It hurts me OK!

Oh my..

Sanggupkah?

Hi fasihah

Sorry for the late reply. Bhg Sumber general rule is that officer has to serve at 1 place for around 3 years before consider for transfer unless your justification is very strong. Medical problem & family problem are not a strong case for transfer. Yes Putrajaya do have open post for peg sains. The job function is for Medical device and Health Tech Assessment not so much of lab based technical work, but it all depend on individual whether you like office work or bench work.

Tq

PHANG (HKL)

I x sanggup OK nak mengadap sini sampai 3 tahun..gilerrr!!!boleh bertekak aku ngn Mr T..nak x nak mmg die suh resign cari keje lain je la..if not kabel ape aku boleh gune ni...Mr Phang tipu...haritu kata sama saya kalau ada problem mau tukar email atau call saya..tapi ini macam jawapan encik kasi..hati saya panas panas panas!pinggang saya makin fragile..drive lama2 bikin sakit bengkok..susah mau beranak nanti..naik bas lagi kejang woo jalan jauh2!repot polis sudah kasi..repot pakar juga sudah kasi..itu macam buang tong sampah la..haiya!!panas panas ini hati!

sephiiroth

The Pros and Cons

There must be a pros and cons while deciding what is the best for u.

Let's pray for the best!

Mission done: I have emailed to Mr Phang (Head of Biochemist) to ask for his opinion..
I am sure getting an advice from a people who has lots of experience does help u plus he knows more than u bout this job..

Here is the list!!

KELANTAN
Should i say i love this..naaaa..i dun like to be here..honestly speaking..in term of job..yeah i like it cos its about disease and blood tests..since this is a specialist hospital there is a lot of new experience I have gained but one thing it is too much sometime..But i manage to handle and settled it..one thing i realized i am not capable to do is managing people..i am not a good leader but i'l guess a good follower..i believe by having senior or professional around u does shape the way u work..but here i am alone and everything on ur own.
--U got to be biochemist lab based..surrounding by Drs, Nurses and Patients--I love it
--U got skill and will master in it cos u keep doing the same routine everyday and every year
--Multitasking but sometime too much workload especially when people can see u as a people u can manage a project..always be a secretary cos they believe u r very good in writing a minute meeting, proposal and have lots idea!But at last u r the only one doing everything!
--Long distance realtionship-Long distance journey--cant effort for flight neither can bear with 8 hours bus traveling to KL and 5 hours to Penang.Plus the road is so scary!
--I'm having bad communication with my senior and my seniorman cos they always think they r rite cos this is their place.So a lil changes wil be a big issue. Plus I felt I've been bullying by them.
--Last but not least--politic at work sucks. I cant tolerate with this cos it will destroyed u one day by listening to such an uneducated facts but people always love and believe it!

PUTRAJAYA
-I will be Biochemist + Engineer
-Doing something totally different from my field
-Have to be fast learner and always got DATELINE for project
-Multitasking
-Sosialize with people more
-Got seniors and friends who can help and teach u a new things
-Nice bos and nice team!
BUT ONE MORE
-U will be travelling around Malaysia..more outside work than office
-Always outstation-it can be every week dependent to ur project
-Leader/manager for ur own project
-I will be more busy
-Not so much time to spend..worried bout Mr T
-Competency job not so worth because no more skill in lab based

Huh..I am dilema..I am not trying to run away from here but I'm running for a better life!No point if ur heart felt empty..

I need more advice and carefully thinking bout this!
TQ friends!

sephiiroth

can u see the diffrence??

He said it to me while we were talking bout my life here..my work here..
"dari segi kereja i x komen apa apa, tapi dari segi moral, spiritual and activeness mmg nampak u merudum, u x sama mcm u yg i kenai masa u still kt kl"

tgk blog start 2010 ngan 2009:
2009 u post 92
2010 25 saja u post
#means u having a sucks life in 2010

Then she said it to me..
"kadang2 persekitaran kita akan merubah kita... camni klu masuk kadng lembu tkkan kita nk jadi harimau... betui tk... cuba ang berfikir jap... ang ang kat kl dulu... busy camne ang nye keje tp ang happy walaupun ang kontrak tui tk..sbb enviroment ..kawn2 ang kat situ..minded sekitar ang mane tau kalu ang ubah angin mood keje dtg balik.. jus suasana keje lain r"

they can see the difference bout me..TQVM...

Am i still wanna be like this..make a change in 2011!

sephiiroth

Choices is in ur hand!

Yep pilihan di tangan aku..

Dapat call dr Peg di Unit Saintifik KKM Putrajaya..
"Awak nak ke post ni?Awak yakin awak dapat lakukan?sebelum tu meh i ceritakan keje yg mcm mana u akan buat, then u decide nak lagi ke join kitaorang"

Aku berdebar2..susah sgt kah??

"Keje ni banyak travelling sbb u akan pegang byk project merata tempat..ikut juga la..kadang2 stay kat ofis..tapi jarang la cos keje luar lagi byk..u kene cepat belajar..multitasking..follow dateline..mmg busy..kalau travel u bukan dok hotel tapi mybe u dok kat kg orang asli ke, masuk hutan ke, panjat gunung ke..sbb keje u bhgn chemical in water..so mana2 tempat baru yg ade penduduk, we have to go and check the water supply"

Pendek kata mmg mencabar sungguh la kan..tapi part travelling kerap tu membuatkan aku terdiam..kata die lagi hampir setiap minggu akan keluar..dan aku mula terbayangkan kehidupan jika kawen nanti..jika aku single dan at least 3-4 thun baru nak kawen definitely aku akan lakukan..tapi memandangkan komitmen lain, aku kene la pertimbangkan apa jua natijah di masa depan..

Aku paham sgt ngn Mr T aku ni..die x boleh ditinggalkan..lelaki mana suka bila wife die asik travel tinggalkan rumah..walau berkerjaya mcm mana sekalipun, wife patut tempat di rumah juga..aku menginginkan kehidupan balik keje dpt jumpa family, wiken pun dapat hang out ngn hubby..tapi keje ni mmg x menentu..

Soalan yg diberikan oleh si die kpd aku"U yakin ke u bole jaga i kalau u asik travel..u yakin ke u wont ignore me kalau u tgh kat luar..u yakin ke u ada masa nak spend time ngn i..i xnak u balik rumah penat terus tidur sepanjang hari"..dan aku terdiam..boleh ke?

Aku puas pikir..mmg x tahan dok sini..kadang2 pikir watpe aku nak tahan lagi if ade choices yg lagi baik??Sbb ni keje gomen?Keje swasta buat ko mati ke?tapi takut nak resign..ahhh sakit kepala aku..

sephiiroth

Lalai lagi!

Isu: Tinggal phone kat rumah during office hour..

masih ingat lagi kalu dulu si x-hosmate aku Lisa kalau tinggal phone sanggup patah balik amik..aku lepak je..maklum la orang xde bf tht time..x runsing pape pon..phone hilang pon aku wat bodoh je..anggap x pe..

but now situasi dah lain..tinggal phone umpama ko cari nahas la..bukan stakat Dr yang call ko..para nurse even pengarah hospital pon call direct nak cakap pape..mmg mengundang padah la kalau si pengarah pulak yg kebetulan ade urgent case nak tanya anything..

tapi lagi parah bile dah ade bf..jgn la buat lalai macam ni kalau dah tahu phone itu adalah hadiah daripadanya ataupun itu saja la alat komunikasi yg ada bagi merapatkan perhubungan..dan yg paling penting JANGAN LALAI..check dulu handbag before keluar rumah..dan aku masih lagi endah x endah ngn habit suke keluar mcm tu je..tapi ye la phone mmg benda yg akan aku masukkan dalam beg..tp ntah mcm mana kali ni tertinggal bawah bantal tido..salah aku la..sape suh x keluarkan after dah off alarm...

OK kisahnya bukan phone saja..tapi apa saja perkara yang akan dilakukan in da future please jangan lalai..like thinking before u talk ..so check before u go anywhere..makesure ur valuable things is with u..and please make sure ur handbag is always got ur purse, phone, car key, house key, office key...

Please Please jangan lalai dah!nak kene ketuk ni!

sephiiroth

Singapore FINE city!

Yeah finally.. Singapore is a reward for myself after having a tough life journey in 2010..

Definitely it full with fun and enjoyable moment all the way..

1st Day (7th Jan)
-Sampai Changi Airport, Kak Mid (Singaporean) datang jemput..siap provide us with map, tentative for Day 1234..she is a good friend ever!
-Check In at Hotel Fragrance Crystal
-Taxi to Night Safari Zoo Singapore..lots of fun..kalau dulu x bape suka binatang but kali ni dapat tgk live depan mata and touch them..sgt best..i wish M'sia pon boleh buat mcm ni..bersih dan persekitaran yang sgt menarik!

2nd Day (8th Jan)
-Saat yg dinanti Universal Studio Singapore, Sentosa Island
-Sangat sangat sangat best!Must visit again..
-Dari 10am til 7pm mmg main game saja..amik gambar..tgk performance yg sgt bestttttt!

3rd Day (9th Jan)
-Orchard Road for shopping
-Little India
-Chinatown
-Lepak rumah K Liza (singaporean)..Lunch at her house..superb..melantak sbb x makan nasi 2 days before!

4th Day (10th Jan)
-Arab Street
-Bugis Junction
-Kg Glam
Again shopping time..kain lace die sangat cantik ok..terpikat juga nak beli tapi pikir2 nak kawen lambat lagi so lupakan dulu la..takut kain tu mereput pulak!
-Flight balik KL at 430pm

Sekejap je dah habis vacation..Next trip??Someone dah invite me to Bandung in April..i know shopping kawen la tu..x pasti lagi..tapi skang ni nak pulun saving balik la!!hehehe

sephiiroth

2011..26..marry me!

so funny about this..when talking bout 26 years old..but my plan to get marry is 27..nice number huh?well i dahulukan my friends yang lain2 dulu la kan..seems like sume bulan dah di booked..so it's not suprised or even happening anymore when everybody nak kawen and u also wanna join them..nanti sape yg nak hadir kan dah asik pi kenduri merata..so i simpan 27 la kan for that big moment to be..

Memang pening la nak pikir kan..tapi xkan x pikir langsung pulak..macam2 nak kene check especially saving money for tht event..haiyoo sangat mahal ok..nasib baik Mr T ni jimat cermat orangnye..every single cent is counting..mmg betul la cakap orang..having couple adalah jodoh Tuhan..saling complimentary each other..dulu x nampak but now dah rasa then baru tau apa itu saling melengkapi..jika aku wanita yang boros (rasanya kawan2 tahu la kan) tapi Mr T ni sgt la jimat cermat orangnye..itu yg bagus..saling melengkapi..so aku pon xde la berangan nak jadi queen kontrol one day..

Takut juga terpikir bile dah kawen mcm mana life agaknye..kalau skang ni 'long distance relationship' yg agak mencabar juga la kan especially bila dapat Mr T yang mmg x tahan ngn LDR sindrom ni..susah juga aku nak bertahan but sgt best bila makin kita rasa dihargai..moment yang ada akan dihabiskan dengan aktiviti yg best..hmm then kalau dah serumah nanti macam mana?haiyaaa...dugaan lagi besar..kalau x slalu gadoh boleh slalu gadoh jugak kan..kata dia kawen itu umpama u serah diri and everything for me to taking care of..wow sume die nak jaga..so sweet la kan.tapi dah rasa cm kene kontrol la pulak kan..tapi betul juga la kan dah mmg tugas die as hubby to take care of me..so sila beri kerjasama ..jangan nak keras kepala degil x tentu pasal pulak..

So counting the days to see my friends yg nak naik pelamin this year..at the same time..i juga preparing myself for that..boleh la kongsi2 cerita ngn kawan2 nanti..tgk2 dorang dulu later celebrate tuk diri sendiri ok...

sephiiroth