zhenz- this is specially for u so yeah..been 3 comin to 4 years now..first met u online (not really surprisin) in the then #redcross...can still remember the times yeepei n i tried to teach u chem..was pretty fun..talked alot back then..you and i...then somehow u got lost..didnt see u online anymore and i lost ur number..next thing i know..i started hunting for u again..duno why..and then the RC Bazar thing came at padang..can still remember first seein u behind the stage helpin doreen with some ticket thing.caught u lookin ovr n i guess i was tryin nt to look to obvious coz i was starin at u..pink shorts n rcy shirt (heh)..funny coz i didnt know it was u..till i asked alan..then i guess thats how it all started..again...found ur number in my old digital diary n it was jus there..didnt msg or anythng..ironically..i was only talkin to dick about u..(i figure u'd remember him frm fadis course)..yeah..we talked quite abit then..on what we found so mesmerisin abt u..couple of mths later i met u in town twice..after u passed out of fadis..once to pass u e chem notes tt i had n i cant remember what e othr time was....met u again to give to u e boomerang necklace thng tt i bought from aussie the followin year (hope u still have it.hope u wear it.haha)...and subsequently on oct 28th to return to u ur chinese notes as well as to give u ur bday pressie tt was in my cupboard since august..and the sms-es tt followed..truly hillarious..u found e price tag and all that..i still keep 'em in my 6510 under a folder named "fun stuff"...what followed was e o levels n u goin to hc...i guess by then we've been talkin more on msn..evrything happened in a flash then..can remember e time u were keen on gettin into humanities..u talked to my sis and all tt..enjoyed doin some of ur lit n gp wrk for u..e critical appreciation..ur proposal thing..drama and stuff...felt crappy whn u cldnt get tics for me to ur chinese drama performance..can also remember a few of the msn conversations we had..i once asked u if u were attached..u said no..and hopes were raised...and over the followin weeks i tried throwin clues here and there..probably the most obvious one was when i changed ur email to i_lurve_u_too@coldparcel.com...then came sunday...sometimes i regret even askin why u were depressed..i duno.it just bites and it hurts bad...one full week down and i'm still not pickin myself up..holdin on to some false hope..all i wanted was to be there when u needed someone..someone who'd always be there to listen.to love and to hold dear..at the end of it all..i just wanna see u happy.colorful and bubbly..i dunno what else is there to say now..a big thank u to u..for bein part of my life...for bein a dear friend...will always appreciate you for you..your friendship..will always love u..as a friend and more

afterthough- wrote a song/poem usin ur name..tts y i asked for ur english name.still waitin to bring u to marche

words cannot express how i feel.songs are all i write.dreams are all i have

friday was a pretty fun day..was out with tresa danny freddy amanda and tresa's lil' bro..met up at 4-ish..headed to cine with dan first.caught up with fred abt 10 mins later..met zarq (forgot his name) then went to pick up tres and her bro from orchard library..went to macs.had a quick bite..waited for amanda..went to e toys departement by request of tresa's bro..bought meself a lego and then left for cine..again..heh..changed $15 worth of tokens for em...had airhockey matches with fred (twice) and dan and dan+amanda..lost to fred both times.. (he uses his arms!)..won dan and won the 'doubles'.hah..almost got into a fight with my friend's friend from acs(b)..he thinks i'm from acs (i)..like hello..i detest that school..here's how it went:

prick- u look like ya from acs inde
me- so?
prick- so fuck off.ya aint that smart
me- hmm.yeah.smarter than u at least.so y dun u fuck off

and funnily enough he left.hah.loser.so we all got lost in the arcade for quite a long period of time..played a short game of cs with freddy then hung around outside the boxoffice area for possibly an even longer time with amanda wantin to go home n danny tryin to make her stay..met my sis too..got her to bring home my lego.whaha..and for e second time in two meetings..that girl whose name starts with an alphabet that comes before "u" is charmin me..much like how amanda is charmin freddy..-haha-

dyls- u are one evil girl :P i'll do this once and once only.jus for u.. "gaga!" =x
cedge- it seems aparent tt acs pple these days have bad sense of judgement
joyce- how was suntannin at ya place? hehe

thursday really hope i know what she's thinking...i think in time i would but..wells..i dunno..just prayin and hopin that she's feelin better now..least thats something to hope for..i know i'm not feelin as good as i was before that day.. -sigh- realised not many people are havin a good week as well..wonder why..my right eye is like red and a little smaller than my left..been rubbin it all day..its kinda itchy..blah..body's achin from yesterday..cant walk as fast as i usually do..but at this age..it feels good so i'll just enjoy it while it lasts..heh..you'd realised that my blog's playin an mp3 in e backgrnd..got e sourcecodes courtesy of joyce (thnks yeah)..spent e whole day reading my book and thinkin.. =/ realised this entry doesnt have any order..evrythng's jumbled..much like my thoughts..so yeah..apologies =/

by order of dyls :/




took this frm her oso



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The Moffatts - Misery

I cry myself to sleep again tonight
'Cause I cannot hold you tight
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow, sorrow
I'm hollow
When I touch you
Can you feel it
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall, fall
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me
[Chorus:]
Misery is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery is what I feel
Is what I feel [Repeat]
These tears on my face
Are for you
I wish that I could hold you
Touch you, feel you
My heart is bleeding Can't you see
I wish that you could hold me
Touch me, feel me
[Chorus (Repeat twice)]

wednesday -gasps for air- had my first floorball training in weeks today..almost hyperventilated durin the practice match.. -_- chests hurts like crap now...learnt today that fat people howevr immobile or otherwise..alwayshave one advantage that i never will- bodymass..got bodychecked like i was some kinda softtoy...my backbone got rammed into the goalpost and i think i flew quite abit when this huge blob of a THING came chargin at me -ouch- lesson of the day.life is full of surprises.such is the case of me listenin to Switchfoot..hehe..(and i wonder who told me about the band...hmmm..)..have a burnin hatred for acs(i) pple now..and whoever the hell caused her to be damn upset and at the same time causin me grivieous (tt how u spell it?) harm to my emotional being..that f-ing s.o.b. will see the daylight wink outta his eyes if and when i get hold of him..in need of some medical attention now -argh-

Switchfoot - Dare You To Move

Welcom to the planet
Welcom to existence
Everone's here
Everyone's here
Everbody's watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next?
What happens next?

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move
Like today never happened
Today never happened

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
Between who you are and who you could me
Between how it is and how it should be

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape by yourself
Where you gonna go?
Where you gonna go?
Salvation is here

monday tossed and turned e whole night..didnt really slp as far as i can remember..jus kept wonderin..what-iffing the whole situation and all that..decided to get outta bed at 12..went to read my book jz to keep my mind occupied..at e chaptor on e development n operation of the u2 spy plane now..quite interestin..took a shower before eatin my lunch den went online..confirmed with freddy e time of meetin..left house at 3.45..headed to ps..met up with danny.freddy.nick.sonee.tresa.amanda.caught e 4.40 matrix reloaded show..couple of idiots were makin lotsa noise n all tt..grr..walked frm ps to cine for dinner..nick left at e junction of cine n heeren n headed home..spent most of dinner listenin to danny poke fun at pple..for e record..tresa's one fine lookin girl..heh.. =/ newae..throughout e whole day i've got images flashin in my eyes of HER...wasnt really payin attention durin e show..3 years and nothin to show for..how dumb is that? wrote a song usin her name...have yet to mail it to sherman for e chords n all tt..for now..i guess i'll go read a book -forces a smile- =| n e song is ringin in my head again..

"There's a light in your eyes
Did you leave that light burning for me ..."
-Light In Your Eyes.Blessed Union of Souls-

what is lost will never be found.what is broken will never be mended

dyls- hey.thnx ya..see ya soon..like e song
chinx- thnx for callin.sry la.din recognise e number so got abit lost
hanni- nthng wrng wif drinkin milk frm e carton
dre- excercise la.diet ur arse
cedge- church.hai.wad a difficult place to be in

sunday i'm speechless.n i'm feelin loads of pain..and i mean loads..i find it damn ironic that havin talked abt relationships to people and all that in the pass week..well..lets just say i received a tremendous heart-breaker =/ dun wanna talk abt it her but will drop a clue on who she is..chinnie..u'll remember her as e rgs girl whom we met on ur birthday roughly abt 2 or 3 yrs back..realli dunno what to sae other den a pathetic "ouch" =( -sob-

The Moffats - Always In My Heart

One day I'll finally get the nerve to say
How I feel, I hide away all the pain
I wish you'd stay

Cause I can't stop my world from crying
I'll hold on and I'll keep on trying

[CHORUS]
I believe there's a way to show you
Even when we are apart
Though the times we're not together
You're always in my heart

Words come a little too late
Now you're gone but I'm still here and
I sing this song all alone
Something's wrong

Cause I can't stop my world from crying
I'll hold on and I'll keep on trying

[CHORUS]

Off all the things that I regret
Sometimes I forget to say
I love you

hehe.of jolene's bloggie

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thursday/friday morning i duno wad to make of the thngs tt juz happened -in deep thought- focus of today was a new house.. =/ have spent the past few weekends with my parents looking at houses..mainly condos and private apartments...as it stands..there're only 3 shortlisted ones...two within the same area down at serangoon/hougang side..and one in paya lebar crescent..near bartley road...the two at s'goon/hougang cost 882 thou and 905 thou...the cheaper one..ironically..has bigger living space..the 905k bugger costs 905k only because its e penthouse and the roof is a private enclosed space (otherwise called a roof terrace..which is ermm..about the size of one basketball court and slightly more)..the one in paya lebar is as good as a terraced house or semi-d..i duno e difference =x (someone tell me)..has a basement with private parkin lot and 3 floors (2 levels and a DAMN huge attic with a toilet and two rooms that are erm.bigger than the master bedroom)..that costs exactly 1mil..comes with a pool table.home theatre system.designer furniture and all that..has 5 rooms in total and an air-raid shelter that doubles as a storeroom...so yeah..parents are still discussin the pros and cons..whether or not we can sell the present place (my dad's pension cant pay for everythng ya noe)...as far as i know from all the easedroppin..the 882k condo stands a damn good chance..newae...got told by my dad..money has been put aside for my uni and my ferst car (which should come as soon as i get my license).. -grin- yes.i'm one helluva lucky asshole (i hear insults ya noe)..but implications that come after the new house (assumin we're buyin) would mean we would have to skip our annual 2-4 wk holiday -sigh- for about 7 years coz the monthly installments for the 7 years will really stretch the finances especially since my dad's not drawing as much pay as a civilian as compared to a senior officer in the army (discount the fact that he still works for mindef)...that aside..i'm havin diarrhoea..thnx to drikin milk straight from the carton..haha..and it was expired..

wednesday realli dunno what's goin on in terms of relationships with people..i've come to realised that i've missed out on alota good things...been thinking about "what-ifs" lately..duno why...and for all this thinking..i always find myself stuck on chinx..i duno why i dunno how but thats the way it is..n i figure as much that when i said on monday tt i'm glad tt i've managed to avoid bein her rebound..i suppose i was lyin to myself..hopin that i'd lie myself into believing that it was correct..that i would have nothing to worry about..and the way things are goin...i dunno..i realli dun...if its anything tt makes it worse..anthr fren said tt her relationship was gettin boring..again..i dun see how it can be borin unless one keeps doin the same thng over and over...i guess talkin on the fone evrynite makes it worse..coz realli..i dun understand how anyone can talk on the fone evryday to e same person talkin abt thngs that happened durin the day..it just gets borin...am feelin mixed emotions now...guess its also cause of the song that's on winamp now.. "hold her closer" by blessed union of souls (lyrics in previous entry)..rivals lifehouse's "everything" as saddest song =/ am hopin that chin reads monday's entry...yet i dun want her to..i fear a backlash of sorts and worse still..end up makin her life more miserable...

memories return to haunt.a chance once gone.never to return.a chance once lost.never to be found.i move on in life without a doubt.that one day u'd be by my side again

Blessed Union of Souls - Hold Her Closer

When you see love
And you don't know what it is
You might find yourself in fear
To show your heart
When you feel it
And it's oh, so wonderful
You might find yourself in fear
To let it part, in fear to let it part

So hold her closer when she cries
And hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go again
And hold him closer when he tries
To hold the tears back from his eyes
Don't say goodbye
Say goodbye

When your heart decides
That it's time to let it through
There's no reason to be scared
To open up
Love may be blind
But all of us don't see it
So just once in your life
If you hear the knock of love
Just let it in

Hold her closer when she cries
And hold her closer when you know it's time to say goodbye
You hurry back to see her smile again
And hold him closer when he's down
When his world is upside down
Turn it around

So hold her closer when she cries
Hold her closer when she feels
She needs a hand to hold
Someone who'll never let her go
And hold her closer when she's down
When her world is upside down
Turn it around
Hold her close

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hey pple..wrote this down a couple of days ago..i dunno how the tune is like..coz its all in my sherman's head..he knows the tune to this so yeah..for now i'll title this "Dreams"..lemme noe wadcha thnk yeah? thnx

Dreams

i wake up every morning
thoughts running through my mind
am i living a lie?
can it be any worse even if i try?

dreams flash in my eyes
in a state of trance where everything seems like emptiness
guilt fills my blood and i start to tear
all i ever wanted was to be that someone everyone wanted to be

*i'm sorry i lied
but that was the time when i really tried, tried so hard to be the somebody
that could beat anybody
tried hard to be who i dreamt myself as
someone i would take to heaven
even in ash

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i thnk i'll add in a bridge soon..so heh..forgive me :)

Feeder - Just the Way I'm Feeling

Love in, love out, find the feeling
Scream in, scream out, time for healing
You feel the moments gone too soon,
You're watching clouds come over you.

Torn in two,
You close your eyes for some place new,
Torn in two

[Chorus:]
And I feel it's going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
I'm waiting for your healing hand,
One touch could bring me round,
I feel we're going down,
Ten feet below the ground,
It's just the way I'm feeling

Glow in, burn out,
Lost the feeling
Bruise in, you bruise out,
Nurse the bleeding

Torn in two,
Each time we bruise

[Chorus]
Yeah yeah, it's just the way I'm feeling

Two different views,
As words confuse and break
I can't get out,
There's no way out of here,
I can't get clear.

Love in, love out
Find the feeling.

[Chorus]
Yeah, yeah, it's just the way I'm feeling.....

monday did a lot of thinking today..just sat on my bed with my laptop blaring away..realised the similarities of post chin-cedge and anne-richuselessbum..i've come to realised tt i almost alwaz end up someone's rebound and am glad tt i manged to stay away..i dun suppose rebound partners actually last tt long anyway...but i'll alwaz kick myself for the one missed opportunity tt i had back in '99 with chin...will alwaz rem wad chris said..smthng tt i will nt be postin..as far as relationships are concerned..i thnk i'll isolate myself for the time being..will want to focus on poly..and maybe..jus maybe..someone in poly will come along and help me with this emotional burden.. -shrugs- but i guess what is done is done..not tt anyone can turn back the time...how wonderful can life get? xbox n ps2 to entertain myself with..bum ard at home..sounds nice? hell no.. =( smtimes i juz wonder how jo can hang on for so long for one guy...for the immediate future..i thnk i'll jus bt happy for my friends who are attached..lucks to you all.. =/ and i wonder why i'm so erm..well..willing if tts the word to use..alwaz givin way to people (read.lyk paul cheong.nt tt it matters anymore but its jz an example)..yeah.friends come and go..i agree..but i thnk it's fair to try to make memories as happy as possible before they vanish...i dare say coz over the years i've lost contact with quite a few of them..i may regret it but i guess there's not much i can do... =(

David Sneddon - Stop Living the Lie

He sits alone at a table in a small cafe
Drowning his tears in a bottomless cup of coffee
And hes tumbling into his thoughts
His memories are all tied in knots
And who is going to save him
No one wants to know him

She stands alone in a place where no one knows her name
She catches them staring they turn around and vanish the frame
And shes nursing her head and her pride
She died long ago deep down inside
And who is going to save her
No one wants to know her

[CHORUS]
I cant believe that youd pull on a sleeve when you cry
You stick in the knife then give the kiss of life
Live the lie
And we all have a saviour
So do yourself a favour
Stop livin the lie

He sits alone and looks up to the eyes of an angel
She catches him staring and smiles the smile of an angel
And she asks him if this chair is free
He said yes will you sit here with me
No one would have saved him
We should all learn from them

[CHORUS]
Lie.... lie.... stop livin the lie

monday morning ah..havent put in a new entry lately..quite a bumpy week....man utd 2 everton 1..really not much to talk abt..hehe...birmingham 2 west ham 2..grrr.....brookings brookings...why didnt u play di canio from the start?! and friggin bolton had to win middlesbrough...blah...so west ham gets relegated..but i'm pretty sure they'll be back in 2004/05 season..hehe..newaes..had a real good dinner on saturday night...pple in attendance were.well.hahaha.i dun wanna name all..it'd be too many names to write out (13 to be exact)...ate from abt 6 till almost 10..well..at least from 9-10 was waiting time...had to wait for anne and terry to gobble up their free meal of prawns and eggs..haehahe..went to e arcade..played some army combat thng...is a 4 player game..not tt is realistic but hey..least the 'rifle' has some weight in it...so yeah..spent quite a bit..had to turn down dyls in e evenin too..feelin bad coz she din return e sms..really nothng much to sae coz i cant realli remember much..been too hectic..had dinner at st. stephen's church.was a silver jubilee dinner so yeah..dad bought tics for a whole table..uncle richard (my 2nd godfather) n family came alng with my grandma..hmm..i thnk it was an 8 or 10 course dinner...i skipped the dessert..hate yam..heh...

dyls- real sorry abt sat

thursday morning AC Milan 0 Inter Milan 0..was a great match to watch..neither side wanted to lose..so i guess its a win-win situation for both teams..only Inter would be slightly disappointed that they din get the away goal they so badly deserved..and if anyone's wonderin..AC is the home team in this match..Inter would be the home team next week (reason is coz both AC and Inter share the San Siro 50/50)..at the same time..Arsenal thumped Southampton 6-1..cant really say much other than Southampton fielded a rather weak team..roughly 5 or 6 or the usual starting 11..so..anyways..wednesday..was a pretty bad day..found out i wasnt involved in the buskin thing..apparently my comment of "don't feel like doin coz of insufficient time" became "don't wanna do at all"..needless to say..i lost it and almost flared up on sherman..spent the day sorting out photos and playin cm4..parents' aircon screwed up again..comes on for about 2 hrs then everything stops..i thnk its the condenser's fault..but i dunno..called the company..they said a technician would drop by 1030 to 1100 on thursday..see if i can wake up or not..haha....went out on tuesday..was in town with a couple of friends in the early afternoon..came home and wasted the day away..played cm4..hehe..completed my first season..have a record 34-4-0 (34 wins 4 draws 0 losts) with goal difference +70 something..hehe..observed that life just got more difficult for my dad with the change of job...its a challenge selecting which pants and shirt to wear to office (he's still workin in the ministry of defence..but i shant say as what coz noone's supposed to know anyway..goverment and their secrets..blah)..helped him pick his "uniform" for thursday..dark blue pants and a slightly lighter shade of blue long sleeve shirt...was at smith street for dinner..wanton noodles was ok...stingray..well..cant compare to newton circus or chomp chomp (at serangoon gardens)..got a couple of mail on wednesday..most notably the one from NP..gotta go to school to collect my PE attire..haha..idiots...heard its grey or something like that..and i'm still thinkin if i should sign up for some laptop insurance.. -shrugs- anyways..goin to doze off now...cant keep my eyes open..alarm's set for 8..dunno if i can even hear it..heh

cedge- what's with church people? -sigh-

monday hah.managed to drag myself out of bed at 8..took a shower and had a crappy breakfast..went to meet brian outside st gabs at about 1215..sat down and had a chat with mrs sim..seems like st gabs juz got worse..more posuers..more wannabes...and as usual..small fries acting big..how sad and pathetic..paid my fees at ocbc at specialist center...two girls behind me..friggin' talkative..the whole bank was real quiet except them..and it turns out they're from NP too..saw them paying their fees..and one happens to be from IT -God save me please!- =| went to cine for lunch.had ljs..my first long john silver meal for the year..hah.. =P dropped by man utd shop down at tanglin..walked into the shop wearing my leeds jersey...couple of dudes were like "thanks alot" but the rest were "fuck leeds"..so yeah..got the stares and i gladly stared back..so shoot me..got back home at around 7..watched EPL Review or something like that..felt pretty good seeing the goal that killed off arsenal..who cares if viduka was offside? i dont recall anyone making any noise when henry scored his goal in the 2-2 draw..he was wayyy offside in that one..just prayin that west ham can beat the drop this time around...hais..real hungry now..shall go cook myself instant noodles =P

dyls- russian russian russian =x

sunday/early hours of monday well well..whaddaya know..leeds won 3-2 and man utd wins the championship..how sweet..hehe..dre..bite me...leeds helped man utd win the title..and just as well..ensured that leeds will be in the premier league next season..but what doesnt change however..is the fact that leeds still has to sell players to make up for the massive debts they have..i'd suspect kewell would be the first to go..together with robinson..i wun be too surprised if kewell or robinson..(prefably both)..make the move to man utd...robinson for me..anytime over carrol and ricardo..perhaps even over barthez..kewell would be a nice addition to the strike force..unless of course alan smith comes...now..thats a whole different proposition..heh..and one other thing that doesnt change..arsene wenger..still claims that arsenal's the best in england...yeah right..after a loss like that to leeds? dont thnk so..heh..well..what can i say? ian harte's free kick was sweet..so was kewell's opener..hell..viduka's curling volley was good as well..heh..but that doesnt mean they had it easy..arsenal put up one hell of a fight..kudos to parlour for that spectacular drive midway thru the 2nd..but i dont understand what the fuck he was doin by shoving viduka in injury time just as vidu was about to take the freekick..anyways..had a pretty sleepy day...went for mass at 1030 at sfx..and really..i've just about had it with those posuers in sfx as well as the horrible choir...please...get young pple to sing..not the old foggies! and what's with all the posuers..those chaps really have an identity problem..attention seekers? i think so..i guess by now you'd figure out i'm anti-skater etc. kinda person..yeah..the dressing IS cool..but please..leave the dressing to the americans..you fuckin s'porean kids should be in school and wearin berms and slightly loose shirts..not shirts and pants that are 2 or 3 times your size..whats with showing your filthy undies/boxers? go fuck urself in the ass if ya wanna do that..and sheesh..get real...chains dont make you look any better..get this: short chinese/tall chinese farts..dressing up like negroes? -shakes head- pop goes the future of singapore if everyone's like those posuers you see hangin ard... -grrr- shall go to sleep now..meeting brian at 11 outside st gabs.gotta pay my poly fees after that..
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15 inches, ivy and dragon blood. Heart of a lion
and love of the limelight. Don't worry, you're
no Gilderoy Lockhart in the making as long as
your ego doesn't get in the way. But remember--
fame isn't everything, Quidditch superstar.


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just a little something extra..got this off quizilla.com..quite cool..thnx to dyls for puttin the link up in her webbie =) so anyways..i'm suppose to be like cyclops..here's why:

You are attractive and strong, in a boy scout
republican sort of way. You are set firm in
your beliefs, which is not necessarily a bad
thing. But often when faced with a conflicting
opinion you become defensive and angry and
prone to conflict. You like to be a leader,
but you must acknowledge that there are some
situations which others are better fit to deal
with than yourself.


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saturday/wee hours of sunday morning rolled outta my bed (literally) at about 11..washed up and took a shower..was about to leave house when my dad came home after his change-of-command ceremony at i-dunno-where..if any of you guys dunno yet..my dad's retiring this month..so he leaves the army after almost 25 years at the rank of a lieutanant colonel (LTC)..and if anyone's wondering what's he doin with his pension..i can only say..a portion has gone into the new car that will be delivered in june...so anyway..helped him bring up lots of boxes..i kinda feel sad for my dad..i dunno why..thing is..he doesnt..and he told me "why feel sad? i worked my a** off and got this far, i have nothing to regret"..and in way i agree..counting that my dad did only up to A-levels..he quite literally clawed his way up to where he is..and i'm damn proud of him..well as far as life is concerned..i still wanna live my dream of being an air force pilot..and i know i've cleared half fo the hurdles that i'd have to face..that being the damned O-levels..so i'm pretty much looking forward to poly now..aiming to get a scholarship from SAF..possibly the MTA or military training award..back to waking up and moving boxes..well..when i was done my dad gave me a lift to wisma..walked to orchard mrt and met brian there..had a long chat at coffee bean at taka..cj called and we asked him along..so we all met up at park mall..had a game of pool..i won one and lost one...thanks to the silly black ball rolling in after the yellow stripe..bah..had lousy lunch/dinner at around 5.30..cj's friend, cheryl and wenxiong came at about 6...and i left at around 6.20..wanted to be home to catch the man utd vs charlton match..match kicked off at 7.30pm local...that would mean..roughly 3pm in manchester..was a nail-biting first 20 minutes..becks scored a nice goal..and carrol..was just an idiot with the way he cleared the ball straight into jensen to shoot a curler into an empty net..1-1 after 20 minutes...credit to scott parker who made a real game out of it..but i figure he was the only one who played well apart from dien kiely..noone can fault kiely on any of the goals..he was left helpless...pity him...and everyone's favourite (except arsenal's) striker...rudd van nisterooy...43 goals this season in all competition....3 more to equal the legendary dennis law's club record...78 goals in 100 matches for man utd...who could argue with the 78% strike rate? after all's said and done..manchester united would be regining champion when the 03/04 season kicks off in august..but again..it's not over till it really is over..arsenal face leeds sunday night..and i really hope leeds can hang on for a draw..that would serve well for me..first..it ensures that man utd wins the title and secondly..it ensures leeds' premiership survival..caught west ham against chelsea..fabulous match..found myself rooting for west ham..was really glad that di canio scored the winnner after 71..almost brought down my chandelia (thnk tts hw u spell it) when i threw my cushion into the air..was real disappointed that southampton werent able to finish off bolton..as it stands..west ham occupies the 3rd relegation spot soley on goal difference (-17 compared to -11)..what came as a shocker was everton goin down 2-0 to fulham on the back of 2 own goals..stubbs and wright...what a pity...gonna crash now..got a headache..catch ya'll when the sun rises

quote of the day- when's mothers' day?
song of the day- Ultra.Human After All

dyls- heys.saturday.xmen2? ;) caught it already but dun mind watchin in again.lucks for ya midyrs -pats- go get ur As =)
ian/dre- hehe.lets go burn arsenal jerseys =x

thursday/friday was a relatively quiet day.decided not to adopt the "new format" for gd.but will use it on an on/off basis..spent alot of the afternoon on thursday trying to rearrange the photos..realised that i left alot of pages blank..as of today..have only done about 12 rolls of film..go multiply by 31..that'll give u e total number of photos i've done so far..attempted to cook myself instant noodles but couldnt find the mood..have been feeling abit down this feel days..dunno why too..get irritated easily as well..anyways.read on soccernet.com that jenas won PFA Young Player of the Year and henry won Player of the Year..and it's really stupid..coz if you were to do a comparison..i thnk o'shea deserves it more than jenas and obviously..van nisterooy or beatie more than henry...and to all arsenal fans.arsenal's full of arses with the biggest being arsene himself.heh..so much for goin undefeated all season..what a whole load of crap..am hoping that bolton would be the 3rd team to be relegated.coz honestly.i dont thnk leeds and west ham should go down...bahh..slept at 5 and woke up on at 3..had no lunch so went to eat captain crunch.peanut butter flavour.heh..watched EPL Preview and Extreme Machines on Discovery..went to wrk on the photos again..hah..mum came back with a pair of xmen 2 tickets..so i went to watch with my dad at suntec..was pretty good so i cant understand why the reviewers for today and straits times life gave it bad reviews..then again.cant blame them..their doin what their paid to do..critics criticise..if not we'll be callin them praisics? hah.joke...so e show ended with jean grey being washed over by the water..but she doesnt die..she'll come back as phoenix..notice the red/orange flare around her as the water rushes over her? and the last part..where the camera pans over the water..notice the shape that forms..is one of a bird..so dun fret.. =) watched CNN too..Bush made a 'grand appearance' on USS Abraham Lincon..landed in a S-3B Viking..made an address to the sailors..something about the war on terrorism and that major combat in iraq was over..yeah well..like anyone has a chance against the US military..anyone who begs to differ.come.lets debate..asked anne if she wanted to go to chijmes to catch the man utd match..nt surprisingly..she's goin with terry..so what can i say? not that i'm unhappy or anything..but should have expected it and saved the 5 cents..decided not to pay my school fees tmr..banks open for half a day on saturdays..so i shant waste time..am gonna meet brian to catch up on old times...not that we're that old but oh well..

quote of the day- kangaroos also got go chalet wan ahz? <- when we were talkin about sammy bein in aussie

jolene- go build ur webbie la.u lazy girl u
dylz- hey.quickie.meet up before me sch starts!