Finally got mood to update blog..

19th of Dec

officially owned a 5800XM

great handphone indeed =]

anyway

yesterday 'dong zhi' no celebrate or what le

and

today just bought some 'tang yuan' only

haha

Wish all PMR Form 3 students

good luck and all the best

for tomorrow PMR results

photo quality not bad with 5800XM

nite,

yongqing

I'm Back ^^

Long time no update blog lo,

First I will like to wish my senior,
Which is my ex Ketua Wakil Kelas,

Mr Tan Boon Wei

Happy belated Birthday!
Here is a photo of his,
without spec, haha

Thanks alot!
You thought me alot since then,
I sincerely appreciate it.

also

Happy Belated Birthday

Wong Xio Zen

A friend of mine,
which is cheerful always!
Hmm..
Do u still remember this emotion? ^^
haha, I guess u know what I mean right?
It's a cute one though. =)


Anyway,
Tomorrow
is
our Form 5
graduation day...
sad or happy?
feel like crying?
haha
I would like to thank
to

every
teachers
that thought me throughout these few years

every
single friend
that we cope along since form 1

every
LM committees and the members
who made my secondary schooling life
to the fullest.

We
grown alot
and
learn much along our secondary life
and
I guess this is our ending point bah
Hope that after we graduated,
we still able to keep in touch,
hang out together.

It's time to let go
and
move on

By the way,
it's time to sleep,
3am, woo~~
Thanks for those who cheer me up when I'm bored too
will pray for u guys tonight

Nitez
yongqing

who cares?

Don't cry
because
it's over.

Smile
because
it happened.

To Our Dearest Abang Lai

This picture means everything between the 15 of US and YOU!


* Click To Enlarge The Photo *

One and Only..

Congratulation!
to
The New Generation of LM Elite 2009/2010

Ps: Huey Shin in there, haha

Together we are ONE !

Wakil Kelas Farewell Party with the Members

Installation Group photo

Black and White Contrast

The Happiness..

Bonds between Us

The Last Dinner

We are one in the bond of LOVE!



YUXUN
WE WILL MISS YOU!
ALWAYS!

today's lesson

Take care of your body.
It's the only place you have to live.

tagged

1.被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷

2.老实的回答每一题问题

3.不行乱改题目

4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点

5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友

6.完成后，请告诉点你的人

-----点给-----

- 没点给任何人




-----個 人 題 - 10 題-----

01.你叫什么: 勇庆

02 你的綽號: - Qing, Heng

03 你的血型： B

04 你的星座： 双鱼座

05 你是男還是女： 男

06 你幾歲： 17

07 你住哪裡：Puchong

08 你現在的學校 : SMJK Katholik, Petaling Jaya

09 你有沒有手機 : 有

10 承上，那是多少： 不明


-----朋 友 題 -----

11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 知心友都是

12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：没必要讨厌人

13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）： 性格好，样子OK都是

-14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）： 无

15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭： 没有文化，无理取闹，没读书， 没礼貌， 抽烟

16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：傲慢，粗俗，乱来的男子

17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：把我当好朋友的都是

18 你經常和哪位朋友出去：Jared, LM Committee们，老朋友

19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: 不明

20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: 性格可爱，不发桥都是



-----情 題 - １５ 題-----

21 你有沒有喜歡的人： 有

23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 念大学，有钱，有时间

24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：2

25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： 1

26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：初恋中

27 你現在有另一半嗎: 有

28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：跟他谈好来

29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ：先慎重考虑

30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：有性格，特别，明白是非，容忍体谅

31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：有

32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: 有

33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：有

34 是誰，你們什麼關係: 朋友，亲戚，家人？

35 現在有人在追你嗎： 不知道



------混 合 題 - １０ 題------

36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：心痛，无言，保持联络

37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：和他商量，如果严重的话，无言，离他而去

38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：不介意，离他而去，他需要帮忙才帮

39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎： 不会

40 你上課認真嗎 : 看心情

41 你功課好不好： 尽量完成

42 你开电腦都在幹麻：MSN聊天，找资料，电玩，修理电脑

43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 不多

44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：不多



------兇 手 題 - 1 0 題------

45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：JiaYee

46 这個人對你好不好： 好

47 這個人是你的誰： 好朋友

48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎： 有

49 你們認識多久了：4 年

50 這個人是怎樣的人： 明白是非，有时冲动，关心身边的朋友

51 這個人正／帥嗎： 还好

52 個人跟你有沒有在一起过： 没有

53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: 花时间经营吧



------聯 想 題 - １０ 題------

56 說到正妹你會想到誰：无

57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：无

58 說到憨你會想到誰： 无

59 說到痴你會想到誰： 无

60 說到暗戀你會想到誰： 无

61 說到出去玩你會想到誰： 全部好友，老朋友

62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： 我班的神童

63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 时常鱼的人，哈哈

64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：不明

65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : 一般知心友 =]



------學 校 題 - 1 1 題------

66 你的班導是誰: Pn Shanti

67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個： 不固定

68 你最喜歡的老師是誰： 尊重学生的都是

70 你的英文好嗎：OKOK

71 你的體育好嗎： 某些运动

72 你的数学好么： OKOK

73 你喜不喜歡你的校長： 不过分就好

74 你的學校好看嗎： 比很多学校好多

75 你的班級是： 5S1

76 你的班級在幾樓：A blok 一楼

Thanks

You thought me that once the angel had gone,
it won't come back again..

You thought me to wipe my tears and move on,
the rain drops won't fall forever..

You thought me let go of you and be strong..
Thanks for wondering in my dream..
lately..

A very true description of myself

" You hide your emotion sometimes .
You are a moon type of person.
You tend to be the quiet type or in contrast,
you are happy but sometimes you act it out in order for you to no burden your friends with your problems.
You've faced some problems in your life.
Your heart has dealt blows before.
You tend to think about things alot more than other people.
And you may get annoyed with people who act out without thinking about what would happen later.
You are also the type of person that others often come to you with their problems because you've been through plenty, and you are very understanding.
Though you sometimes feel lonely.
Your demeanor is usually chill, and relaxed.
You usually are logical, and rely alot on facts and information on decisions.
You often keep things to yourself.
This is just one side of you, and you have different faces in different situations and environments, just like the moon has phases. "

Exam Stress

bit by bit,
it piles up unconsciously,
it gets harder and harder with time,
to reach the top without any mistake,
it's not impossible,
but its pretty close,
to achieve it once and for all.

it's not goodbye, it's a starting point..

" The less you open your heart to others, the more your heart suffers."
- Chopra

New Hope Brings New Life?

Since Wednesday, I've been thinking of studying hard because I have been FAIL-ing subjects in previous exam. Then, something slipped out of my mind ages ago and it popped out on my mind again, Study Group!

Hah, We always say, " Aiya, what study group la, end up cao gei one!", but that day it totally different, we are like discussing in an official meetings. We flip through every important details then teach one and other with patience!

Imagine after school, we ate and went back home together. We started study from 3pm until 9pm for the first time! Althought our brain are stuffed with sciencetific words and diagrams, at least we are satisfied that we spend out time and archieve something valuable.

Study group is not an easy job to conduct because it needs everyone's spirit to maintain the discipline to fulfill our objectives. Oh ya, these few days, I found a philosophy book in my dad's shelf, I read through it and found this might be useful to someone out there and I wanted to share it here. It says,

" Success is no more than the natural consequence of consistenly applying the fundamentals of sucess to life ".

Like how we solve our maths questions, if we don't learn 1+1=2, 1x5=5, then how can we solve question like this, (1+1)(1x5)=?. Its all based on the fundamentals which is the basic that you learnt in kindergarden, like ABC to form a word "Apple". You need to consistenly use and apply it in our daily life to archieve success.

After tomorrow, it going to be a 2 weeks holiday. Hope everyone live to the fullest in this coming holiday! and I wish everything will be back to track and going smoothly in days to come. That's all for today. Say goodbye to your yesterday's. =]

- END -

A Moment of Grief without You

Don't lose hope.
When it gets darkest,
the stars and moon will come out.

Turn your face to the moon
and the blur shadows will fall behind you.

3 things that u left for me

Flip through your diary the 3rd time and found these quotes that you wrote, how can you write so well when you're at 11..? =.=

##1
"It's good to have money and the things that money can buy, but it's equally good to check once in a while and make sure that you haven't lost the things that money cant buy."

the importance of happiness for individuals who seem to have lost hope with worldly success. Too many of us become too busy with our job, that we tend to ignore or take for granted the things that truly matter in life. It is a good way of being thankful for the persons and things that really make us live great lives.

##2
"You are as happy as you make up your mind to be."

You have the choice to make your life better and happier at this very moment.
Though, when they achieve their first dream, they're never fully contented and then move on to say that they'll be happy when they achieve the next best thing.

##3
"The question is not whether we will die, but how we will live."

The importance of living life to the fullest. Not one of us knows when our time will come.
And you will never know when you have given them hope, reason, and direction to live.

Blog song updated

Moment of truth by FM Static

Hope it suits your ears =]



Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing,
When the wheel stop spinning cause we don't
Know where we're going
And here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
All to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back

I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her eyes on me.
Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me.

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

And here I am, on the west coast of
America and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
All the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
Poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
Reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me

I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever

After the Darkest Hour the Sun Will Shine Again

take the good with the bad..
smile with the sad..
love what you've got and remember what you've had..
always forgive and never forget..
make mistakes but never regret..

Brotherly love

I walk on through the wind..
I walk on through the rain..
Though our dreams been tossed..
Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart..
And you'll never walk alone..

I will always remember your last words in your diary..
It flash back rapidly in my mind..
when I'm down..

"..the me from yesterday has disappeared. Forget me bro, take care and be strong..Bye.."


Sigh....

Lifeless..

It's been 6 years I'm walking alone without you, without directions..
I remember how we enjoy the happy moment..
how we solved every problems with new determination..
Now, whenever I'm lonely..
I will look up to the blue sky, thinking of you..
face with no expressions and tears in my heart..
Only, I realize that for so long, I haven let go of you..
I just hope, I will meet you again, someday later..

Painful memories

I'm glad that I have u guys with me.
I shall let go all of the sad and painful memories in my mind.
Get all over it and move on!
Happy Always!
You can decide your everyday to be full of joy =]

- End -

Last and Final..

"The biggest enemy is you, yourself" it flashback on my mind from that moment, ever since you speak to me today. I remember, I promised you I will study hard after I get this brand new PC, how I beg you for money just to buy it. But in the end, I disappoint you, I'm sorry, I'm a big liar. Everyday, you give me the best, make fruit juice, cook for me, tidy my bedroom, fetch me home, help me wash my leftover cups and plates, without complains. You give me what I want, but yet I still don't bother what you said to me and complain to you. I heard you cough in the night time, I saw how you spend precious time just to make us feel comfortable, I feel how tired you are everyday, how lonely you are and I still doing nothing everyday, sitting in front pc and give bunch of reason just to excuse of my mistakes. I cheated in exam, just to get a pass result and forget bout it after wards. Continue wasting time on stupid stuff. I know you love me, mom and dad, I just too stubborn. When you lecture me, I don't even dare to look into your eyes, am I afraid or simply don't bother what you are saying to me? I know it hurts, I can feel it. You love me in a different way and normally it hard to get into my ears because you're telling the truth of me. You let me to choose my own future, but I think I need you to guide me after all, sometimes I'm lost, I'm lonely, I need supports. You try the soft way because you know that it won't work well in the hard way for me. You gave me lots of chances, but I don't appreciate it at all. I promised, that I will change myself no matter what, I promised you I won't let you down again and I promised you I won't let you worried of me and tears you off......I'm sorry...Forgive me...

- End -

Never regret

Nowadays, I used to spend my time on other stuff rather spend time into my studies.
In the end, I get very terrible results and I don't know how to face my parents with a bad results. Though, I saw many happy ones shouting when they have achieve their targets and I wish to get that achievement too. To be honest, I'm jealous because they don't work hard but they get good results in return, it's because of luck or what? face problem? It's so unfair. =(

Never mind, forget bout it. I guess it's just temporary. What I want is my own result, I need to start studying during my free time and stop slacking in front my computer and MSN with friends. What I want is just a good SPM results before I leave this memory land. A friend of mine once asked me "Why do you go so far for others, it's not worth to spend your valuable time on something that didn't pay your efforts in return...?" Instead of doing one at a time, I want to spend same amount of time and trying to achieve both things. Play hard and study hard. It's easy to say than doing it, but I have promised myself and I have determination to do it every single day.

* sorry everyone, I let go everyday easily. Move on and nothing come to my mind until now.

- End -

A Little Piece of My Mind

Long time didn't come here and blog, perhaps I'm busy or lazy, haha.
Though, I will just make it short and simple.

Here is what I wanted to share to all:

#1 " Help your friends when they need you, if they did not appreciate it, that's their own problem. "

#2 " Do not scare to lose someone, do your part give of your best to your loved one every single day with no regrets! "

#3 " Forgive and let go of it! "

#4 " Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

#5 " Think positively and think of the negative too. Dare to try and fail once! "

That's all for today, you may ask me anything further details on this.

Cherish every moments in your life, there's no turning back.

Be happy everyone~

P/S : I will like to thank Suet Ping and everyone who helped me when I'm down, thanks for everything!

- End -

Choose a path and never look back

Sigh,
Someone hurts me or I have a bad experience with them,
Rather than brush away the pain,
I get stuck emotionally,
and the wounds still remain.
Time passes day by day and it becomes harder to move forward.
Before I know it, years have passed.
And to become more fulfilled in the present and more excited about the future,
I seriously need to learn to let go of the past...

Now,
I'm trying to let go of the past because it is yesterday.
When I relate to the past, I don't relate to anyone or anything.
And I'm literally talking to myself.
Since I've already heard all I have to say about all that is past,
I will let go of the past and move forward,
because the past is already bygone.

Therefore,
I try to be neutral and don't judge things anymore.
Because, I finally understand that " don't be sad because it's over, be happy because it happened ".
Thank you for everything and I want to apologize for what I have done to you.
Hope you won't keep in heart anymore and forget about me and everything.
I will let go of it and choose a new path from today onwards.
Though, I will never look back anymore, unless...
Bye, farewell my friend.


P/S: Don't worry everyone, be happy.
I'm fine.

- End -

Existence of 29 Feb in year 2009

Yesterday, I met up with dear to eat lunch at the canteen after school dismiss.
After we bought our lunch, dear went to buy drinks for me.
Then, suddenly Adrian and his friends walk by and say hi.
After that, they left for tuition classes.
It was a surprise that dear wants to learn how to hold chopsticks. ^^
Normally, other people will don't bother learning the right way.
Teach dear the right way to hold it, but still need more practice until you get used to it.
Jiayou lo! ^^
We chat a lot while we are having our lunch.
Then, dear took out the paper and asked me for a pen.
Asked me whether I want a day of 29 Feb in this year or not.
Then I said, of cause I want, why not? but..how? @.@
Then dear told me how the day exist between 28 Feb and 1 March.
Dear created for me and it last for 16hours in between the day of 28Feb and 1 March. ^^
Dear, I remember I have once told my mom when I'm young but mom thought that I'm crazy. Aiks T_T
and all this while I love to see you smile dear, staring at you most of the time. XD
Anyway, Thanks dear! Muacks!

Dear, I hope you can manage your time well and focus in your studies. =]
Catch up the daily homework before it's piled up. @.@
And I hope you can do your best for tomorrow netball MSSD competition.
Have a good rest today and be in best condition for tomorrow.
and I'm glad that you like the song of my blog. ^^

Wish all my luck on you!
All the best and take care dear.
Love you, dear! Muacks!

- End -

Tagged by dear

第一: 被点者请在自己的 Blog 里写下答案
第二: 请传另外十位的人
第三: 传阅人"请在于这十位当中斗留言版" 告知他(她)被点名了
第四: 这当中的十位的人‘不得拒绝’
第五: 被点者"请注明被谁点了"在哪接到 "在传给下十位"
第六: 这些 "被点名者" 你们被点会得到祝福, 并且 "愿望会实现" ,也会得到 "幸福套餐" 开始咯!!
幸福套餐 NO.1
01 你的绰号 : Qing, Ah Heng, SaiSiu
02 年龄 : 17 , 2009.
03 生日 : 29/02/1992
04 星座 : Pisces
05 兴趣 : enjoy midnight sky and listen to songs
06 专长 : computer related

幸福套餐 NO.2
01 你有没有喜欢的人?: Ya~
02 是否在交往?: Of coz...yes!
03 现在幸福吗?: Very!
04 如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事?:
Hug her and hold her tight!
05 如果有天,你爱的人跟你告白的话?: say yes to her! ^^

幸福套餐 NO.3
01 最爱的节目: many
02 最爱的音乐: nice flow and rhythm, song that mean a lot to me.
03 最爱的季节: winter
04 最爱的卡通: Full Metal Alchemist (meaningful) T.T
05 最爱的人: Dear, my family and relatives and all my friends that close to me
06 最爱的颜色: Any colour that matched perfectly, preferably blue and white for me
07 最爱的国家: Now? Malaysia of coz. ^^
08 最爱的天气: Sunny day and windy day will do

幸福套餐 NO.4
01 如果上天给你三个愿望:
- Live and share everything with my loved ones until my last breath
- Help all the poor that in need of food and support
- Bless everyone live with a happy and healthy live!
02 你是很专一的人吗?: I am
03 最深刻的回忆?: The moment my best friends left me alone. Forever
04 你是个很有信心的人吗?: Sometimes, but sometimes not
05 你很爱微笑吗?: Improving lately ^^
06 如果你要放弃你现在的生活，你愿意吗?: Impossible.
07 妄想什么样的生活?: Happy and healthy life with my loved ones.
08 是否横刀夺爱才是爱?: Meaning?

I'm alone without you and all of you guys!

I'm back again
Though, I will just briefly go through the holidays. Enjoy~

Day 1 - the day before Chinese New Year EvE
After a long journey from KL, I arrived at my cousin's house and stayed overnight there.
The best thing is that my aunt cooked chicken chops for lunch. It's tasty! Yummy~ ^^


Chicken Chop ^^


Have satays for our dinner and proper meal for supper!


Cousin playing PSP while waiting for the dinner



Cousin's dog. Old friend ^^

Day 2 - Chinese New Year Eve, took off to Kedah~





On the way to Kedah.
Thick cloud and mist, nice scenery ^^


Cousins



3months old rockwilder. She's scary.
Don't play with it. >.<

Miss this garden. Happy moments with relatives here!

Though, there's no reunion for me that night. T.T
Left alone at home that day. Sigh.


Day 3 - Chinese New Year


Dinner~



All my cute cousins! XD


Cousin + Grandpa Birthday!

Cousins, the Elder ones

Singing Birthday Song




Yi Tao - Love him so much. XD



Day 4 - Best Day Ever, Uncle's Mountain

In the morning, Forest of Dragon Fruit. XD




Spot that turkey stepping a small chick? damn it =(




Poor Little Cute Chick, can't even stand properly
All because of the fat turkey. =.=


Spot the chick? ^^


In the morning~


Dragon Fruits Forest


It's Flower


Dragon Fruit


Top of the tower


Cacated Papaya Shaped Bomb. -.-


Cousins


From the tower.


Top of the mountain



Cousins and my uncle.
Lots of fruits and vegetables ^^


Day 5 - Another mountain.



On the way~



Half way~



The Sky of The Day



Playing with sand. Having fun.


On the way back home.


Cousin's house

Total 9 boxes of hamster. @.@


New Car - Cherry.


Day 6 - Final Day, Back to Ipoh first then KL.

Mom's house at kampung.

Guess what is this. It's deep inside.




Chatting and eating "koropok"


Kampung Chickens


A walk with relatives outside the kampung

At Ipoh

Me, eating McFlurry at Sushi King. XD

McFlurry Orange Limited Edition. ^^



Sushi King's "Lou Sang" Set


What this little girl doing? @.@


Cousin ordering for us ^^


Cousins ^^


Scallop, very expensive. Rm5 each. >.<

The bill - Rm280 for 5 persons.


Home Sweet Home ^^

Dear, chat with you during the whole chinese new year.
Thanks for everything, dear ^^
Love you and miss you for the whole holiday XD

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