i nvr knew.

boo hoo hoo.
i wrote this freaking long poem thingy for my entry and it did't appear. bleah. wrote it two nights ago. it was really reflecting all my emotions ad wat i felt at that time. ow i can't recall liao. wtf. but i'll still try...

all i ever thought to gain from this job was money only
it was an experience
nine days of work
in three weeks.
i never thought that
so much more could be gained.
meeting many new people
friendships growing
all those laughter
smiles
jokes
just getting to know each other.
i never thought i would miss it
i mean
it was tiring
exhausting
sometimes terribly annoying.
there were bitching gossiping
and even politics.
i left last saturday night
nvr thought i would be
that damn sad.
i hate leaving..
people or places or things.
it makes leaving harder
when u can't say goodbye.
i'm missing u
it's been awhile since i met someone
who could make me smile
make me laugh
make me just so wanna talk to u
and open up.
i guess i'll nvr see u again
but i had fun.