rmb calvin? yupp he asked me to put more pics of him up here! so featuring the artistic shots of calvin.. hehe i think it looks pretty darn good...him smelling his girl's hair (:


and here's the pic of his gf too. haha it's kinda weird posting this pic up since i dunno calvin's gf. but she should get credit for the artistic shots of calvin right? haha duncha think they look oh so sweet tog?!?!




just one test and one exam to go. so i suppose today is the veery last of last spanish 1A. im gonna miss all my classmates so much. sobx. makes me feel like not going for tss so i can still be in spanish 1B for next sem. imagine when i come back after a year and i've to join a NEW spanish class. oh and today's role play was so hilarious. the boys love cross-dressing and executing synchronised dance moves ever so cutely. ahh i should have brought my cam to class today. damn!!!!!!!!

and then it dawned upon me
it couldnt have been so sudden
he had to let go
he gave up
and the more i thought about, the more i believed it
so that would leave me

being unwanted.



wouldnt it?
so what would all these mean anymore?
all these justifications for filling this empty space would mean nothing.

do u believe in pure coincidence?

or do u think there's a higher power at work?


u know how at times when u feel like stabing urself in the stomach cus u just cant stop puking or eat/drink anything?
and then all of a sudden someone from a long way back and far away tells u
'u've been reminded off outta the blue'
and then u stop thinking.
get up from bed and from moping around in sickness-induced depression
start doing some reading for ur major essay due next week

do u believe in pure coincidence then?




well this week is gonna be the most hectic week of the sem. seriously my schedule is filled with things that need to be done. and it wasnt much help that i fell ill over the weekend. yup and i worked on sunday. i think it lifted my mood. i really like my workplace. (: anw this week is looking at spanish role-PLAY (that i've yet to memorise the bloody script) + THREE tests + one spanish FINAL EXAM + intl studies 2500 word MAJOR essay due. o.m.f.g. good luck to me. and no, i havent even started studying for any of them yet. so fucked fucked fucked up huh? well i guess i got most of my research done for the essay. now i just gotta start writing up on it. doesnt look like time is on my side. maybe its time for 6 hrs sleep day again. gosh i havent done that since alevels days, i dun think my ageing body can take the toll anymore.....



p/s: happy 20th nicbabyy! much loves. xoxo (:

im terribly sick.
boo!!!
i even had to skip work.
HAH.

btw, don't the oyster shots look fucking delicious? YUMS.
errrrm. im a bit delirious at the mo.
from all the puking last night.



so...
pics from thurday night at alma.
yeah and on fri i couldnt stop puking.
knn. i even puked after pirates 3 at the cinema. no and it wasnt cus johnny/orlando/keira werent hot enough. they were!

hello peru!

peru is less than a month away!! everything's confirmed. i got my air tix and insurance and vacinations and confirmation from gen-acts. and silly me thought all along that it'll be hot in peru cus u know..i thought it was near the equator and all so it'll be like sg/msia weather. and i just found out yesterday, much to my dismay that it'll be winter over there. 11-17 degrees!!! omfg. i'm so so so silly! so i won't be escaping the aussie winter afterall!
i am very excited for peru and i know it'll be a good change and a much needed time away. but regardless of the number of times i've lived alone or travelled alone, i'm still afraid for peru. i mean, i really really wanna go for it but there's always the fear of the unknown and unpredictable events. i know at the end of it i would have forged new friendships and had a fantabulous time as usual. but still....it's just that feeling.....ahh well.

i think i must be under stress because i cant stop eating!!! i was supposed to sit myself down the whole of yesterday to complete my essay which is worth 50% btw. but i got distracted half way and went grocery shopping buying all the snacks i could afford to get my hands on. its terrible. and i've been snacking non-stop!!!! im acting like a fucking spoilt pig. really. finally finished my essay an hour ago and its crap. really. i feel so dejected. i couldnt be bothered re-doing it. but it reads like fuck. serious. i think it's the worst essay i've written since. it's not distinction material. but it's ok to not get a distinction this once right? cus i seriously couldnt be fucked. i know i should because its not as if my course is the hardest one and i should really be able to with half the effort. but im seriously half-heartedly attending uni now. see! i get bored so easily. i need to get away. im just giving excuses for myself really.


ok if it all doesnt make sense to u.
i dun blame u.
my whole head is in a mess right now.
can't wait for the hols.
evermore concert!!! (:
flight to peru. long transits to cosy up with a good mug of coffee and a good read.
macchu pichu to see.
new people to meet.
it'll all turn out well, or so i tell myself each day.

mel (:

susanna is MAD

just us 3.

so these are my 2 colleagues at work that i'm closest to. (: they are HILARIOUS. susanna works on the floor with me and mel is in the kitchen (boss's daughter ok?). they say the stupidest and funniest things ever. goshh!!! they i'm going to miss when i quit ): i honestly like working as a waitress u know. all the jobs i ever had, i like waitressing the best. i dunno why i enjoy it so much. although i complain that im tired and stress etc, i still like the job. maybe i should just be a waitress all my life!!! open a teeny-weeny quaint cafe and just work there all my life. why?!?! i should just quit school now.


anw i realised im gonna be so BUSY the next few weeks!!!! GRRRRRRRRRR!
this thurs- politics 3000 word essay due AND spanish assignment due (i've completed none of this!!)
next tues- spanish role play (we've yet to practice or memorise our script)
next fri- spanish exam!!!!!! ahhh...
following mon- international studies 2500 word essay due
sometime after- history 3000 word essay due.


it just keeps on going on and on. sometimes i wish i had exams. i'm so much better at memorising and regurgitating! haha...all those o' levels and a' levels training ok? sheesssssh


oh i've got tons of pictures taken on my new cam!!! but too fucked to upload them yet. soo.........

ok ok im gonna stop procastinating and do my essay!!!!!!

D>R>A>M>A

work-related again!! traci (the "manager" from the previous drama) picked a fight with a customer!!!!! omfg *faints* and that guy happens to own a restaurant as well and he says he knows ppl in the business and will spread bad things about our place if she doesnt get fired!!!!! albeit he was slightly drunk cus he said he would pay fabs one thousand to have a fired there and then. plus he even knew frank's nephew...so he was complaining on and on. shouting vulgarities here and there in front of customers. tsk tsk. adults can't behave can they? traci aso ended up crying, it seems to be a weekly routine and she threatened to leave since she always gets the blame for things but im sure she'll rock up today, which also is beginning to seem like a weekly routine. anw, it ended up being a rather long night. but at least i got pretty alright tips (:





oh well..i dunno why my bloody laptop skin is taking forever to arrive. i cant wait for its arrival. come, baby, come (:

back to the topic of politics at work. rmb how i said i somehow ignited a huge drama?!? well..sorta started it. amazingly, i'm the middle person now. boss and tracey not talking to mel and suzie but both sides talk to me and bitch. wow. wow. wow. i dun get any blame??!?!?!??! see, i told u its not my fault. oh well...politics at work. what's new? i just dun enjoy it thats all.


honestly, i hate people bitching. it amazes me how someone can go on and on forever about the same fucking issue...a minor issue in fact that doesnt really affect me or my life. please only bitch to me if it's something fucking hilarious or amazingly stupid or something REAL skanky. but please dun talk to me about someone that said something annoying. that's all minor stuff. im pretty damn sure there are more impt or interesting issues in life alright?

woots woots. im so proud of my cousin! he got into some masters engineering in logic programme at MIT. like wtf!!!!?!?!?! he's going to be the youngest in his class and they only accept 30 students worldwide every year. what does that say?!!?! goshh! i would VERY much like to believe that genes run in the family (i dun care what you think!) HAHAHA.

http://web.mit.edu/mlog/program/index.html
go look at the course! look at the requirements! look at the ppl accepted. omfg!!!!!!
reminder: genes run in the family ok?
*pouts hopefully* -> how do u pout hopefully? HAHAHA


and im really spending waaaaayy too much. i spend every single day i tell...
some days a few hundred.
sometimes thousands (purchases of air tix and tech gadgets)
it's all the online shopping fault! rawwh! but i really love prettifying my mac and nano.
DENISE! are u reading this? the site u gave me is so GORGEOUS. ahh!! i want so many skins now. *this is where u start feeling guilty btw*



on another different note,
i find it sooooo amusing when ppl lie to me and then i find out.
yes i find it utterly amusing.





i so should get started on my bloody essay. this weekend is gonna be filled and i won't have time for uni work.
note to self: stop shopping! start essay-ing already!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant stop spending, can i?

i bought my mac a skin. hehe it's called peacock party
i'll post it up once i receive!!!!
how exciting!!!!
they have so many pretty designs (:
go check it out below!!!

http://www.garskin.com/?part=5e5ada74

i <3 concerts

omfg. there are soooooo many concerts coming up in adelaide. gosh. who knew adelaide so happening?
HAHAHAHA

i heart sneaky sound system. everyone should go listen to sneaky sound system!! seriously. i intro-ed them to liz and she L.O.V.E.D. it too (: woots woots. and they're having a concert here this weekend. should i go?!?!!!

and then there are these ppl performing here sometime soon too...
missy higgins
evermore
eskimo joe
jet
little birdy
gwen stefanie

and i really really heart them all. I LIKE!!!!!!!!
but then..
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


sigh.



special mention for charbabyy:
i heart u too!
miss yah gorgeousness skanky lil slut ass.

eowch.

politics and drama at work.

partly my fault. i mean i sorta instigated it. SORTA! oh well tracey (the acting manager cus she claims she's gonna be promoted to co-manager soon but she has an ultra adorable 2 year old daughter called clare and she's on one year older than me, mind you) cried when patricia (frank -the owner- 's wife) and melanie (frank's daughter) confronted her. are u confused yet? well basically it was all due to the stress on sunday's lunch. it was crazy!! we were so overcrowded!!!! anw the point is i told mel and pat over sushi lunch break at 4pm (yes my lunch was at 4pm) about something that occured during the lunch not knowing they would be appalled and upset over the whole thing and went to pick a drama with tracey. gaaaah! so u see, it's not really my fault and i hope frank and tracey won't blame me for it!
tsk tsk i cant stand drama man!!!!
bitching and gossiping.


oh well, anw i told frank that i would be leaving in a month's time. and i felt so sad. cus i really liked that place and the people although i get so tired after work. they're fun to hang out with. hmmm..oh well ):

calvin requested me to "promote" or feature him on my blog. he claims he is damn LENG CHAI ie. cute. what do u reckon? i should get pai for actually posting this. but then again i nvr said he was and it is him praising himself and his fren over there. HAHA. oh well...there u go.




oh and i also promised to mention kah wai here. so i just wanna complain that he is ALWAYS eating such good food in kl and he is ALWAYS posting them on his blog AND i'm fucking jealous and hungry because of him. so there...

a really random post but...


hehe.

tgif.

and i really mean it.

this week has been one hectic one. all thanks to the one good getaway i had last weekend. so glad my spanish test is OVER. it was tougher than the previous one and i barely had time to check my grammar for the essay. oh well. on a positive looking note, i paid for my return fare to peru already. excited!!!! just to get away for 2 whole months. i'm being rather sceptical about my capabilities to actually teach kids english though. my spanish sucks. i mean...for example, i met a couple of spanish dudes on kangaroo island..ok let me diverge a little...there were 4 of them and they were travelling the WORLD. yes the whole fucking world. plus they were riding those cool big black bikes! they've been on the road for one year and a half. that's like omfg crazy and i LIKE and i WANT. so anyway, when they told me they were from spain, i immediately jump into practising my limited spanish. and i sucked. i had to make them repeat themselves a couple of times!!! i was better off communicating in english with them in the end. so doubts doubts doubts. but it'll still be a good experience i reckon!


and i'm spending money like there's no tmr. and i have absolutely no self-control. i bought myself a new camera. on ebay mind u. so im hoping i got a good deal. it's a really slim 6.0 mp one. so...im intending to sell my old FAT cam and my shuffle online. yes i got a nano too. but i havent used it yet. neither have i used my new cam. sheesh. i buy new stuff and let them lie around. fuck!!! im justifying it by having to fill this void with material needs. i hope i dun turn into one of those ppl....u know..THOSE ppl.


my visa problems are NOT settled yet. and more probs are coming up. i can't get my subject confirmation from my fac. i hate doing all these admin work. stressful week of running around and skipping classes. fucked up eh?


so im really glad its the weekend and i get a little breather. and i say little cus im working all weekend. well not really. just tonight, tmr night and whole of sunday cus its fucking mom's day supposedly. i dun celebrate it, do YOU? sheesh i better get good tips that day.

sorry for being so bitchy and grumpy.


but seriously,

i have so much on my hands.


gotta start on my politics essay this weekend as well. sigh



one more month....

pics overload!!!!

my weekend escapade at kangaroo island.
there are close to 200 pics so beware. but they're all so gorgeous. i can't help it. (:
click below!!!!

http://www.flickr.com/gp/76306864@N00/si3ku2

i miss diving!!

yayy!! nic sent me our similans diving photos from last dec..WOOTS check out my hot divemaster. hehe. too bad he's taken huh?


anw i'm so sick of uni. i've so much to do the next few weeks and i absolutely hate sorting out my plans for exchange. FUCKING troublesome and confusing. gets me all frustrated and worked up!!! rawwwhh.

comparative major due
spanish test on fri

plus i gotta make up for my working hours over the weekend.



and i am so sick of u guys too. i dunno why.







something funny i overheard in uni...cracked me simone and ellen up so much!

why do ppl take the lift to the gym to use the stairmaster?
why do ppl drive to the gym to run on the treadmill?

OMFG.
totally true.

yes i absolutely love camwhoring on my lovely lil mac with my favouritest ju.
this was last wednesday. a pathetic one hour meet up in uniSA.
outdated but i had no internet for a few days. haha.

i went for a quick run earlier after a looong hiatus due to work and uni as well. actually im just finding all sorts of excuses such as weather and such to not run. which is bad. cus i realised how good i felt after a run again. anyway, i dunno where i heard this before BUT i want to be fit to the T!!!! plus calvin is aiming to look like one of the 300 boys now. i should aim for an awesome body too!! lemme think who can be my role model. practically any hollywood stars i suppose. hehe FIT. but then again so many of my ex kayak teammates are training for marathons and what-nots. i feel so fucking UNfit man. grrrrr.

anw im ebaying and looking for a good cam to buy. cus my cam now sucks to the fucks. i need a good one to take videos (with sound!!) of my travels in the coming months. hopefully no one outbids me!!!!! hmmph.

tmr is gonna be our impromptu group presentation for international studies tut. yupp..we havent consolidated our stuff nor met up to discuss anything. amazing huh? we just allocated topics last night. luckily its only worth 10%.

and i hope to get off work this weekend. i wanna go kangaroo island!!! and cam whore with the wild animals. HAHA.

this is sucha random post!

p/s: remind me to run ok?