eighteenth may.

the worst day ever.

for the first time in my life, after so many years experience of driving,

someone just had to bang into my juliet.

poor juliet.

only 9 months old and had to go through all this.

so soo soooo stupid of that lady to just stop in the middle of a busy road and fuckin REVERSE???!!!!

babi bodoh buta!

i was already late to work n 2 minutes more to reach, all this had to happen.

so bloody pist. 

and she made me wait for 45minutes for her husband to come.

and that fucka was sooo bloody rude.

soo sooo rude and selfish.

and he can change and twist the story summo when he didn even noe what happened!

cock fella!

but then i made him go do police report all and now gonna claim insurance.

but problem now when am i gonna go to perodua?

if juliet is gonna be in the workshop, how m i gonna go to work?

if only the bitch looked at her mirrors before reversing!

stresssssssssssssss.

shock of my life!

today me n twinkle decided to go for a pedicure.

after parking, we got down and walked towards the shop.

as i got nearer, i saw this guy sitting near the door of the shop.

like squatting on the floor. ok la i buat bodoh la.

n den quite close d, i saw he was doing something.

he was practically squatting there and rubbing his cock. and like the whole cock was out of the pants d and he can look at me summor and act dam cool like nothin! fucker masturbating near the busy shoplots on a saturday afternoon. soo many ppl all walking around summor. what the fuck wei.

i quickly turn and was like" ehh 7eleven nearby ni lets go buy slurpee."

coz i dont want her to see what was happening. coverline a bit. 

then i also like damm confused donno what to do d. cause first time ah experiencing.

then i breathe in and out and then went back there again.

i didn look at him and i was just talkin to twinkle loud loud.

then i went and stop right beside him near the door.

he also luckilyyy got brains just stood up and walked away.

but my heart was beating quite fast also laa... what if suddenly he touch my legs or just grab my butt.?

but luckily la. im also quite proud of myslef ah. at first i just wanted to go to the car and go back.

then im like what the hell ahhh...

so ya...  if ever u girls experience anything like that.. please dont go near like what i did..

it was just my luck. plus the place was quite busy.. i noe there are many psycho's out there flashing their cocks everywhere. trying to gain attention. so just be very careful and i hope this will b my first and last experience!!

who do u think you are?

so what if i drove my car ?

is it wrong if u were to sit beside?

and yes im driving slow and i might miss a turn or two.

im new. u never let me drive.

but i have to so that i'll learn.

and if ur gonna get all angry coz u're late and whatsoever,

then what about when u make me wait n wait n wait for so many hours??

and when im suppose to have dinner at 7 but end up having at 11?

and when i wanna go to the movies and we only end up there at 10 something when the counter is closed already.

i dont get angry.

then why must you?

and u say sorry so easily and say " i donno y i got angry."

fuck you la.

always under estimating me and being selfish.

fuckin dont sit in my car anymore la!

red color font means ANGRY.

update.

its been 3 weeks d since im here. here as in sungai petani.
lets start with work first. so i work at the headquarters, alor setar.
everyday i travel to work. its like a 1 hour and ten minutes drive.
and everyday i spend almost 40 bucks for petrol and toll.
so that makes 200 bucks a week. and 800 bucks one month.!
i've been talkin to the pengarah of kedah asking his help to transfer me back to sungai petani.
but he says its full. no place. hmmm. so have to travel la everyday.
im learning a lot. like the border pass and pasport processing all.
have to deal with public with diff attitudes everyday. old young small big nice horrible. all kinds la.
but okayla so far so good. no bad experience yet. small mistakes yes i do but i learn from them.
tats work. now bout home.
i lovee my room. its so comfy i just wanna sleeep all the time.
lunch and dinner is always on the table. i love eating everything so yummy.
at night i follow harinder whereever he goes. i wanna learn the roads so that i can go roaming by myself when ive got nthn to do.
food here is awesome! there are a few shopping malls but not so WOW la. but can get almost everything here. kfc is 24 hours. but mcd's is not. tats the sad part.
weather is the same laa super hotttttttt!!!
ok i really donno what to type d.
will update more some other time.
i think dis is like the lamest post ive ever blogged.
but who actually cares! hahaha.


s

bye bye ipoh. hello sungai petani.

the two weeks finally came to an end. and 15/4 arrived.
was a very very sad morning.dad had been crying for the past one week.
and because of him i was also emotionally depressed.
eli came to visit in the morning. jass n kohila came to Shell fuel station to bid me farewell. a teary one.
I was all okay during the journey. singing laughing screaming and then laughing again till i saw the Sungai Petani word on the signboard and SNAP, get back to reality n accept the fact already.
Reached Harinder's house had lunch, tea time, dinner. and then was the time for them to leave.
I brokedown. =(
Couldnt tahan my dad's face . He is the only man in my life i noe that has a very very soft heart. No one else.
That's my Daddy.
But i have to be strong for everybody n be prepared for whatever thats gonna happen.
So Future, please be bright.

stare.stare.crave.crave.stomachgocrazy.

fat.

how can i put on 2kg's in just 1 day?? arghhhhhhh.

 i cannot stay here. i eat 3 meals everyday!

howw la to resist mummy's cooking? soo yummy.

 then go out sure crave for this n that.

find, buy, EAT! 

n den eating a lot n hardly goin to toilet.

so hardly i lost weight when i was in langkap n sooo easily i gain weight in just 1 day? 

=_=

exercise also soo lazy. everyday i'll set alarm but ring only ill switch it off.

where is the will power??!!!

i have to maintain my weight.

cannot b putting on more weight d.

i donno whats gonna happen when i go to kedah.!

sure eat eat eat all the time.

NOOOOOOOO.

cannot!

im gonna join gym.i dont care.

finish work at 5 only strait go gym.

HAIHHHH.

i see other ppl eating 4 5 meals a day n relaxxx ni not growing fat.

but my body dam diff. eeeeeeeeee.

WILL POWER WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUU?