hihi!!

be strong jonny.

one thought really springs to mind right now:


"Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all."
-Alfred Lord Tennyson


hmmm, i think that has to be the biggest load of SHIT i have ever heard in my life. i mean how do people even take this guy seriously, with a name like "alfred lord tennyson"? who the hell has "lord" in the middle of their name? most "lords" come in front right? bish.

... she doesnt even care! my mouth is full of bitterness now.

wooo... went jamming with the sonnies today, and it was definately the best session we've ever had. it was so easy, all it took was an agreement on the song to play prior to meeting and a bit of preparation beforehand.

in the past we would just all turn up at the studio with no idea of what to play (or with all our own individual ideas) and would end up playing rubbish. I managed to record the songs on my zen micro, i left some the rubbish nonsense before and after the actual song in the track to capture the very retarded atmosphere you get whenever the sonnies get together haha.

today was also MUCH better because it saw the return of our dear dickie head drummer, tan huang ming who just completed bmt. certainly better than having tofu try and play drums. all we need now is a proper singer haha.

anyways we played 'Love is only a feeling' by The Darkness, awesome song. i knew this song better than the rest so i got to play lead guitar, which i dont do very often. v fun:)

after that we played 'Creep' by Radiohead. it was a spontaneous thing, i didnt know how to play it so bryan and tofu taught me on the spot. luckily its very easy.


go download the songs and have a listen! tell me what you think! (right-click, "save as")


The Sonnies - Love is only a feeling (The Darkness cover).mp3


The Sonnies - Creep (Radiohead cover).mp3

was happily surfing around when i was abrubtly disconnected from the inet. after 10min of head scratching and numerous restarts, i walked over to my study where i found this:



my cat was having a nice nap, using my wireless router as a warm bed. seems that her belly was blocking the signal:/

she looks a bit 'pek chek' at being woken up huh? pets can really add colour to ur (otherwise, lonely, gloomy) day:)

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"I expect to pass through this world but once,
any good I can do, or any kindness that I can show,
let me do now, for I shall not pass this way again."
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i took this short passage from one of those 'inspirational' type of posters during my unit's community service at a children's home in sembawang. that was about a month ago. i usually dismiss these kinds of posters as being a bit silly, impractical and wishy washy. but this particular one struck a chord in me. i saved it in my handphone and forgot about until tonight.

gets u thinking this one...

went to kai's trifac party last night. company was good, music was good (though im the only one thought so), and so was pretty fun. i drank quite a bit more than usual, drinks were so cheap! strange thing is, despite the alcohol i didnt get as high as would have wanted and normally do. strangestrangestrange. being high is all in the mind (wow tt rhymes! hahaa).

i always feel a bit weird the day after clubbing.

die la. i just bought a copy of "frozen throne" yesterday. the implications of this are pretty huge, i can now play DotA at home. so im returning back to my old loser sec2 (eh wait, im still a loser) days of playing games nonstop. all the good and constructive things i do at home will be ignored from now on: my hygiene levels will drop and ill have dandruff, BO and bad breath; ill ignore my meals and grow skinny and fat (weight down, % fat up), ill lose touch with all current affairs; ill shun social contact; and ill stop washing my car. hahah wtf.

s0 what was today's gaming experience like? damn stupid. playing online with weirdos sucks, it took me about 1hr and several attempts before i got a real game going, all the previous attempts were false starts, with people leaving midway etc.

and then the worse thing, the idiots u play with. a very typical conversation will be like:

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idiot1: "wtf man"
idiot1: "wtf didnt u stun him?"
idiot1: "fucking noob, so slow reaction"

idiot2: "stfu*"
idiot2: "i wasnt the one who died"
idiot2: "look whos talking, ur the fuking noob"

me: "eh relax la its just a game"

idiot1: "fuck off la useless sk** noob"

idiot2: "i 1v1 u la"

idiot1: "come la"

idiot2: "come la"

idiot1: "come la"

idiot2: "humji is it?"

etc. etc.

*shut the fuck up
**skeleton king, my character.


curse DotA's addictiveness. i shd just stick to playing in lanshops with my friends. but now i already have the urge to go back and play somemore. die lah......

bleah. i'm a mix of emotions these days. sadness/anger/confusion and sometimes "ah just fuck it all". the only thing in common is that they are all negative.

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anyways this website made me smile for awhile, http://studentssketchpad.blogspot.com. its basically a weekly comic strip about singapore school life. and it is *REALLY* hilarious. i think all of us can relate to the comics there. the drawing i must say is superb. kinda makes me remember how i used to draw comics back in primary sch. i still have a whole stack of exercise books of drawings and stuff.

i wished i had continued to draw. if im forced to name one talent i have (coz i actually have none) it would be drawing (im certainly better at it than sports haha). but sad to say like everything else, i never developed it.

ah well, GO AND READ IT NOW and have a great laugh.