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sunday morning had a not so usual saturday..woke up early to play my xbox..sent a couple of sms-es here and there..waited for my dad to come home before goin out for lunch with mum..so we took the Ford Laser for a last drive around the Bukit Timah area before driving up to Tan Chong Motors (next to Apple Centre)..waited for the agent (Clive something)..spoke to him about Nissan March and Nissan Sunny...was advised to try out the Ford Focus instead of the March..went to the garage around e back of the showroom..and there it was...shining silver-grey in color...the Cefiro Special Edition..hoho..very quiet engine..comfy seats..and the smell of fresh leather.. -sniffs- ahhh... so anyway..drove back home...was just in time to watch rugby..Australia versus England..left house for church with the score at 22-9 (i thnk its 22) England's advantage..got to church at abt 7.15...felt damn good getting out of the Cefiro...closin the door hasnt been so silent before... -grin- shit man..i like the car.. yeah..so got eileen's wedding songs now...will be left to organise the practice and all that...

chinx-> but qutie fun ah.
chinx-> one tiny island got so many tracks running all around
chinx-> hehe.

i jz had to add tt..find it damn hillarious..esp if u noe chinx..e way she says it..hahaha

thursday left house at 5.45am..headed to changi airport..met up with the couple (fred and tresa)...lucky fred.. -_- ...anyway..met up with them at the viewing mall and went to arrivals to wait for kelvin..david came afta abt 5 mins...kelvin came out at abt 7.10..headed to burger king for breakfast den rushed to eunos to meet matthew before takin 154 to ngee ann for freshmen orientation convention...was an utter waste of time i tell u..school has yet to start and i'm turned off by most of the guys i see...all the wanna-bes and the bengs..(aka unbuttoned shirt...long hair...brown.blonde.red hair...wtf)..so anyway..sat next to a bunch of assholes in the convention center..kept makin lotsa noise n all tt..so i told them off

-laughs-
"whats so funny u fuckwit?"
"whats ur prob?"
"u"
"so?"
"so shut the hell up.if u cant appreciate chinese culture then go fuck ur ownself u dimwitted chinese shithead"
-silence-

so foc went on..kicked the fella's seat in front of me.was this fat bum who only knew how to laugh at pple and nt look himself in the mirror and try losin weight..i'm not servin NS to train to die for fat fucked up losers like him..in fact..they should be put in the frontline as human shields..take all the bullets and leave the fitter ones like me to shoot from behind the fat fucks..met up with ian and desmond after the convention..headed to canteen 1 for western food den left for home..mum called sayin we'd be goin england next thurs..goin to visit my aunt..so i'll be goin dwn to cmpb tmr to apply for exit permit as well as to extend my passport..will be flyin SIA..hoho..sadly not first class (unless of course they'll gladly force me to miss my flight and offer me compensation -grin-)..

wednesday got up early..met sherman under his blk at 1030 den went to NP to get my laptop done..apparently they wanted my AC power so i had to go home and take it..took a bus back..had lunch at home with sherman den took a cab back to NP..met yankai and one indian fella from 4E5..cant recall his name though..sat ard and chatted a little then sat and watched my pre-installed XP Home change to XP Pro..had a partition done (c: d: e:) and Linux Redhat 9 installed..Linux looks pretty cool..looking fwd to school now..heh.. went to sentosa after tt..met scat julia ivy and kh before goin on a monorail and bus ride that wasted my $3 admission fee...went to bk at tiong bahru plaza for onion rings den headed home..started reinstalling my essentials (such as my GeForce4 driver.my Yamaha [WTF?!] soundcard driver...StepSpeed shit thing..Console..blah blah...e admin stuff as well as irc and icq..and yes..winamp.cant live without music..will refrain from reinstallin C&C Generals..had to reinstall Frntpage too..if nt i'll be unable to do e antioch webby..am seriously toying with the idea of joinin holycross..would wanna see what's lackin in antioch..seems like more pple tend to stay in church in HC den in BSC..maybe its the way they run the camp..or maybe the freedom given to the organisers..i duno.i'm in no position to say coz i'm nt the TL for antioch..i cant say i want the camp to be done this way and that..so i'll jus shut my mouth and play my part as head of logistics..sometimes i wish antioch wouldnt be as stereotypical as YA...i mean..yeah..fine...HC's much bigger..but cant they find a way to make it more lively..introduce drums and keys to the music...it gets stagnant with jus guitars and a lone tamborine..dun thnk they haf much of a case of arguin why at e end of the camp.e participants dun wanna stay on..and like wad andrew said..even the TLs arent interested in the website..so why shld i bothr doin it? out of favour? out of respect? out of obligation? rather..i'm doin it coz i believe in it..church..antioch...christian community..where we're supposed to support one another...dont see that happening..at least i know i can get my support fromdre sean cedge and chinx whn i need it...life wld feel empty without them..

dre.sean.chinx.cedge- hey pple.thnx for evrythng even if it was nthng..dre.real sorry abt last time..i dun wanna justify why ur fone remained silent..truth is.i dun haf ur number..n i promise u..and anyone of u 4 actually..i'd do my damnest to make sure i'd at least msg u guys if and when ya sick..and dre..like i said..u can alwaz count on us to be there for u...will alwaz be this way..at least i want it to be this way..u 4 form an integral part of my emotional pillar..and i duno what will happen if anyone of u 4 disappear..

dyls- happy queuing on sat

crys- hey..seems like something's not right..least from what i gather from your web..hope you'd pull thru jus fine..miss ur smiles..as in..real smiles..not =) or :) ...yeah..take care

monday may be flying off to england just before school starts..dad's sister (aka my aunt) is gonna go for an operation..dad might not be able to take leave..so it'll be my sister and i in england alone..mum's not comfortable with it..so yeah..sunday was fathers' day..spent alot of it in church...went for meetin and left for centrepoint afterwards..bought my dad's present..apparently it was a size too big (oops)...bought my crumpler bag on sat too. -grin- hm..costs $186(got this one.. http://www.crumplerusa.com/products/laptop/wack-o-phone.html)..am supposed to go out with HER on sat...but realised i'm supposed to meet dyls on sat too (didnt check my schedule..so yeah...big mistake)...so i'm in a bit of a fix..eeks

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wednesday isnt turning out to be a good day..shall have dedications today..so yeah..here goes..

brian-you make one helluva friend..heh..make me feel better when i'm down..yet you can piss me off real bad..i suppose thats why we still make the best science project st gabs has ever seen..suppose thats why we always do well when we partner up ;)

chinx- coming 4 years now..think i know you well enough to know what ya thinking..how you feel and all that...really hope all goes well for you..don't wanna see you down and out..appreciate your msg that was in ur blog..love you too much as a sis and a good friend to not feel bad when you're down.. -hugs-

cedge- somehow i got nothing to say to you? but anyways..you never fail to amuse me online..heh..hope your camp goes well..God bless

crys- hey.you're msn nicks really amuse me..hope all is well..been great having you in my life..love the laughs i get outta you on msn..lucks for ya promos..will wish ya again nxt yr for ya As..meanwhile..stay cool..buy u lunch one day? =) see ya

dre & sean- you two "bruds" of mine...hehe..dre..hope to meet up with you once school starts..you've gotta come down NP..it'd be a rush to go to your school and back..that's if my timetable allows it..seems like i end at 8 on 2 days and 9 on 2 other days..sean..lucks for your Os man...go make Gong Jiao and #cryptic proud :) cant promise you anything if you do well..maybe a lunch would suffice?

dyls- glad ya over ur depression period..hope things turn out better as you move on..lucks for your talenttime management thing..heh..oh yeah..take care ar..don't catch the flu then cancel saturday.. =P


hanni- 2 things..to hell with that fella...not worth your time tryin to take revenge..and 2..aimming to be top in class is good..just dont get too engrossed in it such that you'll break down if you dont achieve it..not that i'm saying you cant..but just be careful? i dunno..careful doesnt sound right -pats- lucks..need help just ask yeah?

jere- bro..dunno how's things on your side..but sure hope as hell it's getting better..thanks for the comics man..quite cool

jo- you...hope that twerp isnt making life worse for you..been great knowing you..even though we didnt exactly got off on the right foot..heh

lynn- dunno what's happening in ya life..coz u dun talk to me much..but sure hope you'd get on fine...you'll find happiness in more ways than one...and that really..you'll be able to smile all day when it comes..its the cycle of life...least thats what i think of it of..you've got years ahead of you so try to take things as they come..solve it before it eats you from the inside...let your feelings be known in a constructive way

scat- dude..not worth takin 20 or 30 pills to kill yourself man...not over semi-retarded parents nor the fact that you're retaking your Os...you know you can always ask anyone of us for help..i'm pretty sure even sam will help you if you just asked..trust me...don't even think about suicide..just do what ya supposed to do and do it well..get it over and done with..if you choose to leave antioch..so be it..but do it with reasons that satisfy the community as a whole..if its just one or two you're unhappy with..it's unfair to screw everyone else while trying to get your point through...i don't see what's the fuss with the talk..they want you to do one..you don't wanna do it..fine..tell 'em...if not..quote what they said durin that "session" we had..

von- been ages sinced we last talked..hope all is well..though it doesnt really seem like it as far as i know..which isnt very much..will be praying for you..i guess you'll talk to chinx if there's anything..so yeah..you'll be fine..you and chinx will be...i know it..and i'll help you two along as best as i can..

zhenz- hey..somehow i don't quite buy what ya sayin that ya fine..i dunno..paranoid? maybe..but i don't ever want you feelin sad and all..so yeah..

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-fumes with anger- I AM FRIGGIN ANTI-ACS AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE IN ACS(I) OF ALL SCHOOLS!? WTF?! THE BEST IS YET TO BE CAUSE THE BEST WILL NEVER BE! VIRTUE AND TRUTH! I'M A GABRILELITE..NOT PART OF A SCHOOL THAT HAS LOADS OF CASH AND IS GOOD FOR NOTHING OTHER THAN RUGBY!!!!!!!!

-sticks finger at acs-

tuesday morning had a pretty cool weekend..spent time with my parents...don't normally do that much..realised how fun my dad can be.. -grin- yea.went to expo on friday..met sam n her friend and then went home...went again on saturday..supposed to buy a laptop..ended up with a canon digi.camcorder/digi.videocam.. -sigh- well.at least i didnt spend more than $1500! =x yeah..had a slight bout of diarrhoea..thnx to brkfast...katong laksa -_- went to lunch at far east sq. had prawn noodles then went to see another showflat..ha..opposite changi prison this time ard..much bigger than those we've saw previously..and a helluva lot cheaper (abt 600k for almost 2000sq ft)..went to church.hosted antioch meetin..had a new guy..alvin..and did the intro for geraldine's talk...was pretty good..probably because it's a topic that noone has ever done...got briefed by justin on what i'm in-charge of the july's pre-confirmation retreat..then took a bus to ECP...got there..bought my own dinner and rented a bike...bike got 'stolen' for abt 3 hrs...went it came back...went cycling to changi with emmanuel...talked on e fone with mariyln...been quite a while since we've talked on e fone..realised how important she is to me...sorta like a comforter..someone who listens... -sigh- -shrugs- heh.oh wells. =) newaes..cycled ard till i collapsed..which was abt 5 plus...took over the only hammock there was and slept till 7.45..returned e bike n went home..crashed the whole sunday..monday monday..sister's giles' and weiqing's birthday..spent e day with my family..lost 2 games of pool to my sister (she's been secretly practicin tts y)...

dyls- hope ya appreciate e song =)
mar- nice talkin to u again.been awhile.brings back some memories..hehe =)
cedge- ey.i'm serious abt goin ovr to YA man

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wednesday something doesnt feel right.i cant place it but i can feel it.hmms.she's read it.has nthng to say.tt leaves me lots of question marks to answer but what the hell..not like it'll do me any good now..havin a hectic week..got work..floorball trng and badminton tmr...hafta host prayer meetin on sat then rush dwn for a bbq..and i'll conveniently "forget" to go to hcjc auditorium for a sch play in aid of the courage fund..realised my rollin (for drums) jz got slower..havent been trng tt much these days..wrkin on coordination now..so yeah..still thnkin of her evrynite..see her whn i close my eyes..it still hurts but i guess tts all to it..for now at least..

i see the lights fade.your image blurs.a state of calm overwhelms me.i float into a dream.where you are with me always

monday morning thoughts thoughts and more thoughts.spoke to paul abt lotsa church stuff..went on my first shoppin spree of the year..shall refrain from goin shoppin anytime soon..even though dyls wants me to go with her on e 21st..i thnk i can make an exception ;) bought a real cool lookin pair of shades..rayban..cost me $236.blah.jus played enter the matrix.courtesy of giles..gives me a headache..blah..shall uninstall it :D gtg now.shall keep it real short..meetin uncle jeremy later.. (he's like 5 yrs my senior only)..hm.yeah i know i said i wldnt post anythng till she's read the 25th may entry but wells.. -shrugs- been a see-saw week..had floorball practice + gym...went for badminton on tuesday and friday with brian.fangming.cj.nick lim.. got back my josh groban cd (finally) and am stuck on mentos with vanilla coke as my staple junk food diet..surprisingly.i'm still at a cool 46kg -laughs- ngee ann sent a couple of stuff over by mail..which makes me wonder.how much do they spend on postage each year..hmmm...followed scatty to meet jeanne at bt timah to collect money..went to funan to walk ard abit..decided against buyin my Crumpler Laptop Bag..($188 for members)..will snoop my parents into gettin it for me..somehow..went to work on mon.wed.thurs(1/2 day)..completed my first project..at the cost of $9 plus (had to get a new mechanical pencil and othr relevant stationary tt was required for my web designin thng)..had a "hearty talk" with sammy on wed nite/thurs mrng..i now understand her better..seems like i misunderstood her a lil'...shant elaborate..watched bruce almighty and matrix reloaded (for e thrid time..bought tickets for my dad) yesterday..came home at ard 12+ ..blah.pretty exhausted this week..went to see 3 more houses at yishun/sembawang area...all 3 are condos..so yeah...again...my parents' "target" have seemed to be realigned so i shant bother abt where we're gonna move..

dyls- funny.i was sayin a short prayer for u before i slpt n e ferst msg i get in e mrng is urs.hmm...
jo- ey.wads with the "twerp" tts troublin u? wanna share?
to evryone who cared.emphasis on the past-tense- thanks alot.for what i dunno.but thanks anyway
dre/sean/cedge/chinx- u 4.make my life much more fun whn we're all ard in chinnie's #..thnx for evrythng :)

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