hihi!!

these are tumultuous days. i didnt need this to happen.

i dont think im big enough of a person to hold back certain things. if im right (and i always am. haha), i cant seem to let whatever the issue is go without stamping my foot down, driving my point and securing unconditional victory.

so now i feel like shit, coz i held back and didnt want things to escalate. its hard keeping my mouth shut.

is it always about me? i sure hope not. i dont think so. i dont humour unless i think its really needed. like i said im just not big enough a person.

My dream kart: CRG Road Rebel

haha case sent me this pic from our karting outing. went for 3 sessions. 1st session the track was wet, the other two was dry. the past few times i went karting it was raining and driving was just a big exercise of self control. forgot how shiok dry driving was haha.

if u look at closely at the pic, you can see im turning right, but im steering left (opposite lock) coz needed to control the oversteer (so called power-slide). also notice that my right foot (accelerator pedal) is depressed. i used to spin a lot coz it is instinctive for people to lift off the throttle and brake when the kart slides. then usually end up spinning around.

haha i really sound like some irritating know-it-all, but cant help it i just like talking about driving too much! ah!!

argh. its 0008hrs and i am STARVING. will go and drive to the 24hrs cold storage at holland v. sianzz. plus ive got work tmr. sigh.

on a happier note (not for him) davis will be returning back to work tomorrow, having recovered from his car accident haha.

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corduroy and finch: a damn f*king nice restaurant. truely excellent food.

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kailyn showed me serene's blog, and i think kai looks dammmnnn cute in this photo. hahaha. acbc :p



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to hon: ya think she has many pairs of shoes, was talking about these ones below. i read an article about them in 'urban' where they had a pic of the shoes u described. stupid urban... copy my fashion idea hahaha.

feeling quite woo liao now. so here is a pic of my shoes that hon requested heh.

fantastic pool. chlorine a bit strong though, very harsh on the eyes.

ferry ride!

nice score huh? didnt get to play in this one though


only decent group photo. team mates seem to enjoy pushing out or blocking my face in all the others ones:(

happy birthday singapore!!

leaving for hong kong tomorrow. dang gotta wake up at 0430. sigh.

see u all soon!

wow. do you ever remember what it feels like to just wake up from a dream? for an hour or so after the dream you feel really weird and surreal, and happy in a way. for those few moments, your life feels like some sort of cool adventure. had one of those big momentous dreams this morning.

and then after time passes you usually forget what you dreamt about and lose the nice weird feeling. sigh. wish i could have that feeling everyday. reminds me of some lines from a song:

"When I'm dreaming I'm guided to another world
Time and time again
At sunrise I fight to stay asleep
Cause I don't want to leave the comfort of this place
Cause there's a hunger, a longing to escape
From the life I live when I'm awake"

hormones are powerful. they dont even have to be yours to piss you off.

bloggers should be allowed to say anything without fear of reprisal:)

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to help me out of my foulish mood, i shall do a quiz from hon's site. realize its more fun to do quizzes than to read other ppls.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jon/ jon chan
2. jon jon
3. jonathan
(theres more)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. reasonably fit
2. currently quite tanned
3. not too short (1.77m)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. chicken chest
2. big nose
3. ought to be taller (sister is 1.72m. i bet all guys with sisters that tall are at least 1.8m, sian)

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. dad teochew
2. mom hokkien
3. mom's mom is peranakan

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. dirty tiles, moss, algae , grot etc. i might be slightly germophobic haha
2. exams
3. pretty girls

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. sleep
2. food
3. umm, toilet

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. shorts
2. nothing else
3. nothing else

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. the darkness
2. guns n roses
3. linkin park

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. love is only a feeling
2. get your hands of my woman
3. sweet child o' mine
4. growing on me (had to include a fourth)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. respect
2. love me, love my pets, urine, shit, ticks, fleas and all
3. physical attraction (hah)

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. eh lazy to think
2.
3.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. pretty face (essential)
2. toned bod
3. tanned

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. sleeping
2. day dreaming
3. going online

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. drive a ferrari
3. have 1 trillion dollars

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. doctor (hah, too late, your laziness killed that dream)
2. f1 driver (i have all the talent, just waiting for my big break hahaha:p)
3. vet (same as 1.)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. maldives
2. cayman islands
3. thailand

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. keisha
2. denise
3. bunny (i dont like guys)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. skydive. eh wait ive done that
2. say bye to all my loved ones
3. own a ferrari

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i like cars
2. i like females
3. i dont take 4 years to pee

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i can be quite sensitive
2. i can take 40mins to bath
3. i relatively perceptive about ppls feelings (but doesnt necessarily mean i care about them)

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. fiona xie
2. maggie q
3. rebecca tan (the lee hwa and haach girl)

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. anybody
2. everybody
3. time to sleep!