my blog is becoming stale & expired..seems soooo yesterday since the last time i updated it..but seriously, i don't have anything interesting to update..lessons have been quite alright so far..homework is like flowing in already..personal life is bad, as usual..friendship seems to be growing..family is coping well..that's 'bout it..welcome to my life~

(i miss my XLP)

so XLP is suffering from the 'XWL syndrome' while i'm suffering from a famous one that most of you have heard of, 'lack of sleep'..but i've been sleeping for like 10hrs per day!!how come i'm still feeling tired?!is it 'cause i've been eating too much & burning too little??or is it 'cause too little blood is running to my brain?!i'm yawning too much & trying to stay awake too often..i miss my XLP!!i wish you were right where you belong!!& it's the seventh month but strangely, it feels different this time round..maybe it's 'cause i'm not as timid as before??but i don't have the strange feeling anymore!! =)

saw xiao june's post 'bout us studying in Aussie..my sch offer us a chance to study at Newcastle for a semester too..but Newcastle & Perth is so far..even if i did take up that offer, we won't be able to meet..anyway, Art..i think i did pretty bad in those drawings for Bio too..ahahax..but i think i've improved??after all, i can sorta design shoes too!!just buy those white 'made in china' school shoes & i can dram for you!!but at a certain price..unless you're XLP lahx..ahahax..

i've been having weird dreams recently..like last night..i dreamt that i wanna colour & highlight my hair (which is true)..but i didn't 'dare' do it 'cause the colour would fade, i would have to keep touching it up & all..i even dreamt that i did it myself..i think reality is biting into my dreams!!or maybe i'm stress out with life??but come on, sch haven't even started & i'm already going mad?!

i've never felt more alone before..more out of this world..like i don't really belong..

i've been grasping tightly to a memory that's too good to be forgotten..

it's starting to hurt badly, pricking me occasionally, saying that i should let go..

is it really time to let go??

I've decided to post an early b'dae wish list..ahahax..was bored & all..& i was thinking real hard on what i would really like for my b'dae..i know its like still long but its always good to plan ahead..& its just a wish list, when i mean wish, its literally WISH (one-sided thinking & hoping)..so, I'll start with the priciest to the not so pricey stuff.. =)

1. Tiffany & Co. Hearts Collection Necklace

Description: TIFFANY HEART pendant, small. Round brilliant diamonds, carat total weight .65, set in platinum; on a 16" chain.
Price: $5300

2. Chanel Fall/Winter Collection 2007/8 Handbag

Description:Shiny calfskin shopping bag
Price:$4500??

3. Loewe NAPA. AIRE Handbag

Description: The nappa is the finest Pyranees goat skin and is the feather weight of all leathers. Loewe logo on the front. Two leather handles, carried on the shoulder. Canvas lining with cell phone pocket inside. Metal hardware. Size: 14 x 9.6 x 8 Inches Price: $2300

4. Gucci Handbag

Description: Single non-adjustable strap, magnetic snap closure, interlocking G ornament, D-ring detail on side of the bag, inside zip pocket, cell phone pocket and PDA pocket. Bag measures 14”l x 1.2”w x 12.6”h.
Price: $1000

5. Coach New Hamptons Signature Stripe Compact Clutch & Cardholder
Description: This generously sized wallet with a discreet snap closure features numerous pockets and card slots plus a chic stripe detail. Five credit card pockets, full-length bill compartment, inside zip coin pocket, outside pocket, hidden magnetic snap-tab closure & Signature jacquard fabric with leather trim, fabric lining.
Price: $800

6. Chanel Whitening Skincare Kit
Description: Whitening skincare products. Made in France.
Price: Less than $300 for the whole set

7. Polo Ralph Lauren Cardigan
Price:$194

8. Dinner for 2 at a Hotel/Restaurant
Description: I get to choose the place we eat & to bring a person along!!
Price: Less than $150

I so have a feeling i won't be getting anything this year..ahahax..anyway, i'm planning to buy myself a present too..thinking of the Coach wallet.. =)

it seems like everyone's sch has already started!!except for mine..i'm still lazing around at home except for the periodically prep classes that are ending this week..i'm currently stuck on 'it started with a kiss'..think its another romantic show..& i like the guy!!joe cheng!!ahahax..lin yi chen is really funny, her expression & all..but how come most of these idol dramas have the female lead liking the male lead?!they are making us, women, sound like we're so pitiful!!!!!they should change the storyline..