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Monday, July 26, 2004
The TrutH is OUt!!! 11:39 PM

Hey how i wish i can become a detective. Noe why, cos my prediction is always true......hehehe. By loooking at someone's behaviour i can detect something and that prediction of mine will be true....!!!

Actually i have been noticing a slight change of behaviour on my fren. At first i tot it was just a normal stuff, but end up my prediction IS TRUE!!!!
I was so happy for her and finally today she reveal the truth to me!!!
Its great to see her back on track and see the sunshine brighting up her day...YOu go gerl
LEsson learnt:
1.  Never hide the truth from me as one day the truth will be  reveal.
2. NO matter how hard u guys try to hide from me, i can detect the way u
     act and behave differently.
3. Why hide from ur own bestfren if u really noe well about her attitude.
4. Jus dont hide from me, cos im the type who hate liars....Just be  
     truthful to me...hehhe
5. I guess thats enough of this as im self praising myself, HEHEHE

Im jus feeling so happy for her and wishing her all the best for her future and hope this will last long......
LIghts out......



SubMission Day!!! 6:55 PM

Yippeee im back again. Sorry guys, it has been a week i did not update my blog...For the past few days my life have been too hectic that i hardly have time to write down on my dear diary....

Today was my Ecad Phase1 submission!!! Finally, but thats not the end as we still need to implement the code behind it!!Haizzzzz...Doing this project can really make me go crazy. Everyday have to stay up until late at night jus to rush up and complete this website!! Well serve me right to o cos i did not start early..Have not learn my lesson yet!!!
After todays submission is not really the end, still other subject to complete such as, ISAD, PAWN, ROSW, CMSK n ECAD AGAIN!! All this will be due when school term break reopen....My term break tis time round will not be so peaceful!!! I HATE THAT!!!

A week to go and my term test starts.CANT u guys SEE that TP school are having their term test a week early tan OTHER SCHOOL!!! They are killing us men!!! First paper is ECAD and for your info, i dont really understand ECAd at all. Its like JAva but the code are not really emphasize to us . I really worry about this n also for my the subject!!! I better buck up and read up on my notes, no more fooling around..
HOw fast time flies and its coming to the end of semester. TP reallys give us  Alot of PreSSURE!!!. However this time round my exam venue is at lecture room!!! I dont like that, i really feel uncomfortable and "unsecure". People can view our paper from top, i really hate lecture room. Its damn big and i prefer to return back to classroom!!!!
 
What i need right now is to have a gud rest and start my revision.I do not want to stuff at last minute, its jus driving me crazy!!! ONe whole day sleep will be enough for me to recover the amount of time i have waste, heheehe......

To my fren out there,Faz, Rozi, Mat and the rest all the best for ur term Test k!!!
No more fooling around. Hope to catch up with u guys during the term break!!!
Orite tan Cya again

Be wat u wana be and do wat u wana do cos no one is stopping u....





Saturday, July 17, 2004
Tired.!!! I need a BREAK!!! 11:10 PM

wel wel wel.......been a few day pass n i have not been updating. Wats wrong wif me.....hmm....
 
Today was really a tiring day for me, spent the whole day outside. First trip is, i went to collect digi cam from my camera tan back to skool again. After printing went straight to yana house. Need to take some picture for our ecad project. Spent the whole day at her house.
 
She jus move in and her house is damn nice!! Simple, sweet, spacious n looks big with the whole house painted white. NIce view from far. A view with a wide landscape n an "empty road". The place is quite "ulu" especially at nite o it kinda eerie.....
 
Took no 3 to go to her house n it WAS DAMN LONG!!! ONE hour trip, can u imagine that!!! The reason why the destination is damn long is because these bus cater to Pasir ris area as a feeder bus. Keep going on a loop never ending. Almost took half and hour in Pasir ris itself...
Upon reaching her place i explore the garden, first stop yana ask me to look at. She started to dream that is she were to ger marry, she want to make it here, heheh... It was really a nice place wif a good view n scenery. I have fallen in love with this place.
Start it of wif cmsk, but end up we both have no idea wat to write so next proceed wif ECAD. Photo session. Took a long day to pose all those stuff n arranging them until the whole room of yana is in a mess. KEsian seh dia, but end up we manage to clear anythig. WE tot taking picture will b fun but it almost took the whole day to do it. Reach home around 10.15 n i was shag n tired. dropping dead soon, hehhe,,,,
 
Argh!!! I have my cmsk to write n MOnday gona hand up. SUX MEN!!!!
K better get going before morning take over.
Till next time ya...


Wednesday, July 14, 2004
14 July 2004..... 9:30 PM

HEy HAppy BIrthday To me!!! Finally 19 years old....hehehe...
So hows my day like in school??? Hmm it start out with unintentionally. Actually not my motive to dress up today. Jus feel like a 19 years old gerl so must change for once, hehhe. So i was jus wearing my long green skirt and a pale yellow blouse. To me its not to the extend that i "really dreess up" for my birthday. ONly for today i look good but not for the rest of the day....

So, start off with ROSW lab, its was a surprise for them to see me in that outfit.....My fren was like asking me,
Liting: "Woah somebody so "pretty ar today"
Me: heheh "Where got, THe normal Hanis mah!!"
LIting: "OUh i see shy to say ar."
Hanis: blushing..
THan POng came, he out of a sudden told the rest
Pong: "HEy yah today HAnis BIrthday"
Me: Hheehe
POng: No wonder dress up...
me: *chuckle*
So the rest of my fren start to tease me, ouh no wonder dress up got dating ar after this...
I was like so paiseh, i told them, NOlah its jus a normal day since all my fren are busy with their stuf..
THANKS FOR THE WISHES YA GUYS
Yeah not forgetting my two best mate NADHIAH AND MAT, finally spent a bit time with them after school... At least i do celebrate with them.....

SO the day went on n my hp was damn busy until it gets "overloaded" hehehe.....
Cant wait until 6 cos im meeting NADHiah....At first tot, im not meeting her but end up she meet me up.

After much decision i had dinner with Nadhiah n mat. It was great having dinner wif this two people...

So had mee hongkong for dinner n i was really full n Ahmad had nasi ayam n nadhiah too Mee hongkong. Ahmad than ordered fried char kway sotong. It was big plate n end up he stuff vryting to himself n i only ate abit cos im too full...
THANKS FOR THE TREAT YA

Oh ya to my buddy out there, sorry if i were mean to u, heheh....Tak sengaja. Hope u dont mind the way me n Nadhiah bahasakan kau.....No joke no fun mah.....BUt its was really a great meal...
Next stop head to TM for neoprint!!! Been a long time tak ambil neoprint, so head directly to the neoprint center.....The machine was "damn" actually we should take six pose but end up only 4 pose!!! One of them was orite so kinda like it. WE was not actually prepared for it, DAMN U CAMERA....SHOULDNT PUT IN JAPAN LANGUAGE...
EAT OUR MONEY ONLY....BUt neoprint really make big profit. Wihtin a day can earn a few hundred dollar...SO in the memory of my birthday i took a neoprint...hehehe..

So after much commotion headed home, n was really tired. FRom 8am to 8pm i reach home....REally had fun today n receive my pay from Cik Ilah....tot at first ahmad was "giving me" money for my birthday but end up its was my pay....HHEehehh so shock at first....

Orite tan enough for today, so damn tired n need a rest...So take care veryone!!!!!!!!!1


Tuesday, July 13, 2004
ONe MOre Day To GO!!! 3:00 PM

HEy im back. Well jus reached home fifteen minutes ago. Attend school today for a two hour lesson and thats it. SOme how like a waste of time. Start at 12 and end at 2pm... Nothing much happening since its a short day in school....

HEy one more day to go and its my "big Day" Heheh....Yeah im turning 19 tmrw(*grin grin*). How time flies and its already a month im schooling....
19 years old??? Hmm cant believes hows life like at 19, hehhe. in the next year to come, i will turning 20!!!! Hey, no more ending with -ing but -ty..Coming to the stage of grown up teenager...

18 years of my life is coming to and end. Lots of memories i have encountered. Moment of happines, sadness, joy, and the time spent with my fellow mate. They are there for me to pull me up when im feeling down and giving me much moral support to continue with my life. I really treasure n endured that moment......

What i want to see when im 19...

1. Change my behaviour, be more confident.
2. Sucess in my poly life. Currently trying my best to cope with my studies. Its
getting harder.
3. Learn how to cook .(heheh)i actually do not have any interest in cooking but i
jus love cleaning the house. I really have to force myself to fall in "love"
with cooking.
4. How i wish i could grow taller....(hehhe) but all this i will leave it to GOd.
HEs the creator so i do not have the right to comment.
5. Cut down on my food or else my face will become more "chubby".
6. By this time i am able to support my own financial. No more spoon feeding from
my parents.
7. Making more new friends, I wonder why people out there in IT kadang2 sombong2
ar. Jgn stuck up ar muka, kalau jumpa senyum. SO rudeeeee....:)
8. Have time spent with my sec skool mate n my family so that they wont call
me "sombong"....
9. BE more discipline, no more studying last minute as this time round the subject are hard to tackle....n not only that do work on time donot delay-deli.
10. FINAly!!! HEHeh i guess u guys out there should know by now...hmmm... Well hope to find my MR RIGHT GUY!!! BUt i guess its too soon. DONT U GUYS THINK SO??? hmmm
So i guess this option need to reconsider, hehehe....

Woalah thats all the thing that i want to see in my life....Hope turning 19 will bring me much joy and happiness with the people around me and the love ones....
Adious for now....
COUNTING DOWN TO MY BIG DAY!!!!


Sunday, July 11, 2004
Phew....... 3:03 PM

Haiz.. Finally IM DONE WIF CMSK!!!! This is jus the first part and really a "big issue" for me and my friends. THe teacher dont even give us any sample and expect us to wirte out. DAMN men !! So freak out having CMSK in poly not only its fun but its like and ENGLISH LESSON!!! I JUS HATE THAT. Schools say it bring benefits for our future but its like torchering me... this is just the first part and haven come to the satge where i have to write the report for 7PAGE. IMagine what am i suppose to write?? Grandmother STORY!!! haiz... jus hate this subject....

Still need to be done:
1. CMSk reserach log 2- due next week
2. ECAD project - due in a month(Like NMM)
3. CMSK report Writing - due in the following week(SICKENING SUBJECT)
4. TErm TEST - due in 3 more weeks
5. STUDIES to catch up - due less than a week. DIe2 must start now....
6. Upcoming project - due in the future
7. GEt a seal point as soon as possible - due before i graduate, nee to earn
20points
8. BUCK UP!!!!!!!!Nothing learn. its the starting of 4th week tmrw

See that^^^^
HOw fast time flies????
Without u knowing exam is jus around the corner and the next time i will blog, is after the exam.....Haizzzzzzzzzz
k out for now
need to study
Chiow.............


Saturday, July 10, 2004
Quiz.......... 12:03 AM

Yo!! im back in action, as usually busy wif skool!!!!
I had my CCNA first sem exam today so when to jega house together with pong and jega gerlfren...
HHEhe it was really fun. SO to start out things, jega decided to take the risk n start off first, as a result we had to combine brains to crack for answer. All the qns is a mixture from ROSW, SNSC, ISAD N abit of CMSK!!! HEeheh that was really a difficult thing to do... So as jega is the first one to sit for the quiz, we had to think hard but end up he get 71.5% followed up by pong. Next is Pong turn after Jega went through the qns, confirm the subsequent login will be getting the same exam, heheh..
So since we memorise the exam, he just click the answer n from the clockrate set to 1hr15min, he end submit less than an hour, infact 15 min!!!! It was so damn lame by jus clicking all the way. So he too get the same grade wif jega. And finally my turn, as for me the situation is not so tense up like early on. I was so itchy that i try to turn and twist the ans but end up, i scored 68.1%. Abit dissapointed ar but its ok at least i made it out of 100%. So now left for Benny Chin to tell us whether we are qualified or not, hehhee....

So went back home from sembawang back to Tampines., was really tiring day. From morning at 9 having tution n till 10.15pm reach back home...Fuh tired....

K tats all for today short n simple blog, hehhe
Need to get a rest
TIRED


Monday, July 05, 2004
Moment of Silence... 7:56 PM

First of all i would like to send my condolences to Ahmad family as her grandmother pass away this morning. Alhamdulilah semua selamat dikebumikan....
............
Really sorry to hear about this when i received your msg. I pray hard that everything will be ok but time has come for her to go.....
To my buddy out there do take thing easy k, i know its really hard for u to swallow the pain that she has left u, but life has to go on. Insyallah one day you are able to accept the fact. Be strong and move on with your life and look on the bright side...
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So hows my day today???

Well after he msg me, i jus finish bathing and i was shocked to hear the news...Stood silence for a moment and went on to school. All the way to school i was feeling low after what had happen. How i wish as a fren i could be there....
So start of lesson wif ECAD lab, it was ok as our lecturer teach us today. As usually this time round, java programming is starting to play in our life again!!! Argh!!! hate it but sometimes like it, hehehe.....
Proceed on wif APEL....Had fun but the fun couldnt really make my mind at ease jus feel low....on n on we go and finally come to and end. Ended at 5 and before that PAWN lecture, a single thing couldnt get into my mind, as the teacher was like mumbling to himself. Me ??????

Back at home, my mum told me Cik MAhat masuk hospital kene gi operation. Ada batu karang. Alhamdulilah the operation was sucessful. Went visit him around 6pm at Changi GEneral Hospital....

things happen so fast
until we ourself didnt realise it
one day u noe u have everything to urself
but the next ting u see,
all the things that u have will slowly dissappear.

Therefore dont take things for granted, cherish the people around u, show them that u care before its too late...


Sunday, July 04, 2004
StreS OUT!!!! 5:00 PM

Blog.....
In Transmission.....Connecting....
BloGGing....1 2 3 4.......
COmplete....Time To bLOg..

YEah back in action, as usual busy wif skool stuff n never ending hmwk...Hows my day today???
Wake up early this morning as i have tuition just now. So as usually meet him but i turn out to be late. Real sorry ya....Tan after meeting him, he told me that his granma has been brought back home n shes now in a "critical" state as i can say. Feel sorry to hear about it. It was too emotional that i almost wana cry but i stood silent all the way. What we can do now is jus pray to god n hope for a recovery...
Theres nothing much we can do except for prayers for his grandma. I didnt ecpect that his grandma will be in this serious condition...
To my buddy out there: Be strong kiez n do take things easy, i will stood by ur side if u need any help...:).....
hmm...

today Aidah really make me mad....I give her a list of homework to do, and end up she only did 4 out of 10 or 15 qns!!! I was so freak out that i scold her. End up she suffer cause everytime i reach there i have to wait for her to finish up her hmwk, and i myself need to wait. Sometimes it even took an hour for her to complete. Aidah actually boleh buat cuma, takde org nak tegas pat dia and thats why her mind will not be focus. SO i dont give her a damn, i told her that if she never complete the task that i give to her on time, i will give her more practice. For me i really sympathy wif Cik Ilah, she really wants her children to do well n i myself too want Aidah to pass her MAths from starting but Aidah are not corporating wif us!!!
I try my best not to scold her, but kalau dah terdesak i cant do much, thats the solution out. Not in a sense of really scolding her but a stern warning for her...I know Aidah does not really have much hmwk from school so therefore im trying my best to give her hmwk for her own revision.....Sometimes when i sit wif her, she will gives me a "cold" behaviour which sometimes i dont really feel comfortable wif....Haiz....

Orite thats for today....
Need a break ya...Till Next time
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Thursday, July 01, 2004
Feelings 10:35 PM

What am i feeling right now??

Stress
Confuse
Happy
Half-hearted
Lonely
Bored
Feel like Crying
Miss Someone
Angry
Frustrated

I miss the good old time i have before i enter poly... I really miss the good time i had before. But old those memories are no longer taking place. How i wish i could turn back time, get back to my best fren n buddies gather around. For just one day how i wish all of them could meet up n enjoy our one day outing.....
A year have pass n i really tried hard to forget all those memories but it keep coming back.... Sometimes i miss the companion of having someone special that i really love n endure. How i wish i could give him/her a big hug to express my feeling deep inside...
Sometimes i do have the feeling to be loved again but i guess its not the right time for me to jump into all this relationship again. I do not want the same thing to happen again.....Life have to move on...
Having new frens n buddy bring a joy to my life but i do hope that will last forever!!!
Having a guy as ur buddy is really a challenge for me, eventhough u r close buddy i have to face the difficulties. THough buddies but it aint easy to establish as feelings might occur in this frenship. Im trying my best now to prevent it from happening...n i wont want myself to end up losing face after all the feeling that i have, if it ever took place. I just wont want to break this frenship that i really treasure very much and i wish i could find another buddy which is a gerl....

"I will never find another lover as precious tan u as precious than u......"


ShiVerIng...... 10:11 PM

Grrrr... today was really a cold day for me, eventhough the weather outside there is hot, im freezing.....Had LEcture all the way n 3 hour lab!!!!!!
Today PAwn lecture room was damn cold, n i couldnt concentrate at all...

yeah so wats the date for today???Hmmm finally the month of july have finally arrive...Heheh a moment i have been waiting for, n i cant wait for it to come. How times flies so fast n without me knowing tmrw is already friday n second week of school have come to an end.

So whats in store for me this week
1. Homework!!1 Never ending
2. ECAD Project
3. Need to read more n have better understanding of my subject
4. Be prepared for my upcoming project
5.........

Well i guess thats all for today....Abit slack n PMS!!!