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Monday, August 25, 2008

Bye blogger.

Thanks for being with me all these 3 years. You were always here to share my joy, sadness, excitement and anxiety.

From healing of a broken r/s to how much I enjoyed camps, met my eyecandies, had crushes on guys, being irritated with school work, having so much stress over exams and quizzes, OSIP times in Shanghai, posting pictures that I like, reminding me the places I went and times we were having fun..

WOW. I'm gonna miss you.

3 years of my favourite campus life. You helped me kept memories of it. I can't bear to delete you. I rather keep you by my side and visit you often as I can and reminisce that I do have such silly times.

So, I'm gonna MOVE.

Bye scatteredhearts.bs! Me love you deep deep :)

* I AM SO & SUPER NAIVE TO HAVE BELIEVE & TRUSTED YOU! BOOOOOOOO!!!!!

I DON'T WISH TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU FROM NOW ON!

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Not that I am hostile, ignorant or trying to feign that I had totally nothing to do with this.

Sometimes I feel so selfish. Selfish, towards myself. Too much of giving away and ended up losing almost everything. I ought to have learnt how to love myself more. How to stop thinking for others, how to place myself before others at certain times. It gets so tiring whenever I try to be just a little selfless.

Just tell me what should I do? Leave this space and move on. I promised myself a better life next.

Monday, August 18, 2008

I wanna abandon everything here and escape to another place;

2 more weeks before I end my part time job! Hurrays can't wait! Hahaha & I got a pay raise for my next training! double Hurray! I am deferring my studies in UQ till year 2010. UQ is really my desired Uni to go to. Sometimes I wonder why am I so reckless. Still haven't thought of what farewell gifts to get for colleagues!

This week's updates:-

Caught Meet Dave movie on thursday. Very typical Eddie Murphy movie. Silly & Hilarious. Friday was at FEP for Wen & me monthly shopping & bonding dosage. Its been as long as I could think of already! Colleagues and I were all catching SIN vs KOR table tennis during office hours. Thanks to food provided by World Cafe. We all stood under the TV, some sitting and cheered for SIN. Feng T.W. is our new eyecandy!! We got so panicked when the team got such a gap to catch up and cheered so loudly when we won!

Sat was out with besties! Besties are love Y Had Sakae before completing mission Simlim. Simlim is really not quite a place for bimbos. Well I am not referring to myself.HAHAHAHA :D
Wanted to check out desktops but ended up looking at those lappies instead. I feel so regretted for not asking VV to help me buy that Fujitsu lappie! It cost 1K more outside can! I need a new MP3 too :(

Spy & Bie had to go over to meet Jordan & Angel, and Jy needs to get a hair cut badly. We went Marina Square to look for salons. Jy wanted to smack my head cos I told her " go in and try lo, since never try before.." Its her hair wad! Hahaha. But I really wanna piak piak her face already! Because she asked me to decide EVERYTHING!!! hahahaha!

Ended up in Heatwave for more than an hour. The hairstylist needs to get approval before he cuts Jy's hair. and every snip off her hair, I made sounds like ouch! omygawd! huuuhhh! The hairstylist got so frightened can. Its really alot of HAIR! ALOTTT! then comes BEP's Shut up, okay I know its played for me. LOL! but he said is played for all of us, cus Jy tilts her head whenever she responds to me. & he was quite afraid that he ruin jy's hair. LOL..

Before she cuts her hair off.

The stylist snipped her hair off just like that! I told Jy that I can call the salon back and retrieve your tresses in case you need to do any extensions.LOL. I felt quite bad can, cos its me who brought her there.. But she dun want to make any decision wadd :/

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Before disclosing her new look, I wanna finish what I have to say. After her haircut, we went Azabu Sabo for dinner. She's in so good mood after her haircut!!

Okay a bit of narcissism of myself. LOL. Ever since my Nikon cam isn't with me, I am using the Olympus cam that Daddy bought for me. & I don't have piccasa & photoshop, my pictures cannot be nice nice anymore :(

Without flash. Don't remind me of my serious eyebags.. I am finding remedies!

With flash.

Many many bangles.

TADAH! NEW HAIRCUT! EXACTLY LIKE TING TING!ME LOVE LOVE! Pssst she didnt did it on impluse or had serious problems that she decide to go cut off her tresses okay! Nothing to do with A***N Y**W!

After that, we met up with SPY,OHQ Jordan and Angel. Jordan arr! tsk!ANGRY!!!

I still have to work tmr ! SIANZZZZZZ! oh I saw ex bf wearing the ZARA shirt I bought for him!Nice can! haha he said he knew I'm gonna say its nice because I bought it what.. LOL!Jia you for your IVP okay! & take care of yourself! See you in NTU/NIE soon soon soon! :)

I hope next week would be a better week. Thank god I had nothing important at hand right now :S

Friday, August 15, 2008

UNIVERSITY OF QUEENSLANDDDDDD!

WOHOOOOOO!

WAIT FOR ME! I AM COMINGGGG! :D

Thursday, August 14, 2008

Wasn't it a dream that we both wanted to achieve?
Wasn't it both our ambition?
Wasn't me who would at all cost give up on everything to pursue what we wanted?
Wasn't you who told me to work harder to fulfill our dreams?

Now why did I all forgot about that? Because time took you further away from me. It took away all the promises we shared.

I miss you, very much.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Weekends had zooommmed off so fast! I can't seem to catch up with time at all. Right now, I blogging from my da sao's lappy. She lended me hers till i am ready to get a new one. gotta go shop for new desktop soon.sighs.

Anyways, had been busy. with what? I forgot.Life gets so mundane that I'd forgot what I had done at times. Seems so repetitive. eww hate that. I remember I had dinner with happypill(temporary name till I think of a new one okay!) on thursday. I went Shukudo on Friday with colleagues & Gloria Jeans aftermath. haha we had fun! thumbs up for the food! so delicious!

I collected Baby's cake and my havaianas snapped. damned. rahhh.

Okay peeektures time! I am so lazy to type it out.. LOL!

Baby's cake. Interested in getting your furkid some snacks please visit http://barkersgrub.com Their cakes are pretty & yummy! Baby enjoyed her cake very much!

Strawberry Frozen Cheesecake

Bebe with her new Angel dress & party hat

Me & ting with her new hair cut

Followed by Piwen & Kimbee's 20th Celebration! Pictures gonna be in random order.

This cake is so damn cool! Can you see that Jay is thinking of me & kimbee? haha!

Setting up at piwen's place! blowing balloons! Though I might seem like not doing anything but I did okayyyy! I blew the balloons.. setup & took many pics lo!

Party poppers POP POP POP! hahaahahaaha! So fun! We waited till like FINALLY everything was ready can :/ So tired already.

We chose to take picture rather than joining that popping fun. haha

SHEN RI KUAI LE!

so childish right? But FUN can!

Chicken chop,mashed potato & sauce, jelly cherry tomatoes! All prepared by our own!

Make a wish! so what they wished for? we forgotten to ask! haha

Craziness compatibility 100% LOL

Timer shots!

Proceeded to 10 bucks Karaoke! SHIOKNESSSS! sang till 1am before heading home.bathe, hitting the sack for tmr's work :/

Series of peeektures of me & my Bie!

Double chin!! my gawddddd!

"She want that lovey dovey That kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss.In her mind she fantasize bout getting wit me.." LOL Bie don't kill meeee!

We conquered Chinatown after 1am and did plentiful of star jumps, but so tak glam to post lah! LOL!

Okay. peektures up! Karaoke was soooo fun! we sang very impossible songs. Me & spy sang that hokkien "train station" OHQ said she majiam at Lunar 7th Month getai. tsssk!Hahaha! 4 hours later, we still had 14 pages of songs left unsung! WE ALL MUST GO AGAIN!! Vivi most pro loh, she can sing ALL the songs. haha I need to refer to the lyrics but tune still okay. Bie is forever her Lee Hom, SPY her 5566 & Elva. Piwen & her forever Cao ge. Kimbee & me with our forever Jay Chou. I LIKE EMO SONGSSSSS! Alot more peektures but so unglam to post!

"peng you yi sheng yi qi zou, zhe xie ri zi bu zai you..." awwwwwww.

Okies thats for all. I am so addicted to facebook now! haha. Me love Facebook!Nights world. I swear I must sleep by 1030pm & now is 9:53pm already. Sayo!

She ain't nothing, But she is real. But why I take her through it