After Ellie was born I made our blog public and started posting updates on Ellie because it was the easiest way to let everyone know how she was doing and saved me from spending the whole day on the phone giving updates. As Ellie's story unfolded it became a way for others to get to know and understand Ellie. There were many times I considered making our blog private again, but after I had gained so much strength and knowledge from others who were willing to share their story, I felt that if sharing Ellie's story helped just one person know they were not alone then it was worth keeping it public. I debated creating a new blog just for Ellie's posts and keeping our family posts separate. But Ellie's story was our family's story and our family's story was Ellie's story. There was no way to distinguish between the two. So I continued on with despite the ill-fitting title of scottrachelandmason.blogspot.com
Now, I once again find myself wondering where I should go with this blog. It feels a little strange to think about posting a tender thought about Ellie and then following it up with the fun we had on our latest family vacation. But truthfully, that is now our life. We are learning how to continue forward making new memories while cherishing each and every one we made in our limited time with Ellie. She is engrained in who we are and there is no way to filter her out. So this blog will continue on just as it always has before. A smorgasbord of my thoughts and memories as I see fit to share. Only now it will be under a more meaningful name...
Thanks for joining us in our journey.