Wednesday, September 29, 2004
*sigh* i know this is unhealthy but somehow my hate list grows and grows!theres like mosquito and mr walsh-alter-ego and mrs bumiputera and encik kacang and mr bean and rat face and mr ahem-ahem and mr noisy-in-class and mr flirt...*names changed to protect the certain people*
i get so uptight in school now that...everyone says i'm grumpy.and i'm not suppose to!!i'm suppose to banish that grumpiness!i gotta be happy like happy the dwarf!currently this week i only manage to achieve the dwarf part...*damn*
the debates really getting to me but i cant help it!somehow i have that need in me to prove my point and so the debate gets heated and personal...fire erupts and i get so mad that i wanna throw the chairs at someone...thats why i think i cant be a debater...i'll rather just be behind the scenes and do the work rather being in the limelight...i'm not exactly mr popular anyway..
today somehting weird happened...someone *unnamed* left a lil personal msg in my handphone...i dont know if it was intentional or not but its sounded good.i saved it in my drafts =P hope that its a lil start or..something*yea i'm desperate*sad huh.
{/7:59 pm}
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Monday, September 27, 2004
i feel so down today.two bad news on one day!its enought make me cry...i mean first its **************************************and then i just found out that ********************************* i mean....a guy can only take that much!sigh....why me?why me?lord...am i destined to be like that....for eternity?why?sigh...*sob* sorry readers, if i have any, i cant go on i just needed to let go of some...sadness and well...i only have my blog to turn to so there you are..i luvya bloggy..seems like the only thing i can talk to at the moment *sniff*
{/8:56 pm}
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Saturday, September 25, 2004
there hon faai...i've updated my blog!sheesh...your probably wasted in melacca now anyway -_-" anway today i spent almost my whole day in college again discussing why we should abolish NS...sheeesh..like i really care about NS since i wasnt chosen for it..hehe.i was in school at like 9!waiting for at least half an hour before anyone came..and letsee what did i do...watch lovey dovey couples play around..=(
kinda sad come to think bout the fact that i'm single...for almost 4 or 5 months already?i guess it does have its advantages..but..sigh.its that thing trapped within me wanting to...loved and be loved?i mean it sounds weird but once you've dated once or twice...no matter how true the phrase 'love hurts' you kinda get addicted to it...like a drug eh..hehe.
and i need to HUG someone!i have not come to the stage of paying someone to hug me yet and i dont want to come to that stage...though sadly it seems like i'm heading towards it..yea i know...pathetic huh?
Man Utd's playing Tottenham today!i hope they win....they better...
and guess who i saw today.VICTOR.man...he seems to shadow me or follow me around...hes SO freaking irritating to even LOOK at!yes tjia wen i am being mean and all that...you know i need to give you a...shorter name.i'm keat to you but tjia wen is like....so..long.gimme suggestions and..er..i dunno stick it in tagboard..honfaai your welcome to contribute too..and besides that i doubt anyone from MUFY reads my blog.*sigh*
{/10:38 pm}
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
i got my chem back yesterday!80!yay!!and i thought i failed!so happy =) i was like...PHEW..=PTjia wen dont fret..your mark was good too it wasnt bad...ok?look it this way...at least we didnt fail?SMILE!
MAN UTD WON!!whoohoo Rio is the man!sze yen...MAN UTD are back!we kick ass!and Ronaldo was the BOMB!silvestre made Luis Garcia look like a mouse with no legs, whatever that means!
oh yea...and today we had a talk from this guy who wrote some inspirational books about our roles in the future and discovering ourselves..he was REALLY good!the 2 and a half hours i spent were the BEST as the issues he raised were all very meaningful and really got me thinking...and the way he captivated me was just amazing..i give the time spent...9/10...one lost because of that titless bald woman(dont ask) and that STUPID FREAKING A-HOLE of a DUMBNUT VICTOR guy...man...i curse him and his crooked teeth into the endless chasm of holy oblivion where he will die a flaming death, but not before being sodomised by MR Mustafa aka Sebastian the Crab/Penguin.
anyway forget him or i will curse even more at him and tjia wen and CK will want to spank me because xiao di di must not swear so much and all that.=P
{/7:30 pm}
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Monday, September 20, 2004
yay!! i passed my driving test!!WHOOHOOO!DAMN YOU TO HELL JPJ OFFICERS,you failed in FAILING ME!MUAHAHHAHAHA here'sonly smart ass driver you cant fail!whoohoo!!and with an 18 for my road test too with NO BRIBE!beat dat!
right...ok now i'm all settled down...we had a superb debate!i'm sure glad i didnt miss it!tjia wen, mindy and CK, way ta go!i knew you had it in ya!!u guys BANG SPLAT flattened them!whoohoo!i'm one good leader right??^-^
{/9:42 pm}
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Sunday, September 19, 2004
ahhh its driving test tomorrow!scary....what if i fail??rachel will be there though i will be able to chat with someone to well, at least release my tension...scared...scared...wish me luck everyone..and to my debate team, I HAVE FAITH IN YOU!DO ME PROUD!yay!i'm sure you guys can do it!tjia wen, stay calm and be confident!mindy, dont think of backing out!ck, just smile and smile!nah jkjk but yea dont lose confidence...i hope we can postpone it.
{/8:39 pm}
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Friday, September 17, 2004
lolli gal...matches ur top too=P 
{/5:14 pm}
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today was such a bad day..first it was english, where we had to write an essay..my title was the main faults of my character are... and well...i think i didnt do THAT bad a job in it..but the chem came...and i SO TOTALLY screwed it up.i would hav jumped off the fourth floor or gorged myself with food if not for tjia wen and jian hua being there to well...lift my spirits abit(thanks guys) and my maths B mark is SO bad.....61%...if Mr steven knew..he would KILL me.
oh well...now i'm back at home..i'm going to nick's party afterwards and i'mmeeting sarah steph andrew and marie i think....i'll give sarah and steph a BIG hug and a peck on the cheek!i miss them so MUCH!!!and happy birthday jess!(wrong jess not from sunway,the jess from elc)and oh...tjia wen sorry i couldnt resist posting ur pic here =P
{/4:46 pm}
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Wednesday, September 15, 2004
man i'm so inconsistant...its like blog...no blog...blog...bo blog...but man gimme a break theres like maths test and maths b test but they're were...well...much easier then i expected though knowing stupid old me i man several stupid mistakes...oh well..
college is so fun minus the hmk and test!we laugh so much..like...haha today marc and i were using the stairs back up to the chem room from the lab when tjia wen and CK sweetly looked at us and say bye bye!so we ran up the stairs,stopping onli to swap at the lift buttons...leaving us sitting in the chem room looking rather superior *wink*
my internet is FINALLY working!sheesh...after almost a week...ahanow i've got my excuse for not blogging =P oo and i got my GUITAR....finally too =P now is to try for my mum car hehe matters are under negotiation now =P i might bring my cam tomoro to take pics of everyone and if that happens...yay!my lil blog will look so nice and vibrant with everyone smiling and all =)
{/9:30 pm}
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Wednesday, September 01, 2004
today was ONE sleepy day for me...i dont know why though..mayb i was because of Dr Manaf's(chem) revision..it was SO boring...MS was fun though...haha and i didnt expect it to be!we got into our groups for the debate thingie and i was so scared that indon would remember i said ok to him!!(long story folks) thank god he didnt remember or see me..anyway i'm in tjia wens team, which i think its the best team!well now actually its more like my team cuz i was....some how MADE team leader.
well our team has...me
tjia wen
hon faai with a double a yes i didnt forget
marcus
trina
mindy, steph, ck (not too sure...yet)i'll make sure their in my team
jess
jian hua
aahhh...the makings of a winning team topped of by the irrisitable me....nah just playing ^^
stupid KHATIJAH gav us a quiz...hadta plot the stupid graphs..didnt know how to do some but managed to do it in the end with the discovery of jian hua's grphic calculator ^^
{/5:10 pm}
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