monday night am positively frustrated with NPFB.doing all the shit for them and they dont appreciate it.they only want to get things but are not willing to work for it.they ask others to organise things and then they bloody hell do things without informing and then there's a clash.and then what? i get the shit for it? fuck this.i dont need all the crap now.i'm already under tremendous stress from every direction and the sport that i love alot is ironically not helping me one bit...

monday morning weekend was pretty good.polympics ended well in the morning.met up with #go.fly gang for anne's birthday.been a long while since i've met them all (alicia summed it up quite well: "here's a rare face").went home before going with my parents to catch my sister's sheares hall stage production titled "White Lies, Black Comedy".all in all i think my sis did a damn fine job directing the whole thing.the play itself was very well chosen because it was something different.an intellectually "challenging" act 1 (White Lies) and then a very light-hearted and damn funny act 2 (Black Comedy)

anyways.floorball match on tuesday against Tampines East Knights.time to get back on my scoring ways.didnt score in the last game for Squirrels.so hopefully this tuesday would be a great day for me :D
was also having a conversation with zhenni over friendster (hah!).realised how long since we last met.that girl.no wait.that LADY is now much prettier (DAMNIT!) and is now in uni.and its been EONS since we even last talked.so cant wait to catch up with her...if at all

wednesday
surprise of the week: i passed my LAN! 62% too! but honestly i know i didnt deserve it.but i'll take it anyway..
disappointment of the week: me getting pissed off and losing my cool over team tactics in a floorball match for the first time ever

apologies to all floorballers.

sunday week's been great.can feel the level of stress going down after getting through the assignment period relatively unscathed.was quite disappointed with SA assignment grade though.kinda feel that i got screwed because of some in-group politics.but screw it.and A is an A.EBF common test was even more fantastic.scored an almost full-marks for it.apparently.the question which i thought i would have scored a flat 0, was actually the correct answer (hah! me against the majority!).by the way.i'm not expecting to pass my LAN common test so yeah.on to better news.Wireless Jam dateline has been extended to 31st March.which means i've got abit more time to spend on drafting and submitting my Imagine Cup proposal.and again.my team's going to submit 2 proposals and then hope one of it gets selected

anyways.found out something REALLY interesting last night on MSN while talking to a literally long lost friend but shan't talk about it here.shaun should know what i mean.haha! now.floorball.polympics is going to kick off on tuesday.hope all goes well.and come mid-april.there's a chance that i might be going to australia to play floorball for a week with the Squirrels guys as well as a pre-season tour to malaysia sometime in the last week of april.but for now both look unlikely given the fact that we have to fund our own trip there and back.so yeah.hope things take a turn for the better.really don't want to pass up the chance of being able to play against other clubs from europe australia and asia

wednesday been almost 2 weeks since i last blogged.but oh well.was pretty busy with assignments and then chinese new year came along.lo and behold.i fell real sick with severe follicular tonsillitis and high fever.knocked me out for the whole week.so poof.there goes chinese new year..DAMNIT!
anyhows.valentines' day came and went without much of a bang.was out with 2 of the 'gay brothers' for dinner at holland village.sat there and saw groups of girls going to wala-wala to have dinner in possibly their own 'lesbian' outing.haha! so then.after dinner.the damnest funniest thing i'd ever done on v-day.suddenly decided to get a bouquet of flowers for marilyn.so from holland.took a cab all the way down to kembangan to meet her there.so now.that brings us to the question of "why her?".well.of all honesty.i still feel she's the one that i've had the most fond memories of (of times when we went out.studied together and all that).finally in the end i just miss those times.times when we talked on the phone every night and all that we used to do.
-side note: the song on the radio now is not helping.not one bit-
so yeah.i guess that's why.julian asked if i still liked her.do i? i do and i guess for 3 years now.it's the longest i've EVER liked somebody

saturday morning week's been pretty good.caught up on much needed sleep the past few nights.been sleeping early.so feeling kinda refreshed when i wake up.anyway.EBF test a couple of weeks back went much better than expected.from what i gather from my tutor's hints.i think i did pretty well.assignment 2 was fantastic.got highest in class again.woohoo! so i guess it was just as well that i didnt switch to CSP
now.speaking of java-related things.i finally got my damn menu to display after a VERY LONG time.whatever the case.my wireless jam project is WAYYYY behind time and i'm beginning to worry if we'll ever get it done
LAN common test is on monday and i've barely studied.simply no motivation given the tutor who's teaching my class.it just seems all so boring now and he's caused me to lose partial interest in networking.that creep -_-