Prince Apples

小時候, 我好鍾意食蘋果, 覺得它又大又紅好靚, 又簡單又健康, 一邊食, 一邊覺得自己都好健康, 有一段時期差不多每天一個, 對"一日一蘋果, 醫生遠離我" 這句話深信不疑。 我還記得, 我曾經發過一個白日夢, 如果有一個人, 每日都會買蘋果給我, 那人一定是我的白馬王子! 哈哈....

其實家裡好像只有我一個鍾意食蘋果, 而且有好多其他選擇, 阿媽沒有買蘋果的時候, 我也逐漸遺忘了我對它的偏愛。 現在人大了, 自己會去買生果, 奇怪的是, 雖然我仍然好鍾意食蘋果, 但永遠都沒有買它回家, 只是偶爾有機會吃蘋果的時候, 我會多吃一點, 因為我會想起自己曾經是蘋果的 fans。

不知道事有湊巧, 還是天意, 這幾天, 幾個蘋果的出現令我再次回想了我對它的情意結, 甚至記起那個白日夢! 我又再次試著一日一蘋果, 不過, 心裡在想的, 跟小時侯有點不同了.....為甚麼這幾個蘋果特別甜? 我曾經幻想的 Prince Apples 真的出現了嗎??

一邊食, 一邊笑了.......

being simple and happy

When did it become so hard to trust a person? Sometimes I really want to go back to 10 years ago and I could just openly accept and trust people around me. When I am getting older, with more and more experience, it just became more complicated when you are trying to know someone you have never known.

I am trying to think simple. In fact, simple is the best. What I want is very simple but still, it is not easy to get. How I wish those human relationship can be simplified!!

Is it just because of the time? or it is actually a mistake?

God, please let me know........

rainbow

I always like rainbow, not only because it is amazingly beautiful, but also because of its meaning. We cannot always find rainbow, it only appears after rain. To be more specific, it only appears under the sun after rain. I always believe that I am lucky if I can see a rainbow. I think I have never seen one in Hong Kong. But I remember clearly I saw a double rainbow for the first time in France. I can never forget that.

There is also rainbow in life. There is rain, but the sun must come afterwards. And if there is something even better than sunshine coming to you after the rain, that's the rainbow! It may not last long, but at least, it can cheer you up, and makes you believe that rain will surely be over.

......

this is not the story you used to tell me
this is not the you I used to know

再一次的...痛

新一年, 本來決定了要有一個新開始, 好想將傷痛留在2010, 而且, 明明已經覺得好多了, 幾日前還寫了醒悟的心情, 想不到, 一個短短的email, 看似有情, 其實無情的幾句話, 又再次刺痛了我的心。 就是一個我一直在等的答覆, 原來, 一直只有我自己在意; 原來, 一直只是我自己高估了這段感情的價值; 原來, 這段感情在他心中......已經不值一提。

剛巧昨天是分手的兩個月, 就這樣, 我在北京一個人被折騰了一整天, 也哭了好幾次。 電視更湊巧播了一首在說我心情的歌, 我每聽一次, 就多哭了一次。

當我走在去過的每個地方 總會聽到你那最自由的笑
當我回到一個人住的地方 最怕看到冬天你最愛穿的那件外套
只是哪怕周圍再多人 感覺還是一個人
每當我笑了 心卻狠狠的哭著

給我一個理由忘記 那麼愛我的你
給我一個理由放棄 當時做的決定
有些愛 越想抽離 卻越更清晰
而最痛的距離 是你不在身邊 卻在我的心裡

可以的話,
給我一個理由忘記那麼愛我的你

可以的話,
給我一個理由放棄當時做的決定

有些愛,越想抽離, 卻越更清晰

而最痛的距離,
是你不在我身邊, 卻在我的......心裡


我的心, 真的很痛......