a-double d-i-see-tee

my caffeine and nicotine fix.




what's next?


goodnight is not the end.

it feels like i just lost one of my best friends. do u think that ppl become close through obligations. like my ex boyfriend feels like my best friend because i tell him everything. but would he be my best friend if he wasnt my boyfriend to begin with. i miss having someone to run through my daily routine with. to take note of whats going on. to be proud of me. i cant do that to u now. doesnt feel right somehow. i still do ramble on about the happenings but not one person knows every single detail. i spread out the anecdotes because it's too tiring repeating myself. u get what i mean. there's no one single person im supposed to tell. i have to share the stories around. ok fine. it's ranting. i reckon my blog shall be my bf then. since i ramble on and on here anyway. but even so, some stuff are just not meant for world wide web u know.

ok enough.

i've got fucking tons of research to do. and i bloody hate the internet for not churning out the info i want!!!!

and i screwed up my spanish for a bit there on thurs. yup.

and i think i'm being underpayed/cheated by my boss.

and i can't wait for the freaking hols.

and i need to get away.

hello peru.

hello greece, portugal, panama, ecuador, tahiti, new zealand, australia (again), china and hk.

tramorse loves

i went horseback riding yesterday with hieu and valda and 2 other girls (: heaps and heaps of fun. i got outta work and it was so hilarious. but anw it was all worth it cus i love my white horse tramorse. he was a little naughty initially but i still adore him. i was super scared at first cus the horses look so huge and i feel so vulnerable and tall on the saddle. oh well it was exciting!!!! i should have learnt riding when i was young. i feel a deprived childhood. HAHA.



this is tramorse. my new found love babyy.
p/s: dear carol, i dun trot. but my tramorse does. hehe.



dinner at glenelg afters. jo and dave came along as well.

of prettiness

i think im still in love with u ( my nose stud i mean) haha


of flip flops and heels thru the night


and so fri night was spent on top of a hill
overlooking the gorgeous night lights
would u wanna be here with me
right at this mo
i could live like this forever
me and my music
and the view of bright city lights from afar.

as promised

friday night out

it was a fantabulous night out with valda, tabitha (valda's visiting fren from sg), hieu and of course my housemate jo. oh and sharms came by as well. haha it was much laughters and loves. kudos to me being mad that night. it was just one of those crazy days where i feel like entertaining ppl (with my wonderful singing, of course) haha. i dun have many pics..waiting for valda to send them to me *hint* cus her cam is so much better than mine. i think i should get a better cam. anw, here is a preview of whats to come.


that's tabitha. i dunno how to spell her name. she's from scgs as well yayy!! and she's red.


awww cutie!!!!


at hieu's balcony. there's a gorgeous view in the back. but my cam sucks. can't capture anything.

dead beat

my first blog post on my gorgeous macbook. hehe *grins* well i do need a laptop in the end for my tss voyage right? anyway lack of posts and pics cus i've been terribly busy with WORK WORK WORK. almost everyday this easter break. my frail body feels like crashing on me sometimes. haha jk. it's not that bad. just that i've gotta complete my hist essay and assignment on time. and stop ffk-ing my friends. i've got no social life at this rate i reckon. oh well! nothing interesting been going on lately. except that my nose is doing really well. and i still think its cute although im kinda not excited about it anymore. gosh!! my excitement span is uberly short. cus i'm not deliriously happy over tss anymore. albeit im still kinda proud but im not excited. sheeesh. not even excited with the 5000bucks scholarship i'm getting from them. haha yes. u read that right. i got it. but that was 3 days ago. stale news. baaaaah. im not even excited with the new lappie. im just very distracted by it..playing around and downloading as many albums i can!!!!! hehe. so much for concentrating on hist essay which btw, is on witchcraft. very interesting and frightening at the same time esp when im doing my research and readings at night. boo!

destruction comes with a powerful sense of relief.
as you let go of something, there's always a matching feeling of excitement for what lies ahead.
you have to get lost in order to find something new.
you've got to lose control at some point.
every end is a starting point.
and every imperfection sets us free.
-peter griffen

mclaren vale

at the mclaren farm market

lavender lemonade (yums!) and fresh strawberries

ooh lovely flowers (:

some yummy-looking lemon meringue pie. i ate part of it already. haha


gorgeous view at kay brothers

stepping down into the cellar

ancient radio (:

peep into the oustide world

barrels and barrels of wine

silly sam (the dog's name) chewing on PLASTIC. he's fat as well.

me heart wine


kay brothers winery


lavender farm- distillation of lavender oil

fragrant haystack. hehe.

us acting silly!


i dun rmb this boy's name. but look at the silly-looking kangaroo!!

lavenders lavenders everywhere

pretty trail

hugh hamilton

deliriously happy

i don't think i can remember the last time i was this happy. i'm not even talking about weed-happy or alcohol-induced joy. it's truly a happy happy happy feeling. omfg. et got freaking accepted into tss (www.thescholarship.com).

and it's true. things come in drives. here i am elated as can be about being accepted. and my dear han ting in sg got accepted into nus for aerospace engineering or sth like that. and my beloved char is having her last paper tmr before her well-deserved holidays. so tonight i'm talking with 2 of my dearest friends and we're all happy together...for ourselves and for each other.

days like these. the world seems more beautiful.
almost kaleidoscope-like.

cam-whoring with my favourite babe, ju-lear. and i pierced my nose!!!!!!!!!!! see if u can spot the before and after shots. hahaa.





my boss' wife gave this huge m&m easter egg on sunday. (: how sweet of her right?

the naked m&m. hehehehehee

i cracked it open to reveal cute little m&ms (: haha. i'm so self-entertaining.

hamlet.and.karaoke.

woots. my easter break has been rather eventful. not one dull moment. either i'm busy working OR i've been attending the hamlet play (yes shakespeare, et is cultured afterall) OR going over to ju lear's for delicious 'mee hoon kueh' and some 'chor tai ti' OR singing to my heart's content at karaoke (buddha bar is really gorgeousness...each room has a diff theme and decor. we went to 'china doll' and 'elvis').