am i irritate? sarcastis?weird?retarded? ugly?stupid?and one last thing...very lcly?

hmm.. i wonder in this world...if there are anyone can telll me this truth.....seriously i wanna know..hmm..jean wei, yin-shyen , joan , wan chen, wang yeng aso....u ll are consider my best one.. i really hope u guys doesnot think that i am irritate..weird...sarcastis...ugly...stupid...and lcly....i really really hope so....i want to be bbf with u guys forever..especially jean wei and joan since we are from the same primary school...jean do u hate me? i wonder,...sometimes i don dare to  talk so much to you cause i scare u hate me more....i wanted to keep bbbf with u..and joan...joan and u..are so pretty..sometimes..i really don dare to face u all..i felt so shy to talk face to face with u both..haha dunno why..hahah....this is really what i felt to u both..never mind 210 almost over...i started tobe BBBBBBBBBFFFFFFFFFFFF FOREVER>>...i'lll change my flaws okay..promised .ya..love u all<3

why am i look so ugly...seriouslly. i wanna grow to be more pretty than now ...UGLY SHIT

i DONT LIk my eyes , since it look so damn small with single eyelip...h,mm...second, is my face..so damn fat....! lol..third is my teeth..o gosh..disgusting..why? why? i wan to be pretty..!!!!!!!!!!! my tummy so big and gosh...i cant face ppl..since i look so damn ugly..sad!

embarrassed moment

my guts or my stupidity? RIDICULOUS! today i went english tuition .thinking that the teacher will not be too angry  or she willl be nice, i ridiculously approached her , and ask what my mother  wanted me to ask......i asked her whether i can paid her half the month of the fees.....with a very very very ego voice, she answered me: sorry CANNOT' ok fine . this can be understand...only one that i can stand is she told me not to come next year...! FUCK !..........................u think u are the best teacher?  i respect you, so i ask you politely..and you barked at me in front of the crowd.. i felt so embarrase at the moment..trying to argue that i only wanted to ask her.....and  she said i skip  her class las 2 lessons....she said she don like students who are not interested in her lesson.OH HELLO! DID I SAY SO?!   WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl..! i tried to clam myself , showing a really sucks face to her..and told her , i went to singapore to attend my bro's wedding..she answered me..NOT HER BUSSINESS!.....so wat to do? she want me to attend tuition eventhough my bro wedding also not matter? i am really reallly incensed with the words she spilt out!....................she embarrased me infront of my friends....! i forced myself to hold my tears!>.........another sad thing is my bro said that i am so stupid , he said i should ask her after class.........okay..i am stupid ok..brainless ok.! i am so sad now!!!!!!!before i also planned to ask her after class, who knows she so BABEI ! this is the best tuition teacher, so if you cant find  one better than her, the only thing to do is to shut the fuck up, and be the ugly dog!i decided to wrote this here.to express my feeling since i cant write this in facebook....i dun wanna let others know... if u accidentally read what i have wrote....please don spread it..and eacher, so sorry to scold you here , i jus wanna express what i felt to get myself feel better!....eacher you have to understand me as a student and a daughter of my mother, the dillemma of what happened to me!

ima newbie .YAY!

hello, everybody.hmm..today is my first time on blog..my bro said that it was so noob( he is beside me).i think it is quite a good way to express my own emotion ,in conjuction, it can also be my secret diary.! mummy have ya..realised that i have all my secret here? are u reading now? hmm ima currently in singapore..tmorrow gotta wake up early back to ipoh.kinda sad=(......cause i needa back ipoh , start revising,have my hell life..urgggggggggg.i miss singapore..WHAT IS THE DATE today? ok today is 7/11/10..ohya.my mom birthday..i haven give her a warm kiss and hug..wait till she finished bathing i gotta give her one....quick .shy actually.YAWN!!!!!12.52 am dy gotta sleep...NITE !