So life goes on

Hello everybody! (If there is anybody)

Doing much better now, i'm not suicidal or anything like that so no need for worries. I do appreciate all the concern and care and the condolences for my friend.

SO

I just finished all my assignments and its such a relief.
Phew...
So much for finals next week (Everybody in da house say WOOT WOOT!)

I think i hurt my back after yesterdays work out. AH I hate getting injured. First, i twisted my right ankle, then my left, then my shin, and now... my BACK! urgh... frustration. Suddenly feel like Louis Saha already.

Well at least, i can be thankful i didn't break any legs or hands. Or maybe getting severe head damage HAHA I am so funny...

I miss teasing you Andrew. hahah

I guess i have reasons to be happy too!

Just yesterday while i was driving home from futsal, as i was about to overtake this white BMW, this BMW also wanted to come out thus almost knocking into me too. I horned her gently to let her know. But a good deed isn't a good deed in return, the BMW got angry and started to horn horn horn. Horn horn horn. The BMW then overtook me again, and as i looked at the BMW, a lady showed me the birdy!

: O (Jaw dropped smiley)

How could she _|_ me like that?! _|_ me you know?! More so a GIRL?! HOW DEGRADING CAN A GIRL BE?!

I am so traumatized by the incident.

I have to forgive her. She must probably be single. Or maybe she just got dumped by her husband. Then again, she could be menopausal.

Until we meet again

Andrew, my dear Andrew.

I've understand now how it really feels like to lose someone you really love. Most people don't, YET. You've taught me too many things, even you leaving us have.

Shaun could not have said it any better "We try to be strong to not shed tears, but please forgive us Andrew if we can’t hold back our ever flowing tears for we miss you so much." Your brother said to me to have faith and to not cry because you have gone to heaven. But what he doesn't know its not my selfishness of wanting you around that i cry, but its the thought of not having you around aches my heart so badly. I miss you too much.

I cry when thoughts of you run through my head. I am a mess right now. You taught me to "Mind over matter" which became my personal motto, but now this seems to be the hardest matter i have to overcome.

I am so glad that i was there with you, played your last game of futsal, played your last game of dota, watched your last movie and even your last day of gym-ing. We were a team, when everyone left.

You were the only one that talked to me about GOD. Your desire to know more, inspired me. I'm gonna miss giving you spiritual advices. HEHE Good times, good times.

Every man dies, but not every man really lives. Andrew Yap, i assure you you have lived well, impacting this life of mine, being part of who i am today. And I thank you for that, my good friend and brother.

Death ends a life, not a relationship.



Definitely going to miss you cam-whoring with my phone too!

Totally eventful

Ironic isn't it? Just the day before I was blogging about YOU waking up. But now...

I'm a mess right now Andrew. Why'd you have to leave now? When I am packed with assignments and work?

I know i will be fine, in time.

You make me proud. You fought well, my friend, my brother.

Uneventful?

The past few days have been rather uneventful, i feel.

But not to worry BEN! Next week you have plenty of assignments and tests to complete! Hurrah!

So andrew hasn't waked up yet. You are taking a little longer than i expected. And you need to wake up to see how blessed you are the past week. How many of your wanted and even UNwanted friends that came to visit you!

For those of you that don't know, i joined a gym two weeks ago and i plan to maintain that gung-ho. After all I paid a year's fee in advance. So maybe in a months time you can come see me. I might show you my ripped and lean bod for RM5! HAHA

Ok, enough of self indulgence for today.





Tattoo on my ankle?