london

hmm..i came back from school early today. had cramps. boohoohoo. so didn't go for training today. circuits today. won't be training this whole week. til next tues. oops. bad. by the time i get back to training, i'll be damn weak lar. omg..why am i worrying about training? izzit so part of my life now? i guess so.

can't wait to get back to kl this wed. although i'm not looking forward to the actual reason i'm going back but it's a good break from my busy schedule. ahhh..just can't wait to meet up with my darls...we're gonna partyyy! haha. and have good food and gossip and bitch and laugh our asses off! i dunno...the crazy things we do. will be back in college on tues. dun miss me. hah.

i really wanna go to london for university. i dunno why..but i'm just attracted to the hustle and bustle of the life there. i wanna live in london and know the city. but it's impossible to go there. it's so darn expensive!!!! in the end, i guess i'll end up doing a twinning programme in kl and then melb? yeah...that's the current plan in my head. *shrugs* melb is much more affordable than uk or us. i might not be even able to afford melb..wtf. but i gotta experience another country's life besides kl and s'pore.and melb is the most probable choice. although deep down in my heart, i wish it was london.

how good it feels to dream, to strive to achieve it, constantly improve, compete with heart and ultimately, excel gracefully.

aww...surprise!

so..stacy's party at spizza @holland v on tues turned out well. it was like the first time meeting up with the 4se bunch (besides the stick-sisters which i meet up quite often) after leaving scgs. haha and it was fun! everyone somehow is different YET the same. it's hard to describe. i miss those old times. glad we still could click and laugh at each other like it was just yesterday that we left scgs. oh well...stacy was super touched and she couldn't stop crying. hahaha..it was a good surprise as she only expected to have bdae dinner with farrah but we pop out all of a sudden with a cake!!! so sweet of us rite? hehe. and we ate soo much i tell u but the food was great lar..lemme see..we had this 'orgasmic' choc cake with marzipan at the bottom, pizzas which were delicious with very thin crusts, cranberry juice. later we went to crystal jade for the xiao long bao. yummy!!!!!! and i think i grew fatter too!!!!

aiyaa..my no meat diet isn't exactly working out as planned. sheesh....i just had fried chic wings!!!!!

anyway...sarah dear...no hard feelings ok? wat i wrote was like long time ago and it WAS how i felt but u know..after awhile..then i think and reflect...it's nothing lar..no one's fault etc etc. it's just the way things should be and should go thru. (: so yay! love yah too!

my friends rock my world!

exactly one week ago i met lisa for an impromptu dinner in town. had pasta at the yummy pasta place at taka..forgot the restaurant's name. it was great meeting her again after soooooo long. we just talked and talked all the way. i think we hogged the seats for an hour plus...ppl came, ate, left, came, ate, left..and we were still there. i think some ppl got a little pissed...but who cares?!?!? walked aimlessly around orchard rd..just talking...til we got too tired and plonked our pretty asses on one of heeren's benches. AND we continued talking and talking..see! we haven't seen each other in so long that we had sooo much to catch up on!!!!! it felt good to be able to share stuff with her knowing that she wouldn't judge me or anything.

my friends..i can't live without. without them, i dun think i could have survived this cruel world til today. so..i would like to thank all these ppl who have been there for me during the toughest times of my life as well as the happiest. thanx for lending a listening ear and patience to tolerate my temper etc. thanx for laughing with me and crying with me. thanx for just being in my life.

- wanfong, hasbe, choryee, pris, emily [kl ppl]

- teikzhen, kienji, minghui, yeekiat [cjch guys]

- chuifen, poi, jo [cjch gals]

- lisa, nicole, serene [scgs: stick-sisters]

- charmaine, sarah [kayakers]

- edwin

p/s: musicfest tonight! can't wait! oops! i'm late. hope char doesn't kill me!hehe..