Okay...my return shocked everyone. I came back becoz i forgot something. LOLs. I entered singapore 3 hours ago at 3:38am and I'll be leaving back to KL just in time to celebrate new year's there again. 5pm + 5 1/2 hours? haha.. LOLs...like ppl say...
"you think Singapore to KL like Pasir Ris to WOODLANDS issit? SIAO."
and we're moved successfully to the new house.
http://seantall.blogspot.com/2008/05/gorgeous.html
the view..
my room...still with lots of touching up to do
It's every kids dream to have this...haha..
but, dream on..hahaha..I'm still playing toys (:
i can bet most of you guys are shaking ur heads in disbelief at the moment...LOLs.
anyway, now that 2008 is coming to a close...i wanna reflect back the journey all the way back to january to december 2008 and yeah..reveal every pitfall and success and NAMES of the people involved througout my life in 2008.
**January**
I celebrated the beginning of the year in KL at the old home. Blew the poppers like it was nobody's business. Deep inside me were hopes that I would make it to poly and pass my O'levels for the 2nd time. I also helped my mum out in acclamatising my brothers to primary and secondary school life.
**February**
My O's came to my mailbox. I however got soo excited over it, i checked online. I passed everything except maths again. this time...it was no longer an E8 but a D7 but it was still not enough to meet the entry requirements into poly despite me scoring an agg of 22 from a 28 the previous year. I sat down the whole night in depression. thinking where I went wrong. i went back to KL. My mum particularly was upset. I was offered art & psychological courses in poly, one which i know i stood no chance in getting. Last options I had left were to apply DAE from polys or go straight into NS.
**March**
I applied for DAE at each one of the polys but each one rejected me. Then came RP...i applied for it with prior knowledge that somebody last year suffered the same fate that I was in and managed to get through. I was quietly confident. my mum asked me to start preparing for what I want to do after that if i didnt get it. on the 27 march 2008 at 10am. I went online and checked. I was accepted.
**April**
http://seantall.blogspot.com/2008/04/new-day-new-start.html
My first day in school. That was also the day I reopened my blogspot. I also took the time to do a peaks survey of myself and discovered many things. That month was also the month I got to know my class which was W15M better and the month I started to realise I could do well in poly because of the daily A's I was scoring.
**May**
I was in touch rugby IG. I also suddenly bumped into this girl on the way back from rugby training one night whilst going back with a classmate of mine one night. I bumped into her again 2 weeks later at the canteen. she asked for my communicator id...i told her to go search herself la. She did that added me 1/2 an hour after i returned from my breakout. her name is Aztina or Azzy in short. Manchester United also won the title and european title later that month. a roller coaster night that ended in tears of joy at my bestie tosh's house. Went for vacation after a good 8 weeks of school. I missed my W15M's during the hols.
**June**
Came back from holidays under major pressure as I wasnt doing well for my UT's.. I got closer to knowing Azzy and gaping to Azzy. A friend of her's tried to revive or reconcile the friendship...little did i know that friend of her's was developing feelings for me. At the end of the month, I screwed up my relationship with my W15M but doing something that was immature and out of order.
**July**
Things did not start well for me, I was filled with guilt during the 1st week and the only friends I had were both Azzy and Ain at that point of time. Ain later confessed to liking me, Azzy was upset so she decided to give Ain the right of way. Deep inside of me, I had feelings for neither. I was planning to patch back with my ex whom I had feelings for.
http://seantall.blogspot.com/2008/07/day-i-saw-her-smile-will-be-updating.html
http://seantall.blogspot.com/2008/07/goodbye-14th.html
I also finally got the camera phone I craved for. That was the day...14th July. she rejected. I also managed to get things back on track with my classmates but the guilt was still there. As a class, we did a prata party for an overseas student who was ending the semester earlier than usual also watched the Brazil vs Singapore match with bestie.
**August**
It was nearing week 16th. It was sad to actually have to separate with my semester 1 class. the rift that occured between me and my class actually bonded me to them in a manner I had never expected. I felt very sad but deep inside my heart...there will always be a piece of W15M and they will be remembered as the memorable yet sweet CLASS OF WISDOM (:
I reconcilled things with azzy and we got attached later that month. I also got my new class assignment and it was fearful when I looked at the list.
http://seantall.multiply.com/photos/album/2/W15M
**September**
It was fasting month, My gums swelled and there was pain. Turned out that it was my wisdom tooth. Extracted it for a costly $1000 per pair. My face swelled forcing me out for my first two absent days from school. My semester 2 did not start well at all. I was playing catch up and my laptop crashed on me at the perfect time. Sent it for repair and loaned myself a touch screen laptop. things were also not going rosy between me and Azzy either. We fought quite alot and the main topics for our arguments whether I was sincere in loving her and feelings for my ex. I admitted that I wasnt sincere and I felt pressurrized into going into the relationship in the first place. I called for an end to that relationship citing fights and arguments as reasons why I wanted to end it. The happiness and joy of this month is the fact that my birthday was celebrated by my W47M classmates and Albania who sang "you are the music in me" for her miss SAS competition.
**October**
A month that started with the celebration of hari raya. I also took the time and effort to celebrate lily's birthday. what shocked me was when she asked if i was asking for a patch and i said no. I told her that i'm celebrating her birthday and it never crossed my mind to be anything more than that. also celebrated aslinda's birthday together with W15 classmates Mardhiah and Aqidah by giving her an angpow with a paper and 10 cents. the paper read...
"It's the thought that matters (:"
I also got myself shockingly into the top 3 finalists for Mr SEG and so I sang "always be my baby" which I gave my best for. I was the Runner-up but i also didnt want to win the comp ;P
I also felt disappointed by Azzy's actions and what she did on her friends/buddies/group blog. It wasnt right to ridicule a person as such. No human deserves that despite the severity of their mistakes.
**November**
The month where I went totally NUTS, CRAZY, SIAO. I participated in Camp U&I. I actually wanted to join the camp to let my hair down after participating in the MR SEG competition and throw the stresses away. It was like getting drunk without alcohol. Despite getting myself injured, I still played through the pain (That's what I'm good at doing). At night, I did the craziest & most potentially embarassing thing I had ever done in my life (:
At the end of the camp, it all panned out well and I went home with a sprained ankle and a smile on my face. Celebrated my brothers birthday and then, was shocked to received another bombshell. Mardhiah and me had gotten into a conflict. She thought that i was playing her feelings, i was dumbfounded and i then received a package of powerpoint presentation of stories, explanations, questions. I spent one of those days at the airport answering question by question and clarifying my own self doubt.
Lily said it was best I go straight to mardhiah and tell her straight and sort this misunderstanding about. I did that and thankfully. It went well.
**December**
The final month of the year. The family started packing up our stuffs from the old house and we were also packing stuffs for australia which is confirmed. Unfortunate incidents happen, as a result of it, I was admitted with a left collapsed lung after holding the pain for 3 straight days and looking pale and leathargic till it was obvious to everyone that they urged me to see the doctor. It was an overnight thing. The doctor ordered me against going on the penang trip as the lung may collapse in mid-air. I overrode his orders and still proceeded with the trip. Nothing happened though. thankfully. I also did something which I long to had done and i got it done. was happy with the positive outcome.
To sum the whole year up, it was a challenging but yet a year where i learnt harsh lessons on life and I hope that it builds me up better prepared for the future.
New years resolution for me in my opinion is one where we try to achive greater things rather than preventing ourself from breaking promises.
for mine...
I want to play toys till i'm happy :P
happy new year (:*and the answer to my blogskin?
- bury both :D
Nice picture above right? haha...This was taken at causeway point. I also stood beside the mr tall and he's as tall as me too! LoLs.
I plea for leniency here...i'm a victim now...but then, later on...at the immigration, I gobbled down the whole 1/2 box hotties left, leaving my brother confused at where the hotties disappeared. LOLs..
the house will remain as memory...
bunny boy.
audition for james bond.
i say he would pass the audition as he fits the bill and looks cute in the tux dont cha think?
when all else fails, he has the look of the villain (:
and overall, become the model of the year. HEES.
so today, tried a new bus back to singapore. i must say, this bus ride impressed me the most because there was WI-FI throughout the whole journey and SWITCHPOINTS (: plus the food was not bad and it was comfy...definately one i might consider taking in the future and one which I would recommend to friends.
okay, guess what? I overslept for the 2nd day running! LOL.
so the trip is confirmed...and i'll be reaching back in singapore at 11 in the night! Like Woah.
okay, so here I am, at the airport, updating the post of whatever happened today...
