"Why you want to transfer to EA?"
(I feel that I'm not competent enough)
"You say you are not competent enough for the job, you are the 1 who assess or I'm the one assess?"
(You)
"Why you did not come to talk to me or discuss with me when you plan to transfer out?"
(I did talk to the manager, Icy Jie)
"Why you betray your promise during the interview?You are the one promise to stay in IA right? I did tell you everything for the IA deparment right?You say you are happy with that, but at the end?"
(I say I'll try my best for the job, but if i found it is not suitable, I will quit)
"Why can't you wait patiently. Every industry have the up and down session, the department was set up officially at 1 January 2011, just 6 months. You just stay for 3 months and then you say you want transfer. Have you put yourself in my situation? Restaurant will open everyday but not until they know they have the customers. They will keep their business run. So as here, we recruit people no when we have job, we will recruit and be ready for the job before the job is in"
(.................erm................)
"Did you learn all the things of IA? Why you just can't be patient abit? You the 1 who told me planning to go for IA course right? You haven't assigned any IA job, then you conclude and make the decision that you don't like and cannot contribute, it will affect your impression to me, I don't think you are reliable."
(................erm................)
(After i quit motors' interim, I have been AT. I go ask Papa and Icy Jie everyday whether need my help? They say don't need and I can't help much. Then they say already told kak mala to assigned job for us, but with the condition "will be pulled out immediately if there is any IA job come in". Thus, Kak Mala also don't dare to assigned us.)
"Why you didn't come to talk to me for this? I could go find kak Nita and talk to her face to face. If they don't dare to put you all in other job, then put on my job!Or we can allocate you to EA from July until April, and then back to IA after April, or any other alternative. I don't know what you all new generation think. Chose and transfer here and that. You know that you all are very lucky can choose this and that, during our time, we are not able to choose anything, even for the industry, we cannot to choose, we need to accept what they assigned to me."
(..........................erm.....................................)
"I'm not here to scold you, I just telling you your impression for me is not reliable. Nothing can be done without patient. Most your action plan is quite ok, just that you need to be more specific on your action plan......"
(.....................erm....................)
Conversation end with the forcible smile........
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Haihh..........You say I have a lot of alternative to choose, but, I did remember that my application form,
I did not put any tick on PLAS or IA.
Yup, I did agree with what you said. Anyone would think I'm not reliable because of betray my promise.
Actually, I remember clearly in the interview that, I just say "I'll try my best, if I found out is not suitable for me, I will quit, I could not answer you whether, I could stay how long for the firm, or the job"
Yup, I know that IA is a newly formed department, I should be more patient on that. But, can the firm be more patient for us also if we don't have any job and just come to office and take salary? And then can they assess us based on our department, do not care on those utilization rate? and also the non billable and AT? After I transfer out, then that I only know that there is separate assessment on IA ppl....
You also told me in the interview that, if EA peak, I'm able to transfer to EA to do EA job.But at the end, what it turn out? I have been put in Motor for Final and then pull out again because the other 1 ED say that they might be IA job come in during August. After pull out, then the job is not in. Then, I'll be AT again. Until I fully transfer out, then they put me in Motor again....Everyone is learning something since the date they join and what am I doing that time? Let people throw here and there.
And, this situation, cause me feel so uncomfortable and unstable............
I just hope my working life is stable a bit, not that everyday don't know what to do tomorrow and rushing to ask people for job........
No that I did not put myself on Icy Jie and PaPa situation to think. I did and thus I feel very sad and guilty once I transfer out. But I promise to Icy Jie and PaPa if they need people for IA job, I'm willing to help them. This is because they treat me so good when I'm new for the firm.
Yup, you say that I could be distinguish from other people if I could touch both IA and EA. This is the only things that attract me during the interview. But, sometimes, I think that, people cannot be so greedy in some time, or, I'm not given the authority to be so greedy. The real situation for me on that time is, EA do not want me because with the "Pull out" condition, and IA want me, but so sorry to say that, the job is not available yet.
After transfer out, people that did not whether am I still in IA, the 1st things she ask me before book me on the job is
"you are currently IA or EA?"
what does this mean?
I have no comment on that....
M said "when people view your performance at the year end, look at what portfolio you have done or what things you know....you can try to talk to Icy Jie, she is ok 1......You can transfer out if you feel no suitable for you"
C said"transfer out la, you see your new senior, when join IA, also come in our Motors to do final, is not IA no good, is no job, you think la, which manager will take the people cause himself/herself into trouble? when you do things half way then u say u need to quite because of IA job"
J said" transfer out la.......then final u will with me again d...lol"
K said" People will expect you know certain things based on the date you join the firm"
(I'm not blaming anyone, but, I appreciate what you all told me)
Yup, I agree with you, everyone have their own path.
Sure you do not know my path.
You say that I could go to ask any manager for any job, and check be proactive to ask for the job.
But, how proactive can I be? I'm just a AA....
May be you are correct, I never go ask, how Am I know that whether there is yes or not?
I'm wrong in terms of not so familiar for this proactive things that I could done
And
I'm wrong in terms of did not get your advice before I make any decision to transfer out,
And,
I'm wrong in terms of making decision to say that IA is not suitable for me when I have no chance to touch any IA job before...
You say, you did a lot of things that is not within your job scope and did not expect any return on that.
So am I,
I didn't expect any returns for the things I done voluntary.
from the family, class or even my basketball team or even the audit team, since primary school until now...
I agree with you that, we can learn a lot from there.
You just have 1 interview section and 1 DP discussion section with me,
can you please be fair a bit and not so fast conclude that,
"I'm not willing to do more or do the things outside my job scope? or I didn't put efforts to ask for the job or I'm not reliable enough because of the transfer?"
I'm not blaming anyone.
In fact, I thanks her for telling me so much...
but I believe what my basketball coach told me before,
"if you just merely like to play basketball, you can go join basketball club rather than representative of the school, we are different from other because we have goals to achieve and not just merely play for fun"
This is so as what
C told me before, "You are interest on the job? or just come here to pass your 3 years? then after consider this, you could make your decision whether transfer or not...."
I think, that is not wrong for me to worry about my future career right?
I'm wrong that I should voice up during interview that time or I should told you this issues I faced when I'm in the department.
Well,
is not a big deals,
it is fine and it is ok......
I will learn from what you say,
and continue my way.......
Learn and growth.......
And,
Again, I'm not blaming anyone to ask me to transfer or ask me to stay...
I' ll be responsible on what I choose......
