that kid.

feel my heartbeat.
oh god. for a split second. for a fleeting moment.
i honestly thought it was u.
there was that chemistry in an instant.
but it wasn't u, of course.
but i still couldn't help smiling throughout the walk home.
i guess u're still hidden in some corner of my mind.
(:

22 and counting.

the dawn is breaking.
it's early morn.

oh god. i thought partying up to my birthday for 4 days straight would kill me (or my liver) by now. but apparently the final day is the most sober one. although i had the most drinks. it's just..i dunno. does turning 22 automatically increase ur tolerance?
these four days probably beat nino's 'drei tage wach' but his was 24/7 though. so i guess he still beats me.

life should stop being so difficult sometimes.
lol.
don't get me wrong. life has been amazing this sem. more amazing than all my previous sems in adelaide. maybe it's the new company. in with the new and out with the old (:

life is generally looking at the stars while in the gutter.

my favourite birthday boys...

i have got a good feeling about this spring break. i feel like i deserved it. it's so hard to get back into routine after one year of whirlwind romances and wanderlusting.
i'm pretty confident i can finish my paper by tuesday albeit it wouldn't be my best work. lol.
last night at the elephant. tonight at the marble. tomorrow at the gilles.
my planned holidays.
oh and happy birthday wishes to my two favourite boys on the boat...
1. ant in new york/michigan

the only sexyy boy.
hangingoutwithhimalmosteverysingledayontheboat.
he's travelled to see me in germany,. now i've to make my way to ny to see him.


2. molina, the mexican living it up in europe

the gorgeous one on the right most.
helivedrightnextdoortomeontheboat.
someone i've always admired but i'm only worth 50cents to him.


to my two favourite boys: hope u have a blast!
i wish i was celebrating with them tonight but i will drink shots to them at marble (:

goodnight world!

one and a half essay done.
half more to go.
cannot wait for spring break!
goodnight world.
hello entourage.

sending love all the way to manchester,
just because one of my favouritest girls in the world is gonna spend one whole year partying it up over there.
kisses.

time stands still.

it's been more than a month since i've been back. i've been trying to keep busy and preoccupied. so time seems to fly sometimes and sometimes, it's crawling. my memory seems fuzzy at the moment. there has been certain events/incidents in adelaide that i can clearly recall but most of my days here are a blur. in two months' time, i would have finished my semester. where did the time go?

perhaps ppl who claim that old age causes memory loss got it wrong. when u are old, there are more significant events in ur life to recall and hold dear. therefore, when u forget, u forget the unimportant ones. like how i can barely remember uneventful days anymore.

in a few hours, it would have been a year since i stepped onboard tss and changed my world. it would have been exactly a year around NOW that i met someone from tss and became friends. it would have been the day when we had the tour of athens. it would have been the beginning of something new.

the other random but interesting night out, someone said this to me...
"no one dies a virgin because life just fucks you up"
now, isn't that a thought to ponder?

and in german...
niemand stirbt als jungfrau, denn das leben fickt jeden