EMF '06

Day before EMF...

Ben : You think we can win it?
April : Don't jinx it lah!

I guess sometimes i am a jinxer... =(

BUT NOT THIS TIME HAHA!!! =)

TADAA!


EMF is different. The pressure is much less compared to the previous competition i joined.
The crowd was fantastic, at least i thought they were. Supportive they were. (GO MY FELLOW BREATHRENS, UNLEASHED THY FURY!) I was actually surprised when they cheered for us, screaming like they just saw linkin park coming on stage?! heh Guess i did not need to be famous and popular to feel that short moment of fame. Thanks to all my friends that came, you know who you are. =)

I really thought we deserve to win, not just because of the amount of effort we put in, but because i thought we played really well =). So well done team!


The front says "EMF 2006 WINNER"
The back has a sticker that says
"PUSAT SUKAN KLANG. No.9 Jalan Pos Baru........"

Thank God we did not play that Amazing Grace retro/remix whatever haha
Victory is sweeeeeet!

Ewww...

Remember the time when you were young and stupid, you did stupid things like eating your own booger? If you want to justify yourself by saying it is OKAY to eat your booger because you were young or for only GOD knows what reason it is, NO IT IS NOT OKAY! Just to clarify, i never done it before.

The other day, i was grossed out by a kid. She (you'll never know what chun chicks nowadays did when they were young) was picking her nose. She then took a quick look at her delicous homemade delicacy before licking her finger. Mmmmmm, YUM YUM!

Eww... Could ben tay be anymore disgusting?

Few days back,
I saw a lizard, half dead and tail-less.

The next day,
I saw it again. This time it was dead and there were ants all over. All fighting for a piece of their lizard McDeluxe. It smelt like rotten milk.

Eww... Could ben tay be anymore disgusting?

I could show you some lizard pictures.

Sigh

Today marks the saddest day of the year. Sigh
I lost my Oakley's. Now i just have the oakley box and the stupid cloth to keep. Sigh. The day i feared has finally come. Remember the feeling of losing your Digimon version 9? losing your Charizard foil card? I feel the same way now. Stupid and angry.

Trying to think where i last put it does not help at all. And i just notice i misplaced it probably 5 days i last used it.
"WOO! Today SUNNY DAY! Sun is GLARING! Can lan yeng abit!" benjamin thought to himself. *looks into compartment for his shades
"WHERE IS IT?!"

Not so cool after all ben tay.

I am forgetful and careless when it comes to keeping my property. Not irresponsible, just forgetful. Sigh

Thinking too much

If you did not know, Benjamin Tay thinks alot when he is not doing anything. I think, wonder (apart from fantasizing) not worrying, more like pondering. When i'm driving alone, i sometimes appreciate how blessed i am ever since i was born 18 years ago. Blessed with a group of awesome friends (church and outside church), great family. I thank God for all the good times.

Of course there were bad ones too, but they were all never extreme that it has changed my life a whole 180 degrees. Whenever i feel like the worse is happening to me, people out there really suffering just put me to shame, leaving me aside to think twice. What about orphans without parents? A broken family? Financial difficulties? Teens out there competing with the standard of living and peer pressure? Kids with handicap issues? What about me? or even some of us out there? I feel like killing myself because my boyfriend dumped me! I feel like killing myself because i did so badly in my exams! All the I FEELS? I have practically known people in such bad shape going through deep shit sharing their problems to me and it just makes me wonder how fortunate i am. Maybe my deep shit hasn't come yet. hmm

I always thought that in every person's life there would bound to be a "deep shit" happening to each individual. For example: close friend, relative or spouse passing away at an early age.

Weird huh? Yes i know. But think again, life is definitely not all about fun and laughter, joy and happiness and if you think that you and your family are going to grow old and die a peaceful death, think again. Call me a sadist, but am i prepared to come home finding out i own be able to see my mom or dad, or even my siblings anymore?

I thought about it, but i could not come up with a conclusion.

I don't know about your parents, but whenever my parents go overseas for a week or two, my dad would always have a chat with me (eldest son) the night before they leave. Showing/telling me who to call for if anything happened (means if DIE lah just in a nicer way) to them. What to do with the property, their wills and all, you know. It scares me sometimes whenever i think about it. What if it really happens?! =0

All i know it should not be something that we need to worry about, more of being prepared for it.

Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
-Matthew 6:27

Something random

I was contemplating whether to put this up or not. But...

In the car...
April : Can you imagine if i had square boobs?
Ben : Huh? What?
April : Then i can wear a Sponge Bob Square Pants bra!
Ben : What the?! I'm going to post this on my blog wahahahah

Sometimes i just don't know what is going on in my girlfriend's mind. Little things like these just keeps the relationship going despite the worse happening. :D

Sure more hits lar after this post. Another step closer to kennysia

Just this time...

I usually don't do this, but heck with it,i'm a good friend. Consider this as your birthday present.

It was the 2nd of August, so happy belated 18th Ahmad Fazil Fuad.

Known this jack since my secondary schooling days. We have done all kinds of shit together. From living in the same "happening" area to doing cheerleading together you name it. He is my closest M.C out there and the only Malay friend that invites me over to his open house during Raya. And if the government ever needed someone to promote their Chinese-Malay Anti Rascism campaign, Pak Lah would be the first to give us a call.

So once again, happy birthday partner. Take care and all the best with everything buddy!


I still think i'm better looking...









Zil, you tearing? haha