that's all i'm asking for.
so there's not evidence left behind.
but like how things ALWAYS lead to other things.
and how two usually comes together.
it is deja vu of bielefeld but in adelaide.
massive massive weekend, i think my body wants to kill me.
tried a few newbies. pretty out of it and off the face.
since wed i've been out way past bedtime into wee hours of the early morn.
why? because i have this terrible terrible problem of saying 'no'.
want a beer? there's this party? and i'll smile, nod, and be there.
im hoping india trip would be more detox-ing.
gonna stay away from substance abuses there. at least i'll try.
anyway, enough about substances.
my flight arrives in singapore on 29th nov at 6.30pm.
kl 2-7dec
sg (again) 7-11dec
then hopefully india henceforth...
(:
Sunday, November 23
Sunday, November 16
get born.
it is not what it seems but it is.
one wrong turn,
one bad timing,
and everything spirals outta control,
yet again.
dead tired from the weekend.
one wrong turn,
one bad timing,
and everything spirals outta control,
yet again.
dead tired from the weekend.
Wednesday, November 12
electric feel.
been pretty busy doing nothing, except dirty sexy money.
finally handed in my fab five thousand word essay last fri. ok maybe just four thousand five hundred and thirty eight words. lol.
on sat, i went to petr's house party and it was awesome fun! vincent and jim came along too and i'm glad they like them. at least i think they had fun *cross fingers*
i ended up at isobar, waiting to get a ride home/share a cab. i hate isobar still. i dunno why ppl keep wanting to go there.
it's terribly boring and they keep playing the same skanky songs that i danced to when i was sixteen.
tobias cooked a fab dinner for me and tim on sunday evening. quesadillas (reminded me of those jarle made for me in barca, or maybe he made tacos or burritos, i can't rmb they're just mexican yummiicious food anw. but ooh too bad we were missing mojitos, which i'm awesome at making btw, really my friend from germany/poland even asked me for the recipe via facebook). i was taking a stroll over to their place and i reckon hackney is a pretty suburb.
monday was all about running errands. applied for indian visa. grooming, getting a haircut (:
tuesday was the best. i went for this photography event at monarto wildlife park. we got to play around with FAB and VERY expensive cameras and lenses. oh god. no doubt i was a noob but i still had fun. will post some pics when i get to upload the pics from CF! i don't have a CF reader ):
and today, i had a spanish group study lunch date which ended up to be a spanish group lunch date. AB AB AB!
finally handed in my fab five thousand word essay last fri. ok maybe just four thousand five hundred and thirty eight words. lol.
on sat, i went to petr's house party and it was awesome fun! vincent and jim came along too and i'm glad they like them. at least i think they had fun *cross fingers*
i ended up at isobar, waiting to get a ride home/share a cab. i hate isobar still. i dunno why ppl keep wanting to go there.
it's terribly boring and they keep playing the same skanky songs that i danced to when i was sixteen.
tobias cooked a fab dinner for me and tim on sunday evening. quesadillas (reminded me of those jarle made for me in barca, or maybe he made tacos or burritos, i can't rmb they're just mexican yummiicious food anw. but ooh too bad we were missing mojitos, which i'm awesome at making btw, really my friend from germany/poland even asked me for the recipe via facebook). i was taking a stroll over to their place and i reckon hackney is a pretty suburb.
monday was all about running errands. applied for indian visa. grooming, getting a haircut (:
tuesday was the best. i went for this photography event at monarto wildlife park. we got to play around with FAB and VERY expensive cameras and lenses. oh god. no doubt i was a noob but i still had fun. will post some pics when i get to upload the pics from CF! i don't have a CF reader ):
and today, i had a spanish group study lunch date which ended up to be a spanish group lunch date. AB AB AB!
Friday, November 7
precious declaration.
u only call the people who matter to u when u are drunk.
(:
i am happy now. i cannot pinpoint the particular reason but i just am feeling so good.
maybe it's the beers.
maybe cus i finally handed in my 5000-word essay this afternoon.
maybe the feeling of freedom for the weekend.
maybe it's the amazing plans i have for post-exams.
maybe my schedule is filled from today to the beginning of next sem in march.
maybe, just maybe i am contented with life.
today has been an awesome day (:
(:
i am happy now. i cannot pinpoint the particular reason but i just am feeling so good.
maybe it's the beers.
maybe cus i finally handed in my 5000-word essay this afternoon.
maybe the feeling of freedom for the weekend.
maybe it's the amazing plans i have for post-exams.
maybe my schedule is filled from today to the beginning of next sem in march.
maybe, just maybe i am contented with life.
today has been an awesome day (:
Sunday, November 2
Saturday, November 1
the world i know.
i need to write ANOTHER essay. i JUST handed in a 4000 word one. now i have one week to write a 5000 word one. ughh.
it's not as if i hate the topic. i do like the course alot. but it's the starting of work that makes it so difficult.
i was very inspired on friday after the lecture to research and write my essay. it was a great class 'state of the world'. loved the discussions. loved how there are no one-solution-fits-all. loved that i am addressing current world issues.
so i really should and must begin on my essay. yes, it is a desperate attempt to motivate myself. heh.
i had a bbq today and i met a really interesting dude. he worked for the UN before as an engineer. he was in east timor fixing up equipments for the hospitals about ten years ago or something. it was when the indonesian militia were still present there. apparently the day after he fixed up the last equipment in the hospital, there were riots and everything was destroyed or stolen (!!!). he was taken hostage for 3 days and they were not given food or drinks. he ate a banana tree; the white pulp inside of the branch. how fascinating!
and who could imagine that this semester, i have made friends with a guy who lived in a refugee camp when he was a kid and a guy who has been taken hostage by armed militia?
it makes for an interesting year and interesting people.
it's not as if i hate the topic. i do like the course alot. but it's the starting of work that makes it so difficult.
i was very inspired on friday after the lecture to research and write my essay. it was a great class 'state of the world'. loved the discussions. loved how there are no one-solution-fits-all. loved that i am addressing current world issues.
so i really should and must begin on my essay. yes, it is a desperate attempt to motivate myself. heh.
i had a bbq today and i met a really interesting dude. he worked for the UN before as an engineer. he was in east timor fixing up equipments for the hospitals about ten years ago or something. it was when the indonesian militia were still present there. apparently the day after he fixed up the last equipment in the hospital, there were riots and everything was destroyed or stolen (!!!). he was taken hostage for 3 days and they were not given food or drinks. he ate a banana tree; the white pulp inside of the branch. how fascinating!
and who could imagine that this semester, i have made friends with a guy who lived in a refugee camp when he was a kid and a guy who has been taken hostage by armed militia?
it makes for an interesting year and interesting people.
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