Criticize is always easy

Some people just like to criticize on others. I have someone at home who does this all the time. I cant deny I dont like him. He choose to left our family and after 20 years when he got older, jobless and no where to go. He crawled back to Malaysia and tumpang at my sister's house.To those who know me and my family background, you know whom I am referring to. 

Is OK to U TURN since you are old and uselsss, no job, no one will hire you. Fine... we wont let you stay and sleep by the streets. The house door is always open and anyone needs help can come to us. We can help because we earn enough, thanks to you who abandoned us so make us all became very independent.  You came back as a grandparent, and as a person who never stay with us for so many years, I believe you need some time to adjust your lifestyles when you are TUMPANG at your daughter's house. Ops sorry is your Son in law's house baru betul. 

I was not so happy with his presence at home, he always criticize on everyone.... but deep down my heart, I think he needs is a mirror to look at himself. But I think he cant look at the mirror, he is a useless and got nothing old man. But he thought very highly of himself, and even now he still talk about China's economy and the share market. Hello, if you so bloody PA-LAN-PAI then why are you being so poor now? please stop all these craps, I don't need to listen to these as I don't do business with the CHINA MAN! 

And because he knows my sister is the main contributor of the house, he did everything he could to lick her toes, sorry my sister have no balls, I cant say he carries her balls right? He will behave like a good father, (GOOD DOG) good grandfather when my sister is around. That is also OK since he needs her so it fine to GOSOK abit. Just sometimes the way he GOSOK I beh tong but what I can do? I am also tumpang here so better keep my mouth shut.

During the 1st few months, he gave me alot of problems. Like complain me about 

(1) drinking water and never refill

(2) complain me about using the hot water and never refill. 

Well my justification for (1) is I work in office and only reach home after 7pm, the water container can fill up to 5 liters of water, so tell me how I drink so much from 7-11pm ? That is not my point, the point here is, I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON STAY IN THAT HOUSE!! WHY HE ALWAYS HAVE TO BLAME ON ME? 

Second point, my baby came home after 7pm together with me, she drinks 4oz of milk at night, and need about 1 oz of hot water every time I make milk. So tell me a water heater that holds up to 4 liters of water.... I only use maximum 3-4 oz (maximum 120ml) of hot water , that time baby feeding was very frequent. How can he blame me on using out the hot water? So me and my husband sipeh TULAN  so end up we bought out heater and keep in room so he could keep his mouth shut.

Not only that , he also PURPOSELY tell in front of me 'Wah, so many plates and glasses never wash?" I was like... are you talking to me? I just came back from office, I have not even started to eat, so the plates never wash why you tell me ar?  Me and husband also very TULAN so end up we decided to eat out. Until one day I told myself, why so suffer staying with this USELESS-JOBLESS-MONEYLESS OLDMAN and giving so much of troubles. We decided to move out and we managed to meet few property agents and visited few houses until one day my sister came to our room. She seldom does that, and she saw the agent name card , she did not say a word and walked out. 

Somehow, I am not sure what happened, suddenly this USELESS-JOBLESS-MONEYLESS OLDMAN changed his attitude towards me. He cook my favourite food and called me to come homw eat, he purposely cook my husband's favoruite food too. Kononnya want to gosok us again la. I think the house owner may have spoken to him. As I sounded to my sister, why water finished always blame me? I bought the heater just to shut his mouth up! I dont like people blaming me on everything. If we would stay under same roof, stay peacefully, dont create issues. 

I have not finished, he also mentally bullied my niece and nephew. I cannot agree with the way he talks to them. Over 1 side, you tell children to behave, dont use bad words. At the other hand, you scold them STUPID, NO BRAIN, CRAZY, GO DIE.... talking about being a children care-taker? Oh please, all he does is to fry rice with eggs and sausages, YES he fried that almost everyday. Then he will play computer and ipad ALL DAY!! No interactions with the kids and not talking to them too. So you dont allow kids to play ipad but then you play all day long wor!!!! So you think it would work? NO WAY !! AND THE KIDS HATES HIM!!

I believe my sister hates him too! As I told her what he did to his child, just being a DAUGHTER, she wont chase him out unless he hit her dearest daughter, she told me if he did, she would ask him to get out of the house. I told her, HE WILL NEVER HIT her but will torture her mentally, and trying to be nice in front of you only. He is not a sincere, kind-hearted old man. I see other grandparents can send their grandchild to school, play with them in the park. This will never happen in my family because all I have is a HEART-LESS FATHER. 

I tahan very long for not writing this post but I think express my dissatisfaction over writing is a treatment so I can letgo my grudge a little bit. He also complain about my brother in law which I think that is the person that he should never comment, as he pays for the house so you are now tumpang in his house, do nothing and so please just shut the fuck up. If you want to comment he never spend time with the kids, please look at the mirror- YOU LEFT HOME WHEN I WAS 13! YOU DONT HAVE A HOUSE, NOT EVEN A BIKE!!

THE ONLY THING IN MY MIND IS WAIT FOR MY HOUSE TO BE READY AND I CANT WAIT TO MOVE OUT!! I DONT WANT TO SEE HIS FACE AND HEAR HIS VOICE! AND YES I HATE MY FATHER BUT I AM GIVING HIM MONEY EVERY MONTH SO I CAN GO TO HEAVEN WHEN I DIE!! HAHAHA

Naruko review

I have not been buying expensive skincare for very long time. I switched to pharmacy brands like Eucerin, Olay for few years. And lately something catches my attention ... Naruko from Taiwan.

My first attempt was buying their Appple Seed spot whitening range. My skin has not been looking good lately as I was under tremendous stress from the H Company. I always look not happy, dull and grey looking skin, I have not using mask for very long time and stuffs. Well all these has made me look older and not as young and cheerful than I used to be. 

I tried this range and not hoping it will create any magic on my freckles or pigments, I was hoping I can look fairer and get back the glow. After using it for 6 weeks, I could see there are improvement, especially when I wakeup from bed, I look at the mirror and thinking ... "I don't look so scary anymore!" And I could go out from house without putting on makeup.

So the earlier batch of skincare finishing fast as I was using it at generous amount. The price is very affordable so I tend to use more than what I really need.And I am happy with the result.

I have added my new batch of Naruko skincare, this time I got the Taiwan Magnolia range - the anti aging solution. Hope for the best and I have confident these thing will make my glow again. :)

 

Oh, one last thing, you can get these product from any Watson store , price range MYR 29-99.

90 days review

I have joined my new company for almost 3 months. There are few things I would like to talk about

1. Workload

2. How they work

3. Flexibility

I like the point no. 3 most. No one will question what time you go to office and what time you leave. If today I feel like tired and want to work from home, it is absolutely fine. Depending your luck on what type of customer you are dealing with, most of the time, no one will call you.  If they do, it is your right not to pick up if the call comes after office hours.

Talk about workload, the load is not that bad. In my new place, bosses want to ensure we don't screw up and they will not load you too much at the beginning until the point they think you are ready to take on more. However, the honeymoon ended when they assign me the 2nd project which is migration of 74 servers with 23 SAP landscapes. Not doing my forte and I am struggling.

How do they work? No one seems to know anything, TAICHI masters are everywhere. When you hit into issues, no one owns the incident and you will need to work thru the night the get things done. If you are lucky, you get the 1st person who is well versed and willing to close the ticket then you can close the issue in few hours time. Otherwise, 1 simple issue that merely need 5 mins to resolved will dragged for DAYS to close. That is also with escalations, otherwise no one cares! I am not lying....

Back to flexibility; well like I said nothing comes free, it is given to us with criteria. We are working with people around the globe, in the morning I may be talking to Australian, Japanese. Afternoon I may be talking to Indian or European and in evening I will need to work with American. So basically I work day and night and working hours is quite long. So at the plus point, I can sleep and work later in the next day. So, there are good and bad sides of it.

I like the flexibility part and dislikes the "I have to work after 6pm" part. Well, no perfect place to work, we have to embrace the good sides of it. The flexibility is not really flexible as I may be required to be online at all time. So not the best part to me.

Well, this is a great company but not the best place to work if you ask me.