It feels like I've been battling with my own emotions. It's easier being said than done. I always thought I was tougher than this. Kept telling myself how things will be better real soon.
Not everything would go the way you want it to, all the time. I often forget that. Perhaps that's why I always ended up so upset and disappointed in life when the one to blame would be myself. I've forgotten to control my emotions and guard my heart.
Perhaps it's time for me to get back to reality. I've forgotten that the world I'd love to live in and the one I actually live in are completely different.
Good things tend to end fast. That's life.