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Sunday, July 12, 2009

[Prime Numbers part 1]

After 147 posts, I've decided not to use this space anymore. I realised I've used this space for 4 years already, including my secondary school days where the posts cant be found since I deleted them. It sure holds a lot of old memories...

But I guess it's time to carry on somewhere else...


StrummedOUT ---
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Saturday, June 27, 2009

[454 Cases NB]

I cant believe i'm still waiting for any news of my school break extending. wahpiangeh. I guess Singapore is just gonna wait until we have our 1st death from H1N1 before they decide to quarantine everyone. heh.

for real man, just another week, even 3 days will do. I just dont have the motivation to CHIONG for my MST now. I've simply studied, but it's just not enough leh. Just MORE TIME PLS? I cant seem to get started on my TA2, although it consists of mostly MCQs and 3 charts, it's still impt to get started. I'll only have a day to go through that. On the other hand, my Equity Analysis requires me to read through the text once again. I simpy cant recall all that i tried memorising. oh well, perhaps only the exam practise answers. SO MORE TIME! heh.

But i mean seriously though, my own agenda aside. I do believe holidays should be extended for a week. the 1st thing being that Republic Poly alone has 20 over cases, SP and any other polys is definitely gonna get cases once sch reopens. and having so many students ard, it'll be a risk of having more cases in Singapore. What's more, my gut feeling tells me that some clubbers would probably bring the virus to school. with the Butter Factory cases already affecting RP. 454 cases overall in SG already man. seriously no joke.

those rich asses coming back from overseas would probably lie in their travel declarations, i mean you;re probably gonna miss your MST if you LOA-ed and the retest would probably be harder, who would risk it? Well, not me. Who cares about "practising social responsibility"? fuck that. Everyone simply cares abt themselves. If I spread the virus to you also not my pasah. (but of course, being the responsible person that I am, i'll definitely practice "good social responsibility" =X) All in all, I believe Singapore's just gonna try and risk it, to see if the death toll starts or the numbers of H1N1 cases increase heavily before they start regreting about starting the school as usual.

Bah, i'm seriously hoping for some news for extending school breaks tmr, a hundred over cases in a span of 3 days is no joke, JUST EXTEND HOLIDAYS dammit.


StrummedOUT ---
Saturday, June 27, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009

[DOH!]

oh crap. Just about a few more days and i'll be back in school with my MST papers right in front of me. The days for my santuary is simply coming to an end. Everytime I think about it, it all ends with a sigh. I'd pretty much rather stay at home doing elearning materials though. With the H1N1 cases reaching to around 300, I sure hope SP announces to extend the school holidays soon.

Frankly speaking, it's not studying that sucks, it more of the environment that I have in school that's rather demoralising. Although my class consists 2 of the most owning students in the financial trading side, I still must say that my class is rather notorious, we have the worst chairperson ard whom I havent seen in class in quite awhile since the start of the school term. What else? Most of them cant be bothered about lectures or tutorials, and them being absent from school is quite a common sight. What's more annoying is that lending them your notes is like a obligation. =/.

On the other hand, there are also some people whom I really dont fancy seeing them around. simply because their egos are too freaking huge.

I can only bear with the pain. =(


StrummedOUT ---
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Monday, June 08, 2009

[wahpiangeh]

MY 1st blog post after a month of hiatus. The month of May was full of issues that arent really that convenient for me to mention here. But what'd ya know, May's passed in a blink of an eye and i'm 19 years olf already.

Jack LaLanne once said, "So many older people, they just sit around all day long and they don't get any exercise. Their muscles atrophy, and they lose their strength, their energy and vitality by inactivity. " Well, I can certaintly relate to that, as I get older my stamina deteriortes, I get slower and lazier. =/. NAPFA is coming, how i missed the times back in secondary school where napfa was always a breeze and scoring gold was a piece of cake. Not anymore now as I mentioned, i've gotten SLOWER and my stamina's like SHIT. (2.4km run)

I know I've been running, but my routine's kinda on and off (LAZY!). I seriously wonder why i'm in need of training now because when I look back, the 2.4km run was ALWAYS fun and it never required me to have any form of training. fuck.

Right now, I can even keep within the required timing by 1.6km without panting like mad.....

Nothing else to say man. I just wanna see that gold once again - TRAIN!!.


StrummedOUT ---
Monday, June 08, 2009
Friday, May 01, 2009

[Eight.]

Damn, this is the second time i'm retyping this post since theres some problem with my dumbass internet connection. bahh, shit happens.

Time sure passes quickly, in the blink of an eye i've already completed my 8 weeks of ITP and started my 1st week of school. I cant really claim that I had a pleasant working stint at the Investment and Corporate finance division, but I did pick up some valuable working skills that would be of my would be beneficial to me in achieving my ambition of a career of being a dealer or a remisier. Though i'm sorta envious of some of my classmates whom breezed through their internships with their attractive allowances, they did it at the cost of not getting any useful experience.

Speaking of allowance, I'm still in the midst of saving up for my PS3. As such, I cant afford to have any other unexpected expenses. I've have to make my purchase for the PS3 before anything else, if not i'm never gonna get it hahaha. In the nutshell, the Spain national team jersey and the watch will have to wait.

Anyways, I caught X Men origins the other day. The reason for me anticipating the movie was Gambit, although I believe a Veteran instead of some eye-candy model with not much of an acting experience would fill up the role better but who cares anyways, Gambit OWNED in the movie. DEADPOOL KICKS ASS TOO MAN. Well, thats that i'm signing off for now.


StrummedOUT ---
Friday, May 01, 2009
Friday, April 03, 2009

[Gotta Save Yourself...]

I'm tired, exhausted, down and out. It's been like that for the last few days. My entire family is away in Japan now, i have the entire apartment to myself as well as the responsibilities that comes with it. It's not really that easy, with ITP going on as well. Basically, I feel rather annoyed with my weekly grades, after working so hard i'm only still on a B. I dont wanna criticise anyone, though I feel that I'm deserving of at least an a with my efforts, but then again, life isnt all about the effort you put in, it's luck. I can only blame myself for making small mistakes during work here and there, and that I'm under female supervisors/ managers who are fussy over every single detail. I endure during work hours, but I can just feel that i'm gonna explode any moment, just like how I lost control during soccer the week before the last, I snapped only to realise that I'm only gonna make my friends suffer, I held back. I thought to myself again though, letting it out did felt good...

With my family gone to enjoy themselves, and not even bothering to call back home; I left with the daily household chores to do. I seriously dont mind doing it during the weekends as usual. I'm just sick of doing it even after coming back from home after work. Sick of washing my clothes, ironing my clothes, getting my own meals after knocking off. Give me a break already.

I woke up couple of hours ago, approximately around 8, washed up, washed my clothes, vacuum the floor, mop the floor, wipe, clean, dust and even helping that lazy sis of mine to make her bed. I simply cant believe how messy her room is and that she left her bed undone before going to Japan. My stomach's growling, i'm hungry, and exhausted.

I cant be bothered with making plans for later. The most I can get out of it are the 'anythings' and 'you guys decide' as well as 'up to you guys'. I'm not trying to offend anyone, and I apologise if anyone is offended in anyway or another, but i'm just sick of coming up with plans when I'm exhausted.

I'm hungry, time to get brunch...


StrummedOUT ---
Friday, April 03, 2009
Tuesday, March 17, 2009

[Critically Ashamed]

It really has been quite an exhausting day, right after 2 weeks of being more or less or a understudy (but still doing work of course), I've been thrown into the spotlight for placing funds for FDs, without any help. And since one of my fellow intern had been transferred elsewhere, I'm responsible for the intern work passed down from 2 of my managers, as well as my supervisor. Well, i'm not really complaining, just saying. heh.

Ahhh, its the day of reckoning where results will be out in not more than a few hours time. So, it's either I'll have an extra spring in my step going for work tmr morning, or i'll drag my feet doing FDs.

I'll need to start planning for the list of things I want to get and try not to go over my budget (inclusive of my itp allowance). Heres the wishlist for now :

  • PS3 (Begging for the price to drop even further)
  • Spain National Team Football Jersey (Wanting to get it since forever)
  • A Watch (some awesome looking watches that'll last me for a longer time)
  • A particular book (I wont say which yet)

I'll probably focus on the PS3 for now, yet on the other hand, i've been having my thoughts on the Spain jersey for a REALLY long time alr. As for watches, I think i've got quite enough of the cheapo watches alr, since they never last long. Books for one thing, can keep me occupied and perhaps allow me to learn about things I never knew.

Well, thats it for now.



StrummedOUT ---
Tuesday, March 17, 2009