bye bye 2009

2009 was a horrible year for me. if i can sum the year up in 2 words, it would be 'bad decisions'. i can still remember how the year started out. the O levels results in january, a chain of bad, depressing events soon followed over the next few months. i will somehow be looking forward to the new year, putting these traumatic experiences behind and go forth to live on.

attention detention

bloody awesome

killing me with a lullaby

this week for me was a very unproductive one. i didn't start on my revision and i couldn't clear my small number of assignments. i remained stagnant on my LWP, felt fustrated throughout the whole week and cut my hair the way i didn't want it to be cut. how am i going to achieve the goals that i set out for myself? i wonder... (fml)

no more a boy boy

common tests are over, i didn't revise for them till the last minute, so i doubt i'll get my 4 As. the 2 weeks break are here, great timing. I really need to recharge and catch up on my forsaken modules

time is my problem

I need my braces now!

get me out of here

what if it hurts me. what it I break down.
what if this world just throws me off the edge.
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place. I wanna hear my sound
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy

scars remind me that the past is real

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down and I just wanna be alone. I'm pissed cause you came around, why don't you just go home? Cause you give me all your pain, and I can't help you fix yourself. Your making me insane.

bagus

I've just received another warning letter for my poor attendence. a warning letter for lessons i did attend and was early for. nice.

he didn't come home

i'm off to another island. in an attempt to rejuvenate my spirit.

stumbling into portholes

this semester, life has been really hectic. assignments, projects, reports... i'm not having enough time for myself