends in melbourne and sydney amongst other things.

school started not long after, the group of singaporeans that i met have been pretty amazing so far. the first couple of weeks were incredibly fun, snowboarding being the highlight, the many sleepovers at the hotel that a few of us were put up in. after finally moving into hostel, the famed burton and garran hall, long dinners became a norm, the studying frenzy kicked in and here we are, the end of one semester.
i won't go so far as to say that i regret going to anu. anu is fine. the curriculum is alright but unfortunately it's not the best place for information systems. on the other hand, i'm also thankful because of the need to do programming, or rather, the lack of it. ha! the people here have been great so far, less the few instances of barely disguised racism and abuse. i've seen people getting high on alcohol and drugs and then going crazy. i've seen my fair share of things in life and so far in australia, it has served only to prove me right thus far.

2008 was also a year where mistakes were made, mistakes that i have since learned from and well, hopefully not repeat them. 2008 was a wild ride. nothing would have been what it is had it not been for the people who helped me pull through a year in taiwan, half a year in australia so far and have been wonderful friends through and through.

so in this post, here's a big thank you to yingzhao, geraldine, shuren, shaun, ben, ivan, ade, michelle, giles, julian, yuting, gary and delin.