Yesterday i had a wonderful dinner with an old friend whom shant be named coz i felt that i shouldnt even be in contact with him. Ya. A secret. Lolx.
One of friend, Hazel, had been telling that the nicest udon in Singapore was served at Waraku. Hahax. I had been wanting to try it. Finally after a long wait, i finally went there to try out. Wow. Really. I did agree with her. It was really awesome. I was very sure that i would go back there again. Hahax. Even he agreed that the ramen he had was great too. He said that the noodle was just right, not too hard and not too soft. He said he was very satisfied. Hahax.
Ok. Enough of the food.
The dinner was not that bad. If ever ask about the most awkward outing i had, this is not the worst la. Ya yup. Hehex. I think the weird part was when we were like trying to Psycho each other about what we believed about life, the cycle of disappointment, denial, acceptance, letting go and moving on part. Another weird part was when we wondered why we were even in contact and what were the reasons. Weird sia. Hahax. Actually the dinner was fine, only till the departure part. When i was about to board the train, i just said see him soon at dunno when . He replied that would we ever be seeing each other again. Errr. How would i know man and what a qns to ask. I said dunno. Then he said we should leave things as it was. I was like lots of qns mark above my head, I did not get him at all. Leave things as it was? What way? Errr. Ya. Nvm. I just said ok and left. Lolx.
What a day. What a way to end our meeting. Hmmmm. Hahax.
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Reflections/Resolutions/Thank You List
2008. A new year. A new start. Farewell to 2007.
Reflection:
Failure did not mean the end. It might leave an ugly mark in one's life, but it was a lesson for one to learn.
Escapism was not a solution. It only dread the situations and worsen the problems.
Thinking too much was not something good. I would control, esp all the pessimistic thoughts.
Life might not be the way i expected it to be. I will accept and move on.
Resolution:
No regrets in life.
No indecisiveness.
No pessimistic thoughts.
No large expenses on entertainment purposes.
I know very well that this year would be a tough year. I got to learn to juggle study and work at the same time. I got to learn to manage my own finances. I got to learn not to rely and to be independent. I shall face all problems myself and win the battle. I got to face up to reality. I shan't stay on in my world of fantasy dreams, darkness and impossibilities.
Lastly, i got to solve my communication problems b/w me and my parents.
My Thank You List:
A lot of things had happened, but no matter what i am really glad that they enter my life.
1.Jacelyn
I can't imagine my life without u for 10 months. I will miss u a lot, including all the nagging and midnight chats. Thanks for always being there for me and tolerating me. Sorry for all the times that i make you angry. U must take care of yourself when u went overseas and miss me lots. Oospi. Lolx. If possible, i do hoped that u can blog more often or email me more often. One thing i got to tell u is that u need not worry about me, i will be fine.
2.Levin
Firstly got to thank you for helping me up with the blog. Lolx. U are really great. I think i have made u suffer a lot. Like all those shoes incidents and the moments of cold wars we had. Glad to have u to entertain me when i am down and emo. Thanks for inviting me over to your house for dinner at times. I will remember the fun i have last year during the Sentosa n Night Safari Trips.
3.Pamela
Dunno if u will happened to read it a not, but i still gonna write. Why u always so Busy ah?!! Do let me know when u r free!!! Lolx.
4.Xin Yi
Hey yo. U r the one who give me this idea of writing out the thank you list. Lolx. Really bored and nothing to do, so i decided to type this part of the entry. Lolx. Really glad to have u around. Maybe our circumstances are quite alike in some ways which is why whatever that u go through seem to be able to be applied to me. I really learned a lot from u. Do u know u are the person i looked upon to?! I shall aim to be like u(Superwoman). Lolx. Thanks for listening to all my 'Exciting' stories. Lolx. This year, we will all be busy. Hope that we still be able to meet up once in a while to do some things together. Like KTV or movie. Lolx. Jia You o!!!
5.Angel5Clan
Wei Shan, Jia Jia, Keh Luh, Ivy. Haha. I am really glad that we are still in contacts. Thinking about it, I felt guilty that i did not turned up for most gathering the past few years. I will make up for it. I will try to turn up for such gatherings more often if possible. U guys have let me know that distant do not drift friendship apart. Friend Forever. I really treasure the memories that we once shared.
6.Adeline, Caren, Emily n Jasmine
My Family. Mummy, Jie Jie s and Ah Gong. U guys. Thanks for being around at some point of time in my life.
7.Jason
U might want to know something. Due to u, i have watched the most movies in my entire life. Hhaa. U r a really great movie companion man. Ya. Shi Fu. Thanks for teaching me to play pool. Lolx. I m quite a bad student actually. Haha. Thanks for entertaining me when i m bored at work and cheering me up when i m down. I will listen to ur advice and be a happier person de.
8.Jia Yong
Haha. Always so on when i asked u out if i did not manage to find company. U r a really fun person to be with. I really do appreciate u as a friend.
9.Pei Wen, Lay Theng, Hazel n Sheau Min
Work at StarHub wont be so much better w/o u guys. Lots of crap. Lots of fun. Craziness about horoscope. Lolx.
