Monday, August 10, 2009
No one is fucking going to believe me.
Oh by the way the weather deserves some mention. Its a perfect day to snuggle up in bed and sleep, and today being a holiday, its the best present Mother Nature has given Singapore.
Oh ya, back to my sad story. Usually after work I take 145 from
VivoCity to go home. But I took 166 instead today. Don't ask me why but I mistook that bus for my usual bus. When I went in I smell something was wrong. Literally, the kind of smell not bad smelling bad its not suppose to be kinda smell. So I sat at the back. And when I saw the bus heading straight rather than turning at its usual route, I thought the driver made a mistake. But
no one in the bus seemed to be taken aback as I was. So I got off the bus. When I got off the bus, the weather was kinda dark orange colour. Like the colour in the vintage pictures. I was quite
weirdi-
fied (a new word I coined). So I crossed the road took a bus, got off two stops later, crossed the road again and took 145. So basically I travelled in rectangle.
OK the
weird part is, When I
initially crossed the road and took the bus, that bus was those type without air-con. But I thought those buses were long dead. So the weather colour and the bus made me feel like I was in the 80's (I was born in the 80's by the way). And this guy who probably in his late 20s was dressed up like those shorts and tee like in the 80's. Seriously I felt like i was in the 80's and people in that bus kept staring at me like I came out from the movie screen. Okay, so when I took 145, that bus smelled like a smell I smelled when I was damn young. I know it was some popular perfume smell in the 80's but am not sure what it is. And to make it worse this lady probably in her 40s was wearing what people wore in the 80's, the long long skirt high up the waist and those
weird designed blouse and those big circular spectacles and over-sized ear rings. I was like '
ooooookay'. I actually thought I travelled back to the past or something. Freaky shit. And my estate needless to say, looks still old even after all those upgradings. I know it sounded lame. Probably I could be
hallucinating due to lack of sleep or whatsoever, but
yep just sharing my hallucinations. See!!! I told no one is going to believe me.
And suddenly I felt a feeling like I can describe like this : 'Die beholden to nothing'. Basically die not addicted to anything. And yep, it shall be my motto in life.
I have been deciding actually for a few days that I want to quit all luxuries and comfort of life. And start living a very very simple life. Like how our ancestors lived. And I am still considering to become a vegetarian. Its not that difficult though, its just that at weird times of the day, I will crave for the weirdest thing.
And the chocolate mousse cake near my place is FANNNNNTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Totally tantalising. Anyone fan of cakes should approach me, I will give you the best recommandations.
I am becoming very tempremental nowadays. I get pissed off easily and my tolerence for melodramas is getting very low. I get amused about how paranoid and afraid some people can get of something that is not even confirmed that its going to happen. I still think its best for me not to say it out. Its always best when you keep it to yourself. Screw it if you burst out later.
If it has to end, why start it in the first place?
*Blessed Be*
