Tuesday, November 2, 2010

I miss them badly

As time goes,
friends go on their own path,
some are far apart,
and came back once in a year.

This song just bring back lots of memories of our past,
our laughter,
our silly stuff,
our childhood memories,
our hard time together,
our happy time =)
and this song is OneRepublic - All The Right Move!

That's all for today,
mood swing,
huhu~

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Undecided..


Finance or Information Technology?

I still wondering what suits me best..
Programming?
I don't think have much passion in it,
though, I think I will try to cope with it in degree year..
Just that don't know whether I willing to give it a try..
and risk these 3 years..

It's foundation Sem2 Week4 now..
and I'm still wasting precious time day by day..
stoning in my room and do nothing..
study to entertainment ratio is 1:10..

Anyway, hope my sis will recover soon~
and hope by the time I finish my foundation..
I will able to decide my future..
hope my piggy will study well and decide her future too!
Miss her deeply..
With loves~
Byee~





Qing

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Disappointed

Vitamin C - Graduation ( Friends Forever )

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excitedand we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Damn regret and trying to forget. The unappreciation, misunderstanding, miscommunication and unhappiness between us. I feel glad and relief as they leave this club and get along with other clubs happily. There is no reason to stay in this club if they felt unhappy and lost. I will always remember how we spend together for these few years, skip lessons just to meet up you guys and of cause joke and learn things together! =)

Just remember, you can learn great stuff in other clubs too. When you decided to leave, just don't look back. It will make you feel more suffer, just remember the memorable memories you spend in this club, how we play and work hard together just to complete a duty and the satisfaction of our achievements throughout these few years. Thanks for all the memories though, I truly appreciate it much!

For those who stand strong still, I just want to praise your positive attitude towards this reality world, you all made a wise decision too, unaffected by others. If you all feel lonely, there's no friends left to accompany you duty and have fun together, don't hesitate and feel free to find me. I will put down my stuff and spend some time with you guys together. Just remember you are not alone in this club. =)

For those who not happy of what I said recently, I'm sincerely here to make my apology to you.
Like it or not, it's up to you to decide. I gave up passing messages and feedbacks for the members, i just hope they will shine brightly in other clubs and one day we will meet again.

All in all, thanks for the memories!
And special thanks to my love one and my best friends too.






Saying goodbye,
Qing



Friday, April 9, 2010

Random thoughts




The ability to feel pain is not a weakness.

It's a strength.

And those who can endure it,

are stronger.




Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Don't look back, just go..

Dedicated to a friend,
but it's meaningless now.
Enjoy..


Boys like girls - go

Little change of the heart
Little light in the dark
Little hope that you just might find
Your way up out of here
'Cause you've been hiding for days
Wasted and wasting away
But I got a little hope today
You'll face your fears
Yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
Follow the lights to the city

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah, I know you can make it through
'Cause I believe in you
So let's go put up a fight
Let's go make everything all right
Go on take a shot
Go give it all you got
Oh, yeah, I know it's not easy
I know that it's hard
No, it's not always pretty

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back, just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on

Don't wanna wake up to the telephone ring
Are you sitting down?
I need to tell you something
Enough is enough
You can stop waiting to breathe
And don't wait up for me

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on

Get up and go
Take a chance and be strong
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
Don't look back; just go
Take a breath, move on
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don't spend your whole life holding on, yeah



I feel great knowing who you are
What a empty promise
Forget bout it
GoodBye
Qing..

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

A busy day

Don't limit your challenge,
challenge your limit.

Whole day carrying a 4kg laptop bag,
from Lowyat to Time Square,
then from TimeSquare to Sungai Wang,
then back to Time Square,
for movie,
How to train your dragon.
Nice show indeed. =)

Today used around Rm300 on
laptop bag, laptop keypad dust protector,
laptop security locker, laptop cooler,
lunch at food court,
movie and
hawaiian clothing.

I just here to mention that,
KL developed until really really..
complicated
in term of road traffics and routes..
Spend lot of time explaining to dad where..
me and my sis are..

Somehow, It's a great visit to timesquare..
big until I speechless..
and many times I found that I'm lost..
dunno where am I going
haha..

Tiring day,
time to get some rest..
tomorrow gonna go for medical checkup
hope everything going well.
Wish me luck! =)







Nite,
Qing


I'm back!

Planned an outing for the past weekend but it was a failure,
due to miscommunication.

Argh, never mind..
Thinking of heading back to hometown at Kedah.
It's was a long tiring journey and I doubt it for days..
In the end, since I didn't get the chance to see my grandparents.
I decided to pay a visit to their cemeteries.

But..
I didn't regret going to Kedah..
I find it's the chance to spend time with my family together..
Somehow, they thought me a lot of things..
share a lot of opinions..

Somehow..
I realized how important they are,
through their smiling faces,
laughters and time spending together,
though..
we hardly meet,
maybe once or twice a year..
and
you won't know
when
they will leave you when the time comes.

Missing the warm welcome from relatives,
simply because some didn't meet for years already..
Missing the precious moment together,
because things changed when we meet the next time..
And most important,
trying to make everyday memorable
and with no regret.
Most important is Happy. =)

Photo of the day


Baby Yi Hang

Laughing goat? LOL


Sleeping with pose.
see that pussy cat too!
LOL


Nitez,
Qing