skipped school today!

everytime i skip school, i will really guilty about it..but this time no!
haha you'll be surprise how come i'll be happy about such small things.
if it's something to be happy about bleah! i really should try to adjust my eq
standards, but its not something that can be done overnight yes? for now i guess
i just need a break.

will have the left over mapo tofu for breakfast...and potato soup.

basically i love being myself! the down to earth politic free me.

Can you believe it? i liked this guy for a whole 4 years and he just turn out to be a jerk! haha..its so ironic lor...i didn't believe when people hinted to me...all my tears , my joy all wasted..i feel like a fool honestly...haha..oh well i turned him away...when he finally paid attention to me. did i do it wrong? maybe i should pretend to be a nice person or something...but then again , its not as if i am going to see him everyday..so who cares?

1st guy- he like me but i don't like him

2nd guy-he says he likes me, but became another girl's boyfriend when she confessed her love for him.Then she broke up him when she knew..and made my life miserable for the rest of my schooling life.(thanks alot!)

3rd guy-after we confirmed each other, started going out, but it didn't work out. Felt bad for dumping him , becuz he didn't do anything wrong..and yes i made that clear...he could't accept it graciously...and we were on sour terms all the way till i withdrew from that school.

some people felt sorry for him..tried to ask me to patch back with him...but i refused.
they ignored me after that.

thsy tried to create a ridge between me and my clique , but they stood up for me(though we are not very close).

where is he? the one that is surppose to appear in my life...
next time when i actually meet him, im going to kill him for making me go through all this.
being in a all girl class is great, but i don't want to be a spinster :(((

wakaka...

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early childhood @ learning capital

to be honest i love my course! i've never imagine it to happen...we haven't really started on the course yet, so i can't really tell you much...we did little things here and there..and today we concentrated on apa citations , referencing etc....same old thing..teacher tried to drag time by giving us random activities, going through the lesson very very slowly(literally)...and she finally dragged it to 5. 40, the lesson was surpposed to end at 6. then she let us go.

some of my classmates are poly graduates so we got common topic to talk about.

might want to work in kindergarden instead of childcare in the future, but this mean i'll have to go retake my english...so that it'll be at least B4.

maybe it would be such a coincidence that i actually work in my old kindergarden that i attend,
tung ling kindergarden? haha..but i am not a christian so i don't think i will be admitted ba..since its a christian kindergarden.

but can try lor...

im really happy now....i don't know how my parents want me to express it so they'll know im happy..and sastisfied...but yes, im happy.

my parents just keep saying how unappreciative i am..
spoilt la..you see people...
you see this you see that...
but if i just say im grateful and thank you in return for those words they directed to me..it would be so meaningless rite?
so i don't know what they want me to do la
it doesn't matter when they know or not..god knows...
whether its jesus or whatever...
thank you god for making my wish come through...
i will not let you down. i promise.

nobody reads my blog anyway...
so im free to say whatever i want

hi..yup! everything is settled! so its 3 years of study..and by the time i finish the whole thing, i would be 25..i am actually considering going for a japan study trip to study japanese at one of the private institutions in japan...nothing much...just for the fun of it! to see the country , experience life there, and learn the language.

i have always dreamed of living in japan, so i'll make a trip there whenever i can:) i love japan
we'll see...

saw the modules , curiculum..not bad... i quite like it
we'll see abt tmr

i actually feel quite relieve now...
i guess my parent's only wish is for me to get a degree,
and they can watch me graduate..
i actually want to work first...
but my grandmother not getting any younger...
so no choice lor...
lets hope the degree course is not so long...
man university fees are so ex man..
i feel quite bad for my dad actually.
but whatever it is,
it will cost lesser than sending me abroad la...
so study lor...
i am able to get a refund from my previous school,
thank goodness

i can't waste any money anymore...
i will call tmr..to inform them about things...
shall not breathe a word about it to anyone until i get things settled