A spring day

Spring has officially arrived, we had the most nicest spring day outside today.
After the church service in the morning we just went to one beach in Hanko and found nice shells, had a great photoshooting session (some results may be seen later) and just enjoyed the beautiful, beautiful sunshine. We also visited the house of four winds, which is a famous café during the summer (tourist) time. It wasn't open yet, but the place was beautiful.
The houses around Hanko are amazing... you should come and see!
Ah, just perfect.

What a joyful life we are living

Joy, joy, joy....not.
Lately life has been a bit challenging for me. Facing me myself and I is just too much sometimes. But you cannot really hide yourself from yourself, can you? And as drinking is not one of my things to get lost from myself ,I have pretty much been to force to think. (I am not able to lost myself into anything else anymore either.) Argh.
Then I come home to visit my great family and I end up at this computer finding this sort of pictures and suddenly life is not that bad after all. Some could also call me emotionally unstable after this.
BUT this day has been a great day: sleeping late, chatting with a guy on the street, having singing rehearsal with my group, now doing all this extra stuff here.. It was definitely a time for a break already.

Poland, Poland..

Yes, in three weeks I'm going to Poland, with my super-hi tech-extreme-team. We will go there by car, so from Finland by boat to Estonia and from there on Via Baltica and staying in Riga, Latvia for one night, then continuing to south Poland somehow. So lots of driving, sitting, staring out of window with seven people, their luggage and all in one, red, rusty van.
I know, it sounds like a good old hippie road trip, but it ain't. (I wish...)
It is time get involved in some mission in Poland.

Who am I?

I am going through some crisis with my personality (due to this I needed to make a phonecall to my mum, THAT is serious) as we are trying to analyze ourselves here at school during a course. And it is great, I mean who wouldn't be interested in themselves, I think we all are in a way or another. But the thing is I am very much against this putting people in to boxes, though it is not about it, it is just about tendencies, yes, I know. BUT the thing is, I fit into them pretty well and it amazes me why and how has someone been able to think and create something like this and then it actually works? Should we as humanbeings be that predictable? Are we all the same at the end or do we follow the same patterns in a way or another? And as I believe in God, this almost makes me think whether He ran out of ideas while creating us? Which I don't really believe, we are all unique and that's why we are so important to Him. So maybe He did this in purpose, because He knew how many different people were needed to make this system called "the world" to work properly, or? But as we look around it is not working its best way out, is it? But that is already another issue and has something to do with our choices as people, though God is a sovereign Lord.
Sometimes, just sometimes, my head feels a bit too small and my will to understand too great.

(ps. the course that we are going through is excellent and has already been so very helpful within my team and inside my finnish head. This is just to avoid wrong thoughts mates.)